Chapter 26 "Going Out"
"A seed called a dream has quietly sprouted!"
Tianhe is about to enter an important turning point in his life - the third year of high school.
The father "as always" arranges what college to go to and what kind of life to go to for his daughter, who doesn't want to ask "why?" ”
With her calling him Dad, and with him raising her for so many years? Tianhe did not compromise with his father, whenever his father recommended a school to her, Tianhe's reaction from the beginning was very intense, and then he was silent, his left ear went in and out of his right ear, no matter how fierce the conversation was, it ended with his father's strong words and unhappy dispersal, Tianhe was angry and aggrieved again and again, she finally realized what the two half-sisters had suffered in this family for so many years, but she didn't bow to "fate", in fact, she wouldn't bow like her father, her own life, she has the right to choose by herself, She thought in her heart, she must not let herself be forced to a dilemma by her father like her two sisters, although the Galaxy dropped out of school in her sophomore year and no longer interacted with her family, but there will be more or less people in the town who have met the Galaxy outside, especially when the Galaxy was the general manager of the branch, her hometown is more or less known to the people, Tianhe heard that there is such a sister in her heart, one day, she will also "go out", escape from her father's cage, to pursue the blue sky, and get what the galaxy has been yearning for"Freedom" is also her freedom.
Xinghe has not been home since he went to college, although his father did not say it explicitly every time he returned home, but he also complained to Tianhe's mother about something, "I don't think I will come back after I get married, this family has raised her for so many years and I don't know how to be grateful, I will raise two white wolf ......" and other words, Tianhe listened to it and felt very uncomfortable, it was not that the two sisters did not go home, it was that they felt that even if they suffered a lot outside, they would not remember what warmth there was at home, no matter how much they were outside, they would not be depressed, I don't know how to look at my face to live, and I live far happier than at home.
And all this, Lu's father didn't think that he needed to reflect, he always thought that he was right, and he was determined to raise the "white-eyed wolves", the sad point is here, his achievements in his career are destined to not be applied to the family, home is the place where he lets himself sleep when he is tired, it is a place where he doesn't want to live with the mother of the galaxy or the galaxy and leads other women casually, and it is a place where the dreams of his daughters are stifled.
In fact, this can't be completely attributed to Lu's father, because Lu's father came from such a family, but it was very poor in that era, Lu's father's father always thought that beating and scolding was the best way to educate children, so that children could remember it for a long time and not make mistakes, and he had always imposed his own ideas on Lu's father, so that Lu's father later became a family, lost the rules and regulations that his father set for himself, confused, at a loss, and lost his direction to find them all, because Lu's father accepted a limited level of education, After graduating from junior high school, I worked in a small factory that my father found by his relationship for a few years, and met my mother. In his early twenties, he became a family, and within two years there was a galaxy, with the rapid development of the times, Lu's father was also a little lucky to contact construction, and the small factory was soon established as a small company, and a few years later, Lu's father became the deputy general manager of the small company, and in a few years the company expanded and became one of the best enterprises in that town.
met Mother Galaxy in the factory, and invited Mother Galaxy to her home for various reasons, and a series of subsequent things can be imagined, but it just hurt Galaxy and Galaxy.
Of course, Tianhe's life at home was not much better, but because Tianhe's mother had half of the shares in Lu's father's company, Lu's father didn't dare to mess around, so it was until now that Tianhe had a voice of resistance at home, although Lu's father had slapped him once or twice.
Tianhe worked hard to get her grades to the top 20 in her grade, and she now fully understands how difficult it was for Xinghe to take the college entrance examination that year, and the few words that Xinghe said to her at that time that she wanted to go out are now Tianhe's dream.
Tianhe soon ushered in the art exam, her father has always disagreed with her to go to this school, but she has a capable mother, although it costs a lot to learn music to prepare for the art exam, but Lu's mother still dares to "fight" with Lu's father, her own child is just like this, Lu's mother hopes more, is that Tianhe can live happily.
Tianhe's qualifications are very good, and he has put a lot of effort into his profession, and his mother has spent a lot of money, and his professional level has been unanimously recognized by experts and examiners, and he has returned with the second place in the city.
Next, the main thing in Tianhe is to pay close attention to cultural classes, although there are professional achievements, but a little lightly and the country's good colleges missed, he hopes that he can get out of this town, the farther away from home as possible, like the two sisters.
The first thing Tianhe wakes up every day is to recite the phrase "go out" in his heart. Every high school junior will experience all the things before the college entrance examination, and there will be different accidents.
A month before the Tianhe college entrance examination, my mother suddenly fainted and was sent to the hospital, unfortunately, she had stomach cancer, which was in an advanced stage.
Tianhe felt that the sky had fallen, and the doctor said that he would live for two more months at most.
Tianhe didn't have the heart to study anymore, the teacher and classmates quickly realized that after learning about Tianhe's mother, there was no way to let Tianhe get back to his best state in the short term, just try not to let Tianhe have other mental burdens, Tianhe recalled that his mother had a stomach ache at home several times in the past year, saying that it might be that something was eaten badly, and it would be good to take some stomach medicine, no one paid too much attention to it, if he went to the hospital earlier, it might not be the bad news that he could only live for two months now.
Thinking about the past 18 years without her mother's support in this family, supporting her choice, and desperately protecting Tianhe in front of her father, she really can't imagine what her life will become, she is finally about to be free, but her mother has fallen, what to pay back her mother's 18 years of kindness......
Tianhe didn't go to school again, he was continuously recorded as absenteeism, the teacher only had Tianhe's mother's phone, but he didn't call Tianhe's mother directly, Lu's mother couldn't be stimulated like this anymore, Tianhe didn't answer the call of the teacher and classmates, and took care of her mother at home, as long as her mother asked Tianhe why she didn't go to school, Tianhe would say in an impatient tone that the school rewarded the top 50 students in the grade for a month of vacation and reviewed at home.
He is a good teacher and sent to Tianhe on WeChat:
"Tianhe, the teacher knows that you want to express your filial piety to your mother, you want to accompany your mother more, the teacher understands you and supports you, your mother is the same as you said, rest assured, love your mother with all your love, the teacher believes that you will use your filial piety to overcome the college entrance examination and leave the best gift for your mother, I believe that your mother is happy to see her daughter admitted to college before leaving, and this is the last thing you can do for your mother."
Tianhe gradually accepted this fact, at home in addition to accompanying his mother at night into the bedroom with tears in his eyes to lie to his mother that he was sleepy and wanted to sleep, in fact, overnight review and these days of knowledge points, in order to make his mother happy, Tianhe from the previous six hours a day of sleep time compressed to five hours, learned to cook some dishes, not only his own love to eat, but also his mother loves to eat.
Tianhe tries to meet the things that his mother has always wanted to do but has no time to do, in this world, nothing can live forever, everything has a shelf life, the shelf life of people has arrived, and it is time to die, the things that have not been completed before death, the wishes that have not been realized, not only to the people who are about to die, but also to the relatives who have left a lot of regrets.
Tianhe thinks that he can't do anything, watching his mother's mental state get worse day by day, it is a particularly heart-wrenching feeling, how good it is, why can't he keep her, why can't he share some pain with Tianhe. As long as Tianhe wakes up from the nightmare every day, he can't help but think of the truth with his mother before, the happiness of getting along with his mother, his mother is very busy with business, and he spends no more than four days a week with Tianhe, why doesn't God let go of the people who are closest to Tianhe in this world.
Life is so small, no matter what, human beings can't fight against birth, old age, sickness and death, tears dry and dry and dry, facing the relatives in the bed, in addition to tears, what does Tianhe have to do to prevent death from taking away his mother.
The college entrance examination is over, accompanied by the 18-year-old Tianhe is the college entrance examination and the pain from the mother's death, the son wants filial piety and the relatives are not there, this is how many people's great regret and sorrow, another world, lotus flowers bloom and fall everywhere, there is no pain, no hustle, no relatives, only quiet, lonely, missing......
Tianhe attended her mother's funeral and packed her bags, she didn't know where to go, she just wanted to go outside, the college entrance examination scores didn't come down, but it didn't matter, grasp the current time, her mother didn't want to live in pain all the time, her father wanted to stop her, Ye didn't have any strength and energy, let Tianhe's own thoughts, Tianhe should go and relax.
Suddenly, Father Lu heard a little girl running towards him from a distance, shouting "Dad, Dad......", he couldn't see whether it was the Milky Way or the Galaxy. He has no son in this life, but his daughter is also his relative! Now the three daughters, Yinhe has not been home for several years, Xinghe has just gone out for a year and has not returned, Tianhe has also walked out one after another, the original family, now only Lu's father is left, Lu's father does not go back to his own home much, but no matter how far away he will return to his hometown to accompany his grandparents, afraid of loneliness and afraid of the departure of the old man one day......