Chapter 368: The Tribulation of Immortality, the Suffering of Life
Tien Shan.
The closest thing to the Taein Star is the Moon Peak in legend.
A goddess with her feet like snow, dancing in a lotus pond in the middle of the ice and snow, constantly spinning and spinning, as if she never tires......
The bright moonlight fell on her face.
Thirty years have passed.
The years have left traces on her face, and the white lotus in the pond water, which is said to be a divine object that can make people reborn and immortal longevity, seems to never bloom.
"Alas~~~"
A quiet sigh.
Su E slowly stopped, stepping barefoot in the pond water, her expression was very complicated.
In the past thirty years, she has traveled all over the mountains, rivers, lakes and seas, searched for nine heavens and ten earths, tried countless methods, experienced all kinds of hardships and dangers, and took countless elixirs, but in the end she still could not stop the flow of divine power.
Can't stop the traces of age on the face.
The old age and decay of mortals gradually appeared in her.
Ten years ago.
Su E broke the cauldron and came to the top of this Tianshan Mountain, the Mochizuki Peak, which is the closest to the Taiyin Star in legend, and saw this innate artifact that can make people become gods.
Pity.
The innate white lotus has not yet reached maturity.
And the traces left by the years on her body have become more and more, and she ...... Maybe we won't be able to wait for that day.
'Wow~~'
Dresses scattered.
The delicate body, which is brighter than the moonlight in the sky, slowly dips into the pool water.
Misty circulation.
Su E stroked the white jade-like arm, only to feel that the slowly passing years on her body seemed to be delayed a little.
"Yi~~ Are you okay now?"
The soft voice was full of longing, melancholy, and a trace of indescribable resentment.
Long.
Su'e's expression gradually became firm.
"I'm not going to give up."
"Ascension, I will definitely be able to ascend. I want to regain my divine power, return to the Taiyin Star, and practice in the Taiyin for 10,000 years, 100,000 years, and for a million years, as long as I can return to the Taiyin, I will have the hope of defeating the emperor......"
"Yi, I won't give up."
"Wait for me ......"
The voice faded into a blur.
The goddess in the pool closed her slightly wrinkled eyes and began to practice day after day.
If Yang Gang is here.
may understand why Han Xiang in the later life, and the female sword fairy in Han Xiang's previous life, are so obsessed with cultivation.
The firmness of 'their' Dao heart comes from this ancient love.
The so-called immortal calamity.
It is not the life-and-death catastrophe that saw no hope in the past, but the catastrophe of life that makes people more desperate and powerless.
So'e is in a race against time.
Before her life reaches the end of her life, wait for the snow lotus to bloom in the snow pool of the Tianshan Mountains.
Another twenty years in the blink of an eye.
Yang Gang has completely entered old age, with gray hair on his head, like an old man who is about to die, and there is no trace of the heroic spirit of the past.
And Su'e, who is far away in the Tianshan Mountains and waiting for the last chance, also has her sideburns dyed white, her face still has a little bit of the past elegance, and the vitality and confidence between her eyebrows are no longer there.
She lost all her mirrors, and she didn't even dare to look down at her own reflection in the water.
Death may be just a cycle for her.
But her old face, the fading divine power, and the hopeless future made her completely despair.
Finally on this day.
Su'e looked at the snow lotus growing quietly in the pond water, revealing an open-minded smile.
"Well, maybe I shouldn't have insisted so much......"
"Yi, you're here now, aren't you?"
"Still waiting for me?"
"Maybe my departure has completely broken your heart."
"I just want ...... You can also see the last time. ”
The woman who had been sitting in the pool for thirty years slowly got up, put on the most beautiful dress in the past, and for the first time in thirty years, calmly faced the mirror-like ice wall, and began to dress carefully.
She wants to let the people in her heart see the most beautiful side of herself.
Even if she is old and Fanghua is not there, she has to do her best.
Another five years.
Su'e, who completely lost her divine power, staggered on the ancient land, and it took five years to finally walk to the hut where the two lived at the beginning.
As far as the eye can see, there is only half of the ruins.
Decades have passed, and everything has long been different.
Yang Gang has been displaced several times and has long since lived here. The unrepaired house has collapsed, crawling with circles of cobwebs, telling the traces of the passage of time.
"Gone."
Su'e suddenly felt a heart-wrenching pain.
"Is it already ascending, or have you stepped into reincarnation one step ahead of me?"
"Where we have lived for thirty years, there is not a trace of nostalgia for you?"
"Yi~~"
Su E sat in front of the dilapidated courtyard, her eyes blurred for some time, and two lines of tears like ice and snow fell.
"Yi~~"
"Where are you?"
Panicked, helpless, and miserable, Su'e covered her mouth and cried silently, only feeling that the world was huge, but she seemed to be the only one left.
The Taiyin Star is ruined.
The beloved master is missing.
Even the person I love most in my heart has completely lost my voice.
What's the point of her living alone in this world?
The strong resentment and remorse completely broke the defense line in the heart of the former goddess. Hate the sky, hate the earth, hate yourself...... Hate the sky and be ruthless, hate the earth without love, hate yourself for being incompetent......
This moment.
In her heart, there was only a strong hatred for Emperor Jun, the Lord of the Heavenly Court.
"If only everything could be done all over again......"
"If there is still a chance to choose, I will definitely seize every opportunity, immortal medicine...... If there is still an immortal elixir, I can wait until the innate snow lotus matures, and I can ......"
But everything is irretrievable.
Su'e walked on the vast land in despair, for a month or a year...... The body is getting older and weaker, and even dealing with some wild beasts has become a problem.
Finally on this day.
She heard a message.
On the shore of Luoyue Lake, there is a manor surnamed Yang, where lives a great hero who has saved the world in the past, his family is full of servants, lives a rich life, and lives a very luxurious life every day.
"Is that him?"
Su'e felt a shock in her heart, and numbly moved her steps towards the manor.
Sunset.
elongated the back of the old rickets.
'Purr~~' The carriage passed by, and a curtain of curtains was raised, revealing an old face, and the snow-white sideburns could vaguely show the former grandeur and fortitude.
"Yi~~"
Su'e stood still, looking at the side face stupidly.
The old man in the carriage glanced at her, but he didn't seem to recognize her at all, and rode on without stopping.
'Giggle~~'
The laughter of youth came from the carriage, and it seemed that a woman was laughing very heartily.
"He ......"
Su'e's heart shook and she looked at the carriage in the distance in disbelief.
He ...... It's changed. ”
"Why, why ......"
The goddess who was once high above was completely confused, clutching her chest tightly, leaning against the pillar on the side of the street, only to feel that her heart hurt so much, so painful. I can't believe the facts I saw, I can't believe that such a change will happen to the man who was determined to be martial in the past.
'Gollum~~'
The wheels kept rolling.
"Grandpa, what are you looking at?"
The teenage girl was innocent and asked curiously.
Yang Gang retracted his gaze.
said lightly: "I just saw an old man who had been waiting for a long time." ”
"It's been a long wait, so why didn't Grandpa go to see her?"
The girl asked curiously.
Her name is Forget Yue, she is the granddaughter of Xiao Meng, and she is also the fifth daughter born to the little boy named Xiao Yan back then.
"Why ......"
Yang Gang sighed silently, looked at the passing scenery outside the carriage, and was silent for a long time.
Waited so many years.
Finally waited for her to come back.
How could he, because of pity in his heart, because of a momentary impulse, destroy his plan for eternity?
The debt in my heart can only be made up for in the future.
(End of chapter)