Chapter 4 The Pursuit of Self and Freedom
Three years ago, she lived in the basement of Dusk Old Street, eating a roadside stall meal, singing with a guitar on her back, who knew that she had a youth, and also a dream, how far the dream is, how big the heart is, dear, we don't want to be abandoned, but things have happened.
Xinghe and Tianhe have a sister, although it is said to be a sister, but this sister rarely appears at home, sometimes the two of them only return home once for the Chinese New Year, when Xinghe sister was 22 years old, she quietly went through the withdrawal procedures without finishing college, Galaxy has liked the guitar since she was a child, and when she was a teenager, she fantasized countless times that she was carrying a guitar and sword to the end of the world, fantasizing about having her own band, passing by countless cities, looking at different landscapes, different people, performing on the street is something that every prodigal son can meet and seek, and so is Yinhe.
It wasn't until the father knew about the dropout that he made dozens of calls to the Milky Way, but they all made the Milky Way hang up, and the father didn't know where the Milky Way was, so he couldn't do anything about her, plus the company didn't know when he could let himself be idle, so let her go for the time being! Because the father thought that he had two daughters to inherit his inheritance, he could come into his company to help.
Speaking of Yinhe dropping out, she finally didn't want to live her own life with her father's dream, yes, Yinhe also obediently entered the elementary school, middle school, and university through the back door arranged by her father.
The galaxy also resisted, but it all ended in failure, the mother only when the father was away, the two of them could have a good chat about their hearts, the father was at home, even if the stove was hot, it was cold, at that time, the father's career had just improved, and the family was not a wealthy type.
When she was in elementary school in Yinhe, one night she finished her homework in her room and was going to go to bed, when she vaguely heard her father slap her mother in the face, and then heard her father talking louder and louder, which may not be considered talking, which is clearly scolding! The mother endured it for so long and finally broke out at this point in time, "Divorce, I can't stand it!" ”
The father did not speak, his eyes were staring at his mother, his fists were clenched, and he wanted to kill his mother. And all of this is seen by the 10-year-old Galaxy through the crack in the door, whenever the Galaxy recalls, always want to be alone for a while, quiet, although the father and mother said that they did not talk too much in front of her, but what caused them to become the status quo.
Soon, the parents divorced, and the judge considered that the father's economic conditions were better than the mother's, so he awarded the galaxy to the father, and the father did not speak, which was regarded as a tacit acquiescence.
Half a year has passed, and my father is marrying a wife, a woman named Ren Yunian as a mother to Yinhe, Yinhe only knew that she had a stepmother on the day her father got married, and her stepmother was not tall, not too fat, but not thin, with a smile on her face, but no wrinkles at all, and her affinity was bursting.
On the day of the business, the grandparents came to attend the wedding, and the grandmother saw the poor Milky Way on the side, hugged the Milky Way in her arms, quietly left a few tears, and quietly wiped them away.
That night, the father helped to move Ren Yunian's things into the house, and as the new mistress of the house, of course, he should cook a delicious meal to curry favor with the galaxy in front of his father, and declare the rights of the hostess.
The meal was ready, and Yinhe sat next to his stepmother, who put a lot of vegetables and meat in Yinhe's bowl, and said to Yinhe gently: "Eat more, I have lost a lot of weight with your father these days!" ”
"Hmm." Galaxy didn't dare to look at her stepmother, picked up her chopsticks, and ate it.
At this time, my father spoke: "Thank you mom for cooking for you for so long, it's your mom from now on, forget your mom as soon as possible." ”
There really is such a father in the world, who insists on imposing his ideas on his children, whether the children are human or not, when they are raised as livestock, and the children who are only ten years old have to cook for their fathers when they come home from school, pour water, wash their feet, and do all kinds of housework.
To say that this stepmother is really good to Yinhe for more than a year, she treats her like a child she gave birth to, buys a lot of clothes for Yinhe, combs a clean and beautiful ponytail, goes to school to pick up Yinhe from time to time, and takes Yinhe to the playground several times.
Once took the galaxy to pass by a guitar store, the galaxy looked outside for a few seconds and refused to walk, the attraction of the galaxy, not only the exquisite guitar, but also a passer-by went in to try out the strings to play, leaving a deep memory for the galaxy, the stepmother saw that the galaxy refused to leave, her eyes kept staring at the guitar, and the person who played, led the galaxy into the store, and asked the boss; "Which is the cheapest guitar?" The boss pointed to the one farthest from the door on the wall, subconsciously took it down and handed it to his stepmother, and didn't say anything, the guitar has no design, it is the most ordinary look, it feels like it has been put for a long time, there is not too much dust on it, but there are obvious chips, scratches, obvious, just second-hand, but it is this second-hand guitar, worth 500 yuan.
After hearing the price, the stepmother personally hung up the boss to the original position, turned to Yinhe and said, "500 yuan is not a small amount, go home and ask your father if he wants to buy it." "Walked out of the store with the Milky Way.
Of course, Galaxy knew in his heart that his father was willing to pay for his school, and it was impossible for him to buy anything else, and he kept complaining about why he couldn't be as smart as his son...... In fact, in the bottom of his father's heart, he has always hoped that he would have a son, and when he lays down the country to inherit his father's business and pass on the ancestry, he has never spoken well to Yinhe, and he has not looked at her a few times.
When I was in junior high school in Yinhe, I participated in several campus singer competitions, and a group of friends who love music and guitar are like-minded, and they agreed to work together for the same high school, which is now the Guangyao Middle School where Tianhe is studying, this middle school is not the best in the city, but it is also among the best, and it is the best choice and the wisest choice for those of them who study while engaging in music.
Yinhe used the pocket money saved for several years to finally secretly buy a guitar of her own, she couldn't wait to sleep with the guitar every day, but worried that her father did not agree, so she put it in the classmate's house, that classmate is the best friend of the galaxy, and is also a child who likes music, the galaxy is kind and good, and said to the friend: "The guitar is placed at your house, and you can take it out and play it when you want to, your mother will not have an opinion, right?" ”
"Don't worry, my mother is very good, she won't say anything, and she supports me in music, I wish I had more friends who love music!"
In the second year of Yinhe junior high school, every day after school, I went to my friend's house, they searched for textbooks from the Internet, learned by themselves, and could play a lot of tunes, all of them were very talented children.