Chapter 45: What if I have a guilty conscience?

Although Guo Jing is usually clumsy, when he talks about the things that day when he and Huang Rong were boating on the lake, he was articulate and talked straight about a meal.

Although Gu Chaoci solved the mystery and suddenly realized, the turmoil in his heart could not be calmed down for a long time.

A few months ago, when he ran away from home, he killed a few scumbags, and he was able to collide with Huang Rong, who also ran away from home?

It's wicked!

It's not surprising that she's being followed. At that time, he had been in the rivers and lakes for more than a year, and he had not tasted defeat, and he was expanding!

Although her martial arts are not good, she can do light exercises, which is very good, after all, she is not, and she runs all the way, as if she is playing in the mountains and rivers. It is normal for people to not be checked by themselves when they have mental calculations or unintentional calculations!

Rao is like this, Gu Chaoci didn't expect that this girl would have such a big grudge against him, what kind of special affairs and false reputation, dare to do it or not, it really doesn't hurt to stand and talk!

Your father is not a fame and reputation seeker, but in order to maintain the great image in your mind, he will not say some stinky things!

There is also a stealing martial arts that I dare not admit, the fundamental reason is that I don't want to be an ungrateful villain, so I came here, it's just a white lie.

Besides, the day when you wait for Lao Tzu to overturn your father, you see if I dare to admit anything, and that's the end of it!

Little girl, know a chicken feather!

Gu Chaoci's mind was racing, and after a while, he turned around and saw that Guo Jing was still looking at him, so he couldn't help sighing, and said: "Why do you want to say this to me, to be honest, if you don't say it, I can't think of her!" ”

Guo Jing said: "Can you know, I don't know, but I know that a manly man should act above board!" ”

Gu Chaoci smiled and said, "Bright? You're talking about me? ”

Guo Jing waved his hand and said, "I'm not talking about you, I'm talking about myself." My mother and my masters taught me that between heaven and earth in life, you must act without shame, then you must say everything to others!

You saved my Seventh Master, and you have been treating me very well.

I don't know, it's the same thing, but I know that if I don't say it, it will be in vain to disappoint my mother and master's teachings! ”

Gu Chaoci also knew that Guo Jing didn't take the words, he thought about what he wanted to do all his life.

However, he still said with a calm face: "You also know that as long as you are worthy of your heart, you can say nothing to others!"

What if I have a guilty conscience?

And how can it be above board? ”

Guo Jing heard this, but he couldn't help but be stunned, in his heart, what Gu Chaoci did, he said that he was worthy of his heart, how could he say that he was ashamed?

Gu Chaoci is telling the truth, not to mention that he is now, he holds nine yang and nine yin, given time, as long as he can fully integrate it, he is not afraid of anyone. Fame can be easily washed away.

Even before, he didn't have much fear of Shaolin Temple itself. It's just that "Jiuyang True Scripture" is the foundation of his martial arts, and it comes from Shaolin, which has a cause and effect.

The draught does not forget the well digger, and he still has the basic moral bottom line.

At the beginning, he did not succeed in his miraculous skills, and he did not have a set of relatively powerful power methods, so he was cheeky and picked some Shaolin scum to start.

I thought that as long as I secretly got a profound martial arts such as "Seventy-two Stunts", I would have the power to protect myself.

In the future, I have a good choice, no longer use Shaolin martial arts, I don't know it, how good!

Although he secretly learned martial arts, Gu Chaoci stood on his own position, and he could use words such as forced to masturbate by talking. But he knows that this approach is wrong, and it is even more despised.

I never thought that not only did I not eat the meat, but I also caused a commotion.

Even if this situation occurs, if it is another sect, it is nothing, the big deal is to fight and kill, and it is a question of who is strong and who is strong.

But decades ago, Shaolin had the fire foreman Tuo incident, they hated the people who secretly learned Shaolin martial arts, and they knew what they had done, and they would not give up.

Once he starts to do it, he will be ungrateful if he is heavy, and if he is caught, he will lose his life if he is heavy, and he will abolish his martial arts at the lightest, which is even more unacceptable to him.

This is what bothers Gu Chaoci the most.

Gu Chaoci saw that Guo Jing was stunned, obviously unable to turn around for a while, so he continued: "No matter what, you said this to me today, do you know what will happen?" ”

Guo Jing's mind turned, nodded slightly, and said: "I know, if I tell the truth, you will definitely make trouble with Rong'er, and you will kill her!" ”

Gu Chaoci smiled and said: "It's serious, my father is the owner of Peach Blossom Island, how dare I trouble her?" And kill her? You look down on me, and you don't have the heart to do it! ”

Guo Jing shook his head and said: "It's not like this, you sound like you have scruples about the predecessors of the Eastern Evil and Western Poisoning Southern Emperor and Northern Beggars, but in fact, you are not afraid of them at all, everything is just an expedient measure."

So if you don't dare to deal with her, you will find a way to do it secretly, just like you did with Ouyang Ke!

I know that you will secretly kill Ouyang Ke, you will also kill Yang Shidi, and you will kill Yan Honglie! ”

Gu Chao was still smiling, but when he heard this, the smile on his face was retracted, and he snorted coldly: "This is what Huang Rong told you?" ”

Guo Jing shook his head and said, "No, this is my own feeling."

Ever since Rong'er told me this, I have been observing what you say and do, and I have been thinking about what you said to me and Wang Daochang.

Looking at your treatment of them today, I know that you are forcibly suppressing the murderous intent. ”

At this time, Gu Chaoci's eyes were very profound, and he was really surprised! He believes that Guo Jing will not tell lies, but in this way, this is still the same, the so-called stupid and naΓ―ve Guo Jing?

At that moment, he said coldly: "You are right! Huang Rong said that I am ruthless, and it is not wrong to kill people!

I'm going to get revenge!

The issue of my reputation is not very important, after all, I killed people and left words, so I didn't think about hiding it, how she publicized it, and even said that I secretly learned other martial arts, for the sake of her young age and fun-loving, I could laugh at it.

But the reason why I secretly learned Shaolin martial arts, the reason why I concealed it and didn't admit it was because it had a lot to do with it, and it wasn't just a matter of what I was afraid of!

Do you know that the people of Shaolin Temple have already found me, if I didn't have some ability, I would have been caught by them, and I would have been crippled or dead! ”

Guo Jing saw that his face was as cold as ice, and he did not flinch, and said solemnly: "I don't know any big truths, but I know that revenge will be avenged!"

Rong'er treats me sincerely, she has found trouble for you, I have no ability, I will eliminate misunderstandings and solve troubles for you!

You saved my seventh master, and resolved the great grudge with Mei Chaofeng for me and the six masters, and you were very kind to me!

I only hope that if you are angry, it will be reported on me, and you will never go to Rong'er, whether you want to kill or chop, you can do it! ”

Gu Chaoci laughed wildly and said, "Kill you? You're saying it lightly! I only ask you, as the saying goes, the hatred of killing your father is not shared, and you don't care about it! ”

He was not surprised at all that Guo Jing could say this, he wanted to see how the other party chosen!

Guo Jing said without hesitation: "This is what I want to say in the end, my father's revenge has not been avenged, and I also ask Brother Gu, for the sake of you and my acquaintance, you can give me two months, and allow me to avenge the big revenge, when the time comes, you name a place, and I will come to receive the death in person!" ”

Gu Chaoci heard his words, and his heart was shocked: "This person's heart is bright, he thinks about everything, he is willing to beg me to give him revenge for time, and he is also willing to beg me to find him angry, not to trouble Huang Rong, but he never said a word, let me give up revenge!"

What a rarity! ”

His mind flashed for a moment, but he waved his hand and said, "Come less, you still think it's beautiful!"

You are dead, Huang Rong will do everything possible to avenge you, I don't know how many conspiracies and tricks are waiting for me! ”

Guo Jing frowned, thinking: "That's what I said, Rong'er treats me with deep affection and will definitely avenge me." If the six masters knew that I had died, they would not sit idly by, but how could I harm the masters because of me?

I have to finish this alone! ”

With both hands clenched into fists, he said in a loud voice: "In this way, Brother Gu, after I finish avenging my father, I will find a place by myself and cut myself off, do you think it!?" ”

Gu Chaoci heard this, it stands to reason that he should laugh!

Because it's so real!

I have no grudge against him, and if I want revenge, I have to find Huang Rong, what's the use of asking for his life?

However, Gu Chaoci was clear, Guo Jing did what he said, as long as he responded, this person's life could be said to be gone.

It can be seen that Guo Jing has a calm face, and he doesn't take life and death to heart, and can't help but sigh secretly: "No wonder he was able to martyr his family for the country and the nation in the original novel, this attitude towards life is really amazing!"

If he is like me, who only cares about himself, with his ability, the world is so great, where can he not survive?

He was still young at this time, under the age of eighteen, naΓ―ve, a little restrained, but morally awe-inspiring, "the great man of chivalry, for the country and the people" Guo Daxia, has already begun to take shape.

Although Huang Rong found trouble for me, she was able to accompany Guo Jing and grow from a little demon girl to a "female Zhuge girl".

It took a lot of effort to raise soldiers, horses, money and food, fight against the Mongols, and kill it!

These two people, forgetting their lives and death, resisting aggression for decades, and finally not even leaving a single bloodline, this kind of sacrifice and dedication that I know cannot be done, I will never have.

I am usually selfish and selfish, and I don't have the noble sentiments of a great hero, is it possible that here, when the country is broken, I still have to hurt and retaliate against characters like them for my own selfish grudges?

Moreover, that mysterious master, if it is really Huang Laoxi, people watched me bully him, and he didn't make a move, and he also let me get a copy of the Nine Yin True Scripture, and I still want to take revenge......

What did that become?

Am I really, not a little bit of a measure? ”

Gu Chaoci kept thinking about it, and saw Guo Jing's face with a high-spirited face, but his eyes were full of begging. He knew that what people were asking for was to let him stop retaliating against Huang Rong and agree to his request.

It's not that he is willing to spare his life, he is not tall, but in front of his eyes, he looks like he stands up to the sky.

Gu Chaoci wanted to kill Guo Jing at this time, it could be said that it was as easy as a hand, and when he looked at his sincere eyes, suddenly, a sense of self-shame rose in his heart.

People can give up their lives for the love of their hearts, and they can destroy their families for the sake of righteousness in their hearts!

What about me?

Do you have your own beliefs about your own gains and losses every day?

When I was a child, I didn't have a comprehensive understanding of the world, thinking that it was an ordinary historical era, and my ability was not good, and I looked at all problems with the national outlook of later generations.

Therefore, they are indifferent to the so-called national affairs.

But in essence?

In the past two years, I have also traveled a lot of places, and half of the country occupied by the Jin State fully shows that the minority ruling the majority is slavery or killing!

Even a few decades later, the Yuan Dynasty regarded our Han people as inferior people, ordinary people, and they didn't even deserve a proper name!

In such a time of shame, I now have no ability, do I have to watch everything happen and not do something?

In the previous life, there were countless revolutionary ancestors, regardless of sacrifice, and hard work, in exchange for decades of peaceful life.

And Guo Jing and Huang Rong, people like them, according to the trajectory of fate, are they not the epitome of those heroes who have risen up to resist aggression in China for thousands of years?

I can't sacrifice my life for the country and the people, and I can't even do what I can?

Am I willing to be a rotten person, a rotten person with strong martial arts?

Why do I carry the "Jiuyang True Scripture", in the past two years, I have not made the slightest breakthrough in cultivation?

Could it be because there is a lack of benevolence in my heart?

No, Ouyang Feng's viciousness is definitely not below me, how can he be at the top of the world?

No, I am young, although I have an extraordinary heritage, but I am a rat's belly, and I can't even tolerate a few bad words, and if I encounter any setbacks and tribulations, I will inevitably be loose and slack.

If you are a human being, if you don't have a generous amount, how can you become a great person?

If I can't become a great weapon, I have a body of divine skills, wouldn't it be a tyrannical thing, how can I deserve this adventure?

No, Huang Rong, she preached my notoriety and made me fearful, and I turned a deaf ear?

Am I supposed to be that nothing happened?

He was blamed for killing the Quanzhen Sect......

No, that's not her, she won't tell lies to Guo Jing, this is my own name, I was borrowed by others, without Huang Rong's publicity, there will still be people to blame 'Gu Chaoci', or some 'life-killing scholar', yes, yes, that's it......

If I hurt her, heaven will not tolerate it......

No, it's not a gentleman to take revenge and not revenge......"

Suddenly, all kinds of thoughts in Gu Chaoci's heart turned sharply, right and wrong, right and wrong, constantly intermingled and entangled, as if the two countries were engaged in a big war.

Suddenly, the whole mind was like lightning and thunder, like the sky falling apart, and like the tide and waves, overwhelming the sky and sweeping in.

Guo Jing suddenly saw his complexion, red for a while, white for a while, blue for a while, short of breath, panting, beads of sweat like soybeans oozed from his forehead, and in an instant, he fell directly on his back.

Guo Jing saw that the situation was critical, and immediately grabbed it, and before he could think about it, he held him up, and suddenly felt that he was cold, like cold ice, and hurriedly helped him set it up, sitting cross-legged in a posture, latent internal force, and his right palm had been slapped on the "big vertebral point" on the back of his neck.

This human body has four qi, warm and cold, also known as the four natures, and the internal strength is divided into negative and positive.

This "Jiuyang Divine Skill" is to walk the yang vein and reverse the yin vein, that is, to rely on a pure yang qi to open up all the related veins, so that the yin and yang are connected, and the supreme wonderful realm of yin and yang mutual assistance is achieved, and in the process of internal gong practice, the body will melt away the cold and cold qi, and the body surface will exude cold qi to help yang qi.

Pure yin internal power is the opposite, such as the ancient tomb school "Jade Maiden Heart Sutra" internal power, the running line is to line the yin vein back to the yang vein, the internal breath is cold, the body emits heat, and when it is critical, it needs to be undressed and dissipated.

The human body has 12 meridians, eight meridians, a total of nine yang and nine yin veins, practice internal strength, after cultivating a vein of yang, you have to repair the corresponding yin vein, yin and yang harmony, step by step, until the last Ren Du two veins, that is, the "sea of yin and yang", the two through, yin and yang, internal strength is to reach the realm of Dacheng.

Therefore, people who have achieved internal success know the method of reconciling yin and yang, and they are usually no different from ordinary people, but Gu Chaoci's body is cold at this time, as if the heat has disappeared.

Although Guo Jing didn't know the specific reason for this, he also knew that the other party's internal breath was running and something went wrong, so he naturally immediately came to the rescue, and this trick was also learned from "Danyangzi" Ma Yu.

When he was practicing in Mongolia, whenever he was cranky and his mind could not be calm, Ma Yu often gently stroked his "big vertebral acupoint", and used a hot breath in his palm to help him calm down and avoid going mad.

He naturally learned the same, so he used it for Gu Chaoci, and kept chattering in his mouth: "Thinking is forgetful, body weakness is luck, heart death is alive, and yang prosperity is yin." ”

It will also be a wonderful method of settling and calming the gods, and the true meaning of it will be spoken endlessly.

Yes, Guo Jing is crooked and saved Gu Chaoci, his state at this time is the harbinger of going mad.

This "Jiuyang True Scripture" is so mysterious and profound, and it is the foundation of integrating the essence of Confucianism, Buddhism and Taoism and guiding people to goodness.

Gu Chaoci relied on Jueyuan's guidance, and he was talented, brave and diligent, and in six years, he was able to practice Jiuyang Divine Skills to the last level, and this progress was not unfast!

But what he does is not only inconsistent with a benevolent word, but can also be called evil!

The lives of his subordinates, although most of them are extremely heinous, but there are also many innocent lives, after all, such inhumane things as destroying the door have not been done by people with lofty ideals since ancient times!

He knows everything, but with his own sophistry skills, he masturbates, but in fact, the demons in his heart have been born, and he is hidden in the shadows, but although he has accumulated deep internal strength before, he will not be able to use it, and he can't play three or four percent, and the demons have never broken out.

But after obtaining the lower volume of the Nine Yin True Sutra, once the various luck methods are known, the whole body is like opening the floodgates and releasing water, although it has the power of being invincible, but the heart demon is also magnified several times.

At this time, his whole body is like a powder keg, and if there is a little spark, it will be detonated. He was at war in his heart, and the demons in his heart took advantage of the void, as if he had been ignited with a fuse, and his bones were about to explode.

Fortunately, Guo Jing made a timely move to help him stabilize with his internal strength, and kept chanting the method of calming his mind.

His internal strength is far less profound than Gu Chaoci's, but because the part of the shot is just right, the words he says are like an initiation, which makes Gu Chaoci sane and clear.

Gu Chaoci had internal strength, and with the help of external forces, he immediately took the opportunity to close his eyes and work hard, and in the operation of Jiuyang Divine Skill, the method of breathing luck and the technique of meditation and contemplation, at first it was still the ups and downs of thought, and it was difficult to return to the mind.

But the internal force in Guo Jing's palm, although relatively weak, can always exert great power at a critical moment.

After a while, Gu Chaoci's mind was settled, and the inner breath of the dantian gradually warmed up, along the meridians, flowing to the limbs and hundreds of remains, and the whole body was hot and powerful, and he immediately knew that his great tribulation was in the past.

Guo Jing saw that his panting gradually subsided, his breathing was smooth, his body was hot, and his body was gradually becoming normal, and his heart was infinitely happy.

Suddenly, Gu Chaoci's eyes opened, his eyes sparkled, and he sighed and said: "I don't know if you are really stupid or stupid, you just need to ignore me, I will die in a moment or three, isn't it a lot of trouble!" ”

Guo Jing stretched out his head to take a look, and saw that his face was ruddy and his words were clear, so he felt a little relieved, took away his palm, stood up straight, scratched his head and said: "Brother Gu treats me well, and he saved the Seventh Master, I am exchanging my life for life, and it is also a matter of course, how can I sit idly by!" ”

Gu Chaoci was quite ashamed, his so-called not thin was the bowl of snake blood, so he was still going to use him and lead himself to Mei Chaofeng.

As for the grace of the savior, only he knows for what reason.

However, he still feigned anger and said: "Then I still want to find Huang Rong for revenge, what should I do?" Don't you regret it? ”

Guo Jing shook his head and said solemnly: "No regrets, one yard to one yard!"

I just thought, Brother Gu, as long as you don't hurt Rong'er, I will die, and I am grateful! ”

Gu Chaoci has completely convinced Guo Jing, and he looks a little pedantic, but in terms of being a man, he dumps himself eight streets!

Who has fellowship with it, and can not break for it?

What are those things about yourself!

Immediately laughed and said, "You really value love and righteousness." After this incident, even if there is a big beam, it has been revealed, how can I go to your little daughter-in-law for revenge!

However, as a useful body, you should have done something great and left a name in history, so as to live up to your integrity!

You exchanged your life for Huang Rong's life, which is really affectionate and righteous, which is certainly admirable!

But you also have relatives, your mother is in my mind, the real husband of Zhongwei, her old man is still in the desert, waiting for you!

In the future, I will never mention it again! ”

Guo Jing heard him mention his mother, and he admired him very much, and he was both happy and ashamed in his heart, and couldn't help but lower his head.

Gu Chao said with a straight face: "Brother Guo, let me ask you, if everyone in the world wants to embarrass Huang Rong, what do you say?" What to do? ”

Guo Jing raised his head violently, and said with a look on his face: "Rong'er is sincere to me, if she is really rich and noble, she will not take away the hardships and dangers, who in the world can match!?"

Even if the whole world is embarrassed by her, I will sacrifice my life to protect her! ”

At this time, Gu Chaoci heard these words, and he was very envious in his heart, he had never felt this way in two lifetimes and decades.

They have been together for 50 years since they were teenagers, and they chose to die together! Guo Jing and Huang Rong are really a good match!

Immediately clapped his hands and laughed: "Okay, that's good!" Then let me teach you, whether it is a person like me or anyone, if you want to hurt Huang Rong, your correct thing to do is that you should do everything you can to kill me and cut off the threat in advance.

After all, a manly man, sometimes, he has to choose the lesser of two evils, and he can't blindly adhere to any principles!

Your method of exchanging lives for lives is not advisable!

Of course, you don't regret Huang Rong, and you die calmly and peacefully, but those who really love you will be heartbroken.

And if I am a wolf-hearted and ungrateful person, and finally break my word and get fat, will you not die in vain? ”

Guo Jing opened his mouth, wanting to say that you are not that kind of person, but the words did not come out.

Seeing Gu Chaoci sigh again, he said: "There are thousands of ways to save people, and you chose the most stupid one, but it is also the most touching to me!"

To tell the truth, Brother Guo, in front of you, I am very ashamed, I feel that I have been in a mess for decades, and I have lived in vain!

I can finally understand why people like Yang Guo with an extreme personality are moved by you! ”

"Yang Guo? Who is it? ”

Guo Jing was praised by him, and he was a little overwhelmed, and when he heard the name "Yang Guo", he couldn't help but scratch his head, which was very incomprehensible!

Gu Chaoci was stunned for a while, and laughed loudly: "Say hi, say forget!" ”

However, Guo Jing was definitely happy in his heart, and still asked: "Brother Gu, you really won't embarrass Rong'er in the future?" ”

Gu Chaoci got up, waved his sleeves, and said very casually: "Why are you embarrassed?" ”

"Things, since I have done it, others will also say it, your little daughter-in-law, this is not bad at all!

It's just that if others say it, then I will naturally kill it!

But that's the reason!

But I, Gu Chaoci, act like this person, it has always been the difference between me and me, it varies from person to person, and there are no rules at all!

If this matter is left to others, I should strive to take revenge, but Huang Rong, for your brother's sake, everything can be turned over!

Besides, this is my calamity, and I can't hide from it! ”

"If I don't forget to worry about your little girl, how can I be worthy of you calling me a big brother? Is it really just age? Haha......"

As soon as Guo Jing heard this, a big stone in his heart fell to the ground completely, and he shouted: "Rong'er, come quickly!" Rong'er ......"

As soon as he screamed twice, Huang Rong came out of a big tree only two feet away from the two of them, and said, "I've been here for a long time!" ”

It's just that at this time, her eyes were already red and tears flowed down her face.

Guo Jing was too happy and blurted out: "Rong'er, Brother Gu, I won't be embarrassed with you in the future, and you don't have to worry." ”

Before the words fell, I saw Mu Nianci and followed her out from behind the tree, and she and Huang Rong looked the same, her eyes were red, and she couldn't stop crying.