In this life, there must be a moment when you forget to breathe, forget your heartbeat, and forget to think.

"If it is the first day of new snow, when the full moon is in the sky, there is a bright shadow below, and bright silver flows above, and you walk towards me with a smile, between the moonlight and the snow, you are the third color."

The sentence "He wants her to be happy, and no one dares to touch her with him" is often replayed over and over again in Xinghe's mind, deepening over and over again, she has a sense of security that is protected by the whole world, and her heart has never been so warm.

But she can't have too many thoughts about the galaxy, the most important thing for her is the college entrance examination, as long as she passes the college entrance examination, she can go to the city she yearns for, live a life that is not shackled by oppression, and start living with confidence again...... Everything is just Xinghe's thoughts on the future.

The most important thing at the moment is to stay away from this trouble - Chen Bei, Xinghe has reminded herself many times that she can't make any mistakes at this critical moment, and she only has the college entrance examination to go.

Xinghe hid from Chen Bei for another week, during this period, Xinghe found a boy who was not particularly outstanding Lu Yong as his so-called boyfriend, the reason why Lu Yong would agree to this cooperation that was not particularly fair to him, one of the biggest reasons is that Lu Yong does have a feeling for Xinghe, the kind of feeling that should not be had at this age, but there is no way, most of the love that is missing in the family is trying to get back from early love, and he feels that he is worthy of love.

Xinghe doesn't know either, a child like her who is not noticed, a good boy and a bad boy pursue a lot, is this human nature? People are chasing girls who they think are special, and they all want to be different.

There is also a reason why Xinghe chose Lu Yong, among the many suitors, Lu Yong is naughty and clever, and he usually has a few friends in society, and he is not worried about what Chen Bei and his gang will do to him.

are all children who are about to become adults, and they all know about some things, Xinghe is also simple, I really thought that Lu Yong would help herself, yes, it was to help her push Chen Bei down first, although Chen Bei is similar to a gangster, but his nature is not bad, I saw Lu Yong send Xinghe home once, and I also went to Lu Yong alone, there was no fight, no conflict, just told Lu Yong that since he chased him, he would treat Xinghe well, dare to do something sorry for Xinghe, be polite to him, dare to let Xinghe suffer a little grievance, didn't let him go, Lu Yong said something to you to manage.

Since then, Chen Bei has not harassed Xinghe again, and when he meets occasionally in the class, he will respectfully vacate his debut and let Xinghe pass first.

Xinghe is also very happy during this time, Lu Yong is not in the same class as Xinghe, every day Xinghe's homework Lu Yong will also check Xinghe repeatedly, Lu Yong is not very good at studying, but in order to explain math problems to Xinghe, he went home to learn the early morning, Xinghe feels more and more that his current life is very good, with Lu Yong with him, he is very happy every day, and he is more and more dependent on Lu Yong, and he feels that choosing Lu Yong is the right choice, he gives himself a sense of security, even if the sky falls, it doesn't matter, Once caught in their relationship, Xinghe didn't forget why she chose Lu Yong in the first place, but now she is stable and does make her a lot happier and more at ease, but at the same time, she is also afraid of being discovered by her school and parents.

"Whether you want it or not, whether you are ready or not, the person you should meet will definitely appear in front of you at the right time and in the right place, there is an indissoluble fate between you, and your past and present lives are destined to be entangled."

This is what Xinghe wrote in his diary, the diary is indeed a good thing, sometimes, it is more like a friend, a friend who is closer than a bosom friend, Xinghe is 18 years old, and there is always a mountain between him and his parents, no matter how his parents or Xinghe chisels mountains and rocks, they are mountains that cannot be climbed. Because, my father can never hear other people's voices, and always thinks that his ideas are at least better than others, more correct than others, and forced away his sister Yinhe, and Yinhe rarely contacts his family, and occasionally contacts Xinghe once or twice, but also when Xinghe is powerless and helpless, his own family makes Yinhe always inferior in front of others, Xinghe can say anything to Lu Yong, but family background is Xinghe's bottom line, it is personal privacy, and no one can touch her family background when she doesn't tell it all. She expects everyone to treat her like ordinary people, and carefully protect their share of face.

And this is an important reason why Xinghe completely removed Lu Yong from his heart later.

Lu Yong has never heard of Xinghe talking about his family affairs, and the parents of Xinghe did not go to the parent-teacher meeting every semester, and some of Lu Yong's buddies ridiculed Lu Yong for not seeing "father-in-law and mother-in-law", which made Lu Yong feel faceless, so on the way home after school one day, he talked about family matters, saying that he said that his father and mother were very supportive of what he said at home, and his mother was a person who could lower him and his father, and sometimes some unpleasant things did happen, that said that Yin was lacking and chatted, and I didn't know how many beatings I had when I was a child. But I can't remember why.

Listening to the words, Xinghe didn't want to be envious. But Xinghe couldn't say anything, afraid that Lu Yong knew his family background, when she was in junior high school, her father brought back a woman to the house, without going through formalities, without holding a wedding banquet, she became Xinghe's mother, Xinghe's biological mother followed others to a foreign country, hugged Xinghe vigorously before leaving, and said that she should know how to take good care of herself, Xinghe thought that her mother had not talked to her well for a long time, so she found a little time before she went to school in the morning, However, Xinghe didn't expect that it was his mother's special intention before she left.

And all this, Xinghe kept silent, she was sensitive, for fear that Lu Yong would ask something and she didn't want to say it.

Lu Yong is an only child, and he realizes that he has to give up everything to the youngest in the family, and if he doesn't let him, he will be beaten, whether it is Xinghe's fault or not, it will all be attributed to Xinghe in the end.

She can't count how many things she let Tianhe, she likes it very much, Tianhe was ignorant when she was a child, she prefers to like the things that her sister likes, some things, at that moment Xinghe will never touch again, and she won't like it, Yinhe has been studying in other places, since junior high school, she doesn't live at home, she will stay at school on weekends, or go to the same school for a day or two, and she also fought for a while in her junior year of high school. "I went to a university I didn't like, and I inevitably had a later experience."

Xinghe, another body that walked on the road to study with his father's framework and couldn't walk independently, the difference is that Xinghe didn't study in other places, and went home every day, he was fed up with the coldness of the family, fed up with his father's ice-like attitude, and fed up with his mother's character of not being in charge, but he had to face it every day, dare to ask, can Xinghe still learn well in such a living environment? Every day, I had to be affected by my father's words and actions, and secretly wiped my tears countless times, but I still couldn't change the status quo.