It's just that what Chen Xiao didn't expect was that as soon as he walked to the door with the hanging bottle, he saw Zhou Zhihan next door also just walking out, and looked at him in surprise: "Where are you going?" ”

Her tall and graceful body is covered by a loose striped hospital gown, and she has a sense of beauty and refinement without powder, which makes people can't help but feel close.

"I want to see you."

I haven't seen her for two days, Zhou Zhihan's physical condition has improved a lot, her face is no longer as pale as before, and she can also achieve the most basic freedom of movement, which seems to be good news.

"That's a coincidence, that's what I thought, too."

Zhou Zhihan smiled softly and said, "Go to your room, you can see the moon in your room." ”

Chen Xiao was stunned: "Okay." ”

Back in the room again, Chen Xiao hung the hanging bottle on the stand, and stretched out his hand to hear Zhou Zhihan's Qinghe voice: "How are you doing, are you okay?" ”

"It's not bad, I can be discharged from the hospital tomorrow."

Chen Xiao replied, looking at the woman's face, he had a feeling in his heart.

Obviously, this is only the second time I have met Zhou Zhihan, but there is an inexplicable sense of familiarity in my heart, as if I have a great friendship with her and are very good friends.

In particular, the woman's eyes, which are as clear as an empty mirror forest, are more like beautiful things beyond the world, rather than something that the world can have.

"What about you?"

Zhou Zhihan shook his head and said, "My ability has been dismissed, and at most it can be restored to the C-level level, but I don't want to serve anymore." ”

"Will you be an ordinary person in the future?"

"Probably, I'm tired of the strife in the world of supernatural abilities and want to be myself."

She stared at Chen Xiao and said, "I'm actually very grateful to you, thank you for the unruly thing you did in the auction room." ”

"When I was in the hospital, I thought repeatedly that if it wasn't me, I would probably be puzzled by what you did, and when this thought came to my mind, I just felt ridiculous."

"But the truth is, if it weren't for you, I'm afraid they wouldn't have been punished, at least not so happy, although you are wrong in terms of rules, but people can't be measured by rules...... But all the education I've received since joining Chunqiu is that everything needs to be in accordance with the rules. ”

Zhou Zhihan poked her head lightly, and smiled helplessly: "In short, it's such an insignificant thing that makes me feel that everything has changed." Moreover, I realized that the protection I have been guarding is actually nothing more than wishful thinking, and I am afraid that the vast majority of people in the world are indifferent to me, which is not fair. ”

Chen Xiao frowned, he felt the sad emotion in the woman's calm words, and he spoke:

"In fact, I think that there are not only good and bad people in the world, but more often people are complex and contradictory individuals, and it is difficult for us to evaluate them from a certain thing and draw conclusions."

"Your hard work is not in vain, at least in places I don't know, you have silently protected many people, protected many families, and not all the people you have protected are white-eyed wolves, we can't say that this bucket of rice is dirty just because you find a bad one in a bucket of rice."

At this time, Chen Xiao's speech was fair, and even he couldn't imagine it.

A shallow smile appeared at the corner of Zhou Zhihan's mouth, and she said softly: "I know this, but I can't pass the level in my heart, I just feel so tired." ”

"Take a break."

Chen Xiao looked down at her and said, "It's good to be an ordinary person, if I can, I hope I'm just an ordinary person, with the happiness and troubles of ordinary people." ”

"Thank you for your comfort."

Zhou Zhihan stood up, she looked at Chen Xiao deeply and opened her mouth.

But he just wanted to say and stopped, and didn't say anything.

"Do you want to tell me anything?" Chen Xiao wondered.

"No, there is no ......"

Zhou Zhihan smiled with relief, she waved goodbye to Chen Xiao, and the last sound left was the gentle closing of the door.

Sitting on the hospital bed, Chen Xiao couldn't tell what it was like.

Everything that comforted Zhou Zhihan just now seemed to be against his will, as if anyone would say the truth, but when he really faced the predicament, he found that those words were high-sounding bullshit.

When you think about it this way, your so-called comfort is not comfort at all.

Zhou Zhihan may want to listen to her comfort, but unfortunately it is because of her habitual mask that she said things that go against her heart, so she chose to leave.

But how can people not be like this, can Zhou Zhihan really see himself clearly? Can Li Yuanshuang also see herself?

Can't see clearly.

What they think of as Chen Xiao is just a virtual person formed on the basis of their own cognition, and it is just their "Chen Xiao", not the real Chen Xiao.

But how can you really see it?

For example, just now, I lied again and made false comforts. That's why Zhou Zhihan stopped talking and turned away.

Even with his girlfriend, Chen Xiao can't be unreserved, he and Zhou Yuxuan maintain a tacit balance, maybe they don't disturb each other, maybe Zhou Yuxuan already knows.

But this is different from Zhou Zhihan, the former is innocent and fiery love, while the latter is an emotion that Chen Xiao can't understand.

All this is not just a subjective conjecture, because if they were not people of the same world, they would never meet at the door.

Thinking of this, Chen Xiao felt that she should explain to Zhou Zhihan, at least tell the truth, and put herself in her shoes to think about the predicament she is facing now.

Even though they had only known their colleagues for less than a week, Chen Xiao was adamant that they could become friends if he wanted to.

Immediately, Chen Xiao pulled out the needle in his hand and came to Zhou Zhihan's ward.

"Tuk-tuk."

Chen Xiao knocked on the door gently.

One second, two seconds, three seconds......

There was no response in the room, not even the slightest sound.

This silence suddenly gave Chen Xiao a bad premonition, and he looked in through the glass of the door, only to see Zhou Zhihan lying quietly on the white hospital bed, like a sleeping beauty in a fairy tale.

The heart seemed to be skipping a beat, Chen Xiao's breathing became short, he didn't wait any longer, pressed the doorknob directly, opened the door and rushed in.

Zhou Zhihan did not react.

There was silence all around...... Not even the sound of a heartbeat is gone!

Put your hand in her person, still feeling.

Her body was frighteningly cold.

"Why ......"