When we were younger, we were all too reckless. It's easy to be amazed by a person in our youth, so we are all anxious, anxious to confess, anxious to be together, anxious to hold hands and announce each other's relationship in the circle of friends.

Only later, the former blind cane is destined to leave some contradictions in the relationship, so that we are in a hurry to break up, anxious to forget, and anxious to let go.

Xinghe's roommate's emotional road is also extremely tortuous, when she was in junior high school, there were no girls to play with her, and they were jealous of her good looks, and most of the boys in the class surrounded her every day to tell her all kinds of jokes and jokes. In the first year of Anxin High School, I was blocked in the corner and bullied by the girls who had formed a strong relationship in the junior high school in my previous class, and during that time, Anxin's life was worse than death. Later, one night I went to a bar with my high school classmates, and with the advantage of my face, a group of gangsters soon came to talk to me, and with the character of getting along with boys for many years, I quickly persuaded them to "avenge" myself, and I followed them to "mix" in the future. Regardless of whether this decision was right or wrong, the biggest right in Anxin's heart at that time was to let those who bullied him get the retribution they deserved.

Coincidentally, since Anxin recognized a relatively high-status person big brother in that group of gangsters, the junior high school group rarely blocked Anxin anymore, Anxin felt that it was not a way to wait like this, and they couldn't let what they had suffered before be beaten in vain, they had to pay back, Anxin planned a conspiracy of "being bullied", which was also the fundamental reason for her later personality and the beginning of the galaxy, Anxin was "bullied" as she wished, before being bullied, she calculated that her "big brother" would just pass by that intersection, with the character of the eldest brother, will definitely treat others in the way of others, and they will not be let go easily.

She thought that she had been beaten so many times, and it was nothing to have one more time, but this time she would fight back.

Sure enough, the eldest brother and a few gangsters happened to pass by and blocked the girl who was "looking at the wind", trying to talk to and harass, and heard the wail of Anxin being beaten on purpose, the girl who looked at the wind couldn't stop this group of people at all, sure enough, it was Anxin, the eldest brother kicked down the female head who kicked Anxin at that time, and told the brothers to stop one and not let go, the eldest brother helped Anxin up and looked at Anxin's left face was beaten with a big piece of blue, full of distress, in fact, he originally took a fancy to Anxin that day and wanted Anxin to be his girlfriend, Who knew that Anxin would recognize him as a godgirl after a few words, and the eldest brother could only admit it.

The next thing is to listen to Anxin's hair, the female head who has been looking at Anxin is not pleasing to the eye, seeing this scene, her legs are trembling with fright, and she can't even speak, although Anxin was beaten, but she still has the strength, and she slapped the woman twice, her hands were numb, forget it, let the eldest brother fall, and then the eldest brother asked the brothers to bring these girls into their secret base one by one.

One by one, they asked what they had done to Anxin, and if they didn't say anything, they would "treat them well" in the way they were gangsters, and when they said that, they would be beaten by Anxin tenfold and enjoy the pain of Anxin. It's a delight.

After the Anxin family divorced, the family didn't care much about her, and no one might even know that she was dead, so it was good to have a "backer" outside.

A few months later, Anxin was moved by the care and thoughtfulness of the eldest brother, Anxin and the eldest brother fell in love, Anxin also came from the simple period, why he went to the bar, why he recognized him as the eldest brother, and why he designed the "bullying" 1510 told the eldest brother, the eldest brother felt that he was being used at the same time, but also inexplicably distressed about the Ansheng in front of him, but it has been so long, just pass, Anxin talked about this "transaction" feelings seriously.

And after all, the eldest brother has been mixed in society, he doesn't trust anyone at any time, and he is really serious about Anxin, but after knowing that he was used by Anxin at the time, he feels afraid, such a scheming girlfriend may sell himself one day and don't know, and he has been entangled for a long time, so let's just deal with it first, without the freshness and passion at the beginning, the eldest brother's feelings for Anxin seem to be not so deep, if he can, Anxin can recognize him as a big brother at any time, heh!

Anxin noticed but didn't say anything, one day he called his boyfriend "big brother", and he agreed, and their relationship was fixed on that big brother, and the relationship returned to the first acquaintance, a disguised breakup. Peace of mind does not regret it, at least she has it, she still has a year and a half to take the college entrance examination, everyone treats the days of the college entrance examination, like every star in the night sky that is desperately shining, it seems to be fighting together, but in fact, they are separated by light years from each other, and they are lonely and sick.

Anxin told her most unforgettable feelings and the most unbearable past, the girls were soft-hearted, Cai Qinru actually hugged Anxin and shed tears, Xinghe was also sad after listening to it, she couldn't say how sad she was, she was white, it turned out that everyone was bumpy and stumbling over step by step in the process of growing up, she put herself in the shoes of others and predicaments, but did not reduce her psychological burden at all, originally went to college, she could be a truly free person, but some time ago she was pulled to meet people just after returning to the town, what she wants to see is Chen Bei, hey, why did she think of him again, didn't she say that it was all over, I don't want to think about it.

Anxin was later admitted to this not very good university and left her city, and the "big brother" who accompanied her for three years in high school was never heard from.

In fact, Anxin will also think of heartbreaking every night, but the other party is too ruthless, lost, very thoroughly, and then every boyfriend who talks about Anxin will quietly compare in his heart, to put it bluntly, every time he establishes a relationship, he decides to forget his eldest brother and swears not to think about him anymore, but Anxin has lost his words again and again, because at any time, he will inadvertently remember every word that his eldest brother said, and he has been grateful to his eldest brother for "helping" himself back then. Anxin was wrong, she was wrong from the beginning, she shouldn't have approached people in society when she was being bullied, why didn't she call the police?

You shouldn't take advantage of the eldest brother's feelings in order to revenge the person, even if it happened before, then why tell the eldest brother the truth, maybe the girl will feel that "confessing" everything is to express her heartfelt heart in front of the other party, but there is a lie in the world, maybe let Anxin and the eldest brother go longer. But it's all a foregone conclusion, no matter whether Anxin confesses later, they may not be able to go between each other for a long time, after all, the eldest brother has contact with all kinds of people in society, and the world of Anxin is not together at all, the kind that can't be fought for eight lifetimes. Love is wrong, just the appetizer of youth at that time!