Chapter 11: Dr. Gao
After that, Chen Xiao searched some psychological institutions in the city on the Internet according to his memory, and finally selected a private psychiatrist named Gao Tianliang.
Dr. Gao graduated from the University of California and is a first-class psychiatrist.
1000 dollars an hour, isn't this a robbery?
When he saw the list of charging items, Chen Xiao frowned tightly.
He didn't have much money left.
The original owner's job salary was not high, and he had been unemployed at home during this time, and he didn't have much savings......
I don't seem to have any friends.
As a last resort, Chen Xiao had no choice but to call Zhou Yuxuan.
"Chen Xiao, what's the matter?"
"Can I advance a month's salary?"
"Huh? Are you experiencing any difficulties? Zhou Yuxuan on the other end paused and explained: "You haven't been included in the Spring and Autumn Archives yet, and there is no precedent for advance wages......
"How much money you want, I can lend it to you."
I don't know if it's a delusion, when she heard that she had no money, Zhou Yuxuan over there seemed to be very happy.
This made Chen Xiao a little depressed, but he didn't expect that one day he would have to find someone to borrow money.
After thinking about it, Chen Xiao said: "5000, I will pay you back when the salary is paid." ”
"Well, there's no hurry."
Zhou Yuxuan hung up the phone and immediately transferred 8,000 yuan.
Seeing that the money had arrived, a smile crossed the corner of Chen Xiao's mouth.
His new captain seems to be a very good person.
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Quickly paid for the reservation, and after learning that the phone could be diagnosed immediately, Chen Xiao went out with her schoolbag on her back.
Taking a taxi to Dr. Gao's studio, Chen Xiao politely rang the doorbell.
"Come in."
When the door was opened, a tall man sat across the table from him, he was about thirty or forty years old, with a face of Chinese characters, double eyelids, lush hair, and a gentle smile.
On the table, there is a computer, a small globe, and a stopwatch.
"Hello, it's Mr. Chen Xiao, right?"
"Yes, Dr. Gao."
"You may be seated."
Dr. Gao's eyes were kind, and he said, "Now, please ask Mr. Chen Xiao to describe his condition, or some of the problems he is facing." ”
"Time is precious, in order not to waste your money, please Mr. Chen Xiao do not have anything to hide."
"Trust me, I'll give you a satisfactory answer."
With that, he pressed down his stopwatch.
Looking at the kind-looking Doctor Gao, Chen Xiao had a strange feeling in his heart.
He spoke slowly: "A month ago, I began to feel that I was abnormal, sometimes I would have inexplicable amnesia, sometimes my temperament would change drastically, and my thoughts would change from easy-going to extreme. ”
"And in the process of amnesia, I may do things that I can't control and can't know."
"I panicked about it, but I didn't know what to do."
"I understand." Doctor Gao nodded, looked at Chen Xiao, and said, "In your case, it should be a split personality." ”
"There are many causes of split personality, and the most common cases come from childhood trauma, but you only had this symptom a month ago, so it's more likely that you should have suffered something big and critical a month ago."
"You don't want to face it, and you don't want to bear it, and under the brain's self-protection mechanism, the sub-personality is generated."
Dr. Gao's speed of speech is neither fast nor slow, and there is an inexplicable affinity, which makes people have the urge to tell the whole story.
"Hmm..."Chen Xiao hesitated and said, "I want to know, is there any way to kill him?" ”
Dr. Gao was stunned.
Shouldn't normal people be cured of their illness? Why is the word "kill" used to describe it?
However, Dr. Gao didn't show it, he still smiled, and said, "You mean, you want to kill the deputy personality and not let him continue to appear, right?" ”
"It's not."
Chen Xiao looked at Dr. Gao and said softly, "I am a sub-personality now. ”
"What I want is to kill the master completely."
Dr. Gao's smile froze.
His expression was no longer gentle, his eyes were strange, and he stared at Chen Xiao carefully.
After half ringing,
Dr. Gao smiled again, and he was surprised: "Your situation is very rare, under normal circumstances, it is difficult to establish such a complete subpersonality, and when the personality is split, you are not aware of the existence of another personality. ”
"I know there's something special about me."
"It's actually very simple to kill the main personality."
"Since you are a newly born personality, you must forget as much as possible everything about your previous personality, including his life, his dwelling, all his habits."
"Because, you share the same body, and in some way are related."
"If possible, I suggest that you move into your current residence as an excuse for vacation, or depression, to get out of your current social environment."
"At the same time, you have to keep hinting to yourself in your heart that you are the main personality, and that there is no one else in this body except you."
"With the push of time, the power of the main personality will gradually disappear."
"Of course, you have to stay calm in the process and not have too many mood swings, especially excessive sadness and anger."
"At the same time, I will prescribe some medicine for you to help you adapt to the body faster and achieve the effect of support."
Chen Xiao nodded and said sincerely, "Thank you, Doctor Gao." ”
"You're welcome, collecting money to do things has been a rule since ancient times. Your follow-up appointment is tentatively scheduled for seven days and I hope to see you again. ”
After a pause, Dr. Gao's smile became more and more friendly: "You don't have to worry about the consultation fee, after charging 1,000 yuan this time, unless there are special circumstances, the process will be free of charge." ”
"I'm a psychiatrist, and I've seen many patients, but you're the only one who wants to kill the main character, it's the first time, I'm very interested."
Chen Xiao smiled bitterly and said, "I understand this feeling, just like the surprise of a biologist discovering a new species. ”
Doctor Gao nodded and said, "Yes, but don't worry, I will keep the treatment process completely confidential, this is the iron law of all psychiatrists' oath, please don't worry." ”
He stood up and stretched out his hand: "I hope the treatment goes well, Mr. Chen Xiao." ”
Chen Xiao seemed to be encouraged, showed a reassuring smile, and also stretched out his hand:
"Definitely."
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The conversation ended for a moment, and Dr. Gao walked into the medicine room.
After a while, he came out with a small bag of medicine, handed it to Chen Xiao, and patted him on the shoulder:
"Come on!"
"Thank you."
Chen Xiao took the bag and asked unintentionally, "By the way, Doctor Gao, have you heard of Wang Ming?" He is also a psychiatrist. ”
Dr. Gao pondered and muttered, "I've heard of him, and it seems that he is also a very good psychiatrist. You know, Rongcheng is not big, and there are only a few doctors who are a little famous. ”
"Hmm...... Is he okay now? ”
Doctor Gao shook his head regretfully: "I died suddenly, I don't know what the reason was, it seems to have been two weeks ago." ”
"It is said that he lived alone, and his body was so rotten that the neighbors smelled it and found out."
"Well, that's a pity."
Chen Xiao turned around and walked to the door.
He turned his head again and said softly, "Doctor Gao." ”
Dr. Gao looked up and smiled kindly, "Any more questions?" ”
"You can't be Wang Ming, Doctor Wang, right?"