Chapter 53: Emotions
"An evil, sick, murderous personality."
As soon as he thought of this, Chen Xiao's mood was extremely low, and he couldn't be honest with this kind of personality: "He has a deformed obsessive-compulsive disorder, and likes to give beautiful things the title of artwork, which sounds like an elegant thing, but in fact, he likes not only artworks, but also the process of making artworks." ”
Chen Xiao only felt that his body was getting colder and colder, if it weren't for the evil personality sleeping, he probably would never have told all these things.
"He has influenced me subtly, and sometimes I see a pair of beautiful eyes, as if they have been dug out; When I saw a beautiful and slender hand, I wanted to cut it off, soak it in formalin, and collect it to myself; When I feel the malice of others, I try to kill them in every possible way, and so on......"
"I'm trying my best to control myself, but I can't guarantee that I'll always be able to control it."
"So far, have you done it? Have you hurt someone else? ”
Zhou Yuxuan looked at him with Qiushui's eyes.
"I, no ......"
Chen Xiao thought for a while and said, "I killed all the people who should be killed." ”
Zhou Yuxuan thought for a while and said, "This question is a bit complicated, let's not explore the future first, let's talk about the present." ”
"Do you think you exist on your own, or are you one with the evil personality you said you said, and he is just your dark side?"
"Many things in the world are opposites, such as good versus evil, new life versus death, and the same goes for man, man is a complex animal, and there is no perfect person in the world...... The kinder a person is, the greater his dark side. ”
"Do you have a definite answer?"
“……”
Chen Xiao was speechless, his heartbeat increased violently, and his girlfriend's words subverted his cognition since he existed and changed the basis of all his reasoning.
If the evil personality is also himself, then ...... I am already very strong, but why is I so strong, and I am still in such a predicament?
Chen Xiao was confused.
Time passed minute by minute, and Chen Xiao said dryly: "I don't know yet, I'm also confused......"
Zhou Yuxuan wrinkled her nose, and she said softly: "Take a step back, even if the evil personality in your body exists independently, I have another opinion. ”
"Every child is a blank slate before he is born, and so is your personality, and if he is really as evil as you say, then he has definitely been through a lot of very terrible things."
"And Chen Xiao, in fact, I don't think he's as bad as you say." Zhou Yuxuan raised her head, her beautiful eyes revealing a hint of cunning: "When you went home last night, it was your evil personality that controlled your body, right?" ”
Chen Xiao was stunned and hesitated: "Yes." ”
"Now, your reasoning has failed!" The woman jumped on the spot in excitement and said crisply: "If he is really as evil as you say, he must have killed me last night, stripped me naked, and soaked my body in specimens, so that I would become a work of art for him, right?" ”
Chen Xiao's face turned pale when he heard this, and he wanted to explain something more, but his girlfriend didn't give him a chance to speak.
"That's it!"
Zhou Yuxuan sighed helplessly, held Chen Xiao's cheeks with both hands, and said softly: "I know your secret now, it's no big deal, it's a big deal, I'll let you more in the future, make you less angry, and be emotionally stable, so that your evil personality won't come out, right?" ”
"Maybe everything in the world is tied to your thoughts."
"If, I'm talking about if, if you really can't control it in the future, kill me, maybe this can wake you up."
When she said this, Zhou Yuxuan's beautiful eyes rippled, like the sparkling gold sand under the river, flashing with a mysterious color that Chen Xiao couldn't understand and couldn't understand.
"There won't be a day, no matter what kind of me is, I won't do anything to hurt you." Chen Xiao replied with a heavy heart.
"I'm just showing my determination to go down with you." The girlfriend's calm words are distressing.
"Chen Xiao, I like you, do you like me?"
"I like it."
"How much do you like it?"
"Hmm...... I guess it's because I like it until all the trees in the world fall and the tigers in the forest age into butter. ”
Chen Xiao didn't have a chance to speak again, because Zhou Yuxuan had already kissed her.
The sweet liquid spread at the corners of his lips, and the thoughts in Chen Xiao's mind were completely filled with another surging emotion, and today's Zhou Yuxuan took the initiative, he responded passively, and finally pressed the woman on the sofa......
Time is beautiful, and the night spreads.
——
Zhou Yuxuan left.
She needed to go back to the capital, and she didn't tell Chen Xiao what she had to do, but just said that there was something going on at home.
It can be as fast as three to five days, or as slow as half a month, and she will be back soon.
Or maybe let Chen Xiao go to the capital.
In short, the lover left like this, this is the first parting between the two since they met.
The stamina came too violently, and when Zhou Yuxuan left, Chen Xiao sat in the empty living room, her heart was empty, and her sour and uncomfortable emotions were like an ink dripping into a bowl, constantly spreading.
He didn't expect that after learning the true situation, Zhou Yuxuan's love for himself not only did not decrease, but became stronger.
With the encouragement of his girlfriend, some of the concepts in his heart are also changing unconsciously.
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Before leaving, Zhou Yuxuan sent Chen Xiao a sexy private photo collection.
She said coquettishly: "This is a reward for my boyfriend, if you need anything, you can watch the photo album and solve it yourself, but you must not go out to steal food!" ”
Looking at the beautiful and beautiful figure in the photo, the shy and lovely smile seemed to be in front of him, and a smile was automatically played in his mind, Chen Xiao looked at it so obsessively, and the corners of his mouth unconsciously drew a smile that even he hadn't noticed.
Before, he didn't know how to really laugh.
But now he seems to know.
"My heart is like a deserted and empty wooden house, and there is nothing in it."
"But you're coming."
"I'm going to feed the horses and chop wood."
"Facing the sea, spring flowers are blooming."