Chapter 9 I'm afraid it's a wrong marriage
Du Yunrou looked at the direction he left in a daze, her hand was still stretched out in mid-air, and finally fell down weakly, and the sadness in her eyes was bottomless.
The pain in her abdomen was even greater, implicating her heartache, and grinding her worse than death.
She wanted to cry in pain, but she couldn't, her tears seemed to have dried up, she wanted to laugh but was afraid that she would laugh too sadly, and she seemed even more pitiful.
In the end, she could only fall on the cold ground, her eyes were empty, and she didn't say a word despite the pain in her abdomen.
No matter how painful it is, no matter how cold it is, it can't be cold.
I don't know how long she had been lying on the ground, but finally someone came in and tried to help her up.
Du Yunrou's empty gaze returned, her vision was blurred in pain, she couldn't see who the person in front of her was, she felt that someone was helping her, and she shook off the hand weakly: "Don't touch me." ”
This sentence was said like a gossamer, and the movement of shaking off that hand was too weak, she couldn't get rid of it for a while, and finally struggled like crazy, screaming regardless of the pain and image: "Don't touch me!" I told you not to touch me! Get lost! ”
She broke away from her green hair, her hair falling out, stained with blood, and splashed on her face, looking like a demon.
Du Yunrou was still struggling desperately, the more she moved, the more painful it became, and the more blood on the ground.
The man seemed to be frightened, and he didn't dare to touch her anymore, so he could only say anxiously: "Miss, don't move, don't move!" ”
Hearing this familiar voice, she quieted down a little: "Li Bo? ”
"It's the old slave, don't move, the old slave will call the doctor!" The old butler said anxiously.
"Don't go." Du Yunrou closed her eyes: "I don't want to treat it, let it go." "Let it go, and you won't be afraid to die.
Her vision became more and more blurred, her body couldn't stop chilling, sleepiness hit, and her consciousness slowly sank.
The old butler seemed to be saying something else, and she couldn't hear it clearly.
Du Yunrou fell into a coma again.
Consciousness seemed to have returned to the beginning, when she was not yet eighteen.
That year, her father and mother were still there, and Du Mansion had not yet declined, she was eighteen, and she was at the age of marriage, and the matchmakers in the capital were about to break through the threshold of Du Zhai, but she didn't agree to any family affairs.
She likes to watch the little boy of the Wei family practice martial arts, likes the serious look on his green face, and likes the sweat that spills when he turns around and kicks.
Her father forced her to marry, and she had no choice but to say the name of her sweetheart, but her father was furious and locked her up for three months.
I heard that during that period, my father went to look for the young man of the Wei family many times, and I didn't know what they said, and when she came out, the young man pursed his lips and asked her, "Do you like me?" ”
She nodded, her cheeks flushed.
He said, "Well, when I get ahead, I'll come and propose to your parents." After that, he joined the army, and she waited year after year, ten years, except for the occasional return to Beijing, he never even gave her a letter back. He never expressed his heart to her, and even the promise was an understatement.
Grandma said she was stupid, Du Yunrou thought, she was really stupid. How could she not see his perfunctory attitude? It's just that he pressured himself not to think about it, and he told her unclear one day, and she deceived herself one day and waited for him.
Du Yunrou didn't blame him, it was her own wishful thinking, she just wanted to ask, since he didn't like her, why did he make her wait for so many years? She wanted to ask, was it because she did something wrong that he was so cruel to her?
She thought, the battlefield is really not a good place, how can such a good, clean young man become like that when he comes back from a trip. Even sometimes, Du Yunrou felt that she had recognized the wrong person, and the man with a cold face and red eyes was definitely not her guard, maybe ...... Her guards haven't come back yet.
It turned out to be ...... I'm married to the wrong person.
Thinking like this, she suddenly woke up, lying on the bed, the thick quilt on her body was still not warm, and there was a bitter taste in her mouth, thinking that someone had just fed her medicine. Her abdomen still hurts, and her face looks a little pale because of the excessive blood loss. "Ahem, ahem, ahem......!" She coughed uncontrollably, and an abnormal flush quickly swelled up on her originally pale face, and every time she coughed, her lower abdomen throbbed violently, like a knife was cutting the flesh from her stomach one by one.
finally stopped, the flush on her face faded back to miserable white again, and a layer of cold sweat had broken out on her body, and she unconsciously gathered the quilt on her body.
This year's winter seems to be much colder than usual.
"Lady is awake?!" The old housekeeper came in with a bowl of ginger soup: "The ginger soup that has just been cooked, Miss drank it to warm up your body." ”
Du Yunrou sat up with difficulty and took the ginger soup.
"Miss's body is not as good as before, it is ...... to pay more attention in the future" Looking at her gray face, the old housekeeper's face was full of pity, even if the Du family was in the middle of the road, but the eldest lady should not suffer this crime, when the eldest lady had to marry Wei Zidu, Master Du resolutely disagreed, if Master Du was still there, the eldest lady would not end up in such a field......
"Miss, why bother, if you make yourself like this, then General Wei won't feel distressed......" The old housekeeper cherished her in his heart, and said a few more words for a while, and sighed lowly: "Who let Miss have the surname Du......"
Du Yunrou drank the ginger soup for a moment, and turned her head to look at him: "What did you say?" ”
"Ah...... The old slave was confused, Miss don't care......" The old housekeeper was shocked and lost his words, secretly blamed himself for not being strict in his mouth, and under the guise of taking back the soup bowl in her hand, he left as a thief.
Du Yunrou thought suspiciously for a while, but the abdominal pain was unbearable, so she simply lay back and emptied her head.
After drinking the ginger soup, it was really warmer, and after falling into the water, she seemed to feel tired easily, and when it was warm, she fell asleep. When she slept until dark, she felt thirsty and was about to get up and pour water, when the door opened.
The person who came in a wheelchair slowly came in, it was Wei Zidu.
Du Yunrou's idea of getting up was immediately dispelled, and she closed her eyes in the dark, pretending to be still asleep.
She didn't want to face him.
After a while, Du Yunrou felt him roll his wheelchair to her bedside, carrying with him the coolness of the winter night outside.
He stopped beside her bed for a few moments, silently staring at her in the dark, without making a sound or lighting the lamp.
After a long time, he mobilized his wheelchair and prepared to leave.
"Wei Zidu." A female voice rang out in the night.
He stopped, looked sideways at her, and saw the man in the darkness slowly sit up, looking at him with cold eyes, how could he feel a little sleepy.
"Do we need to talk?" Seeing that he was silent, she said.
She always felt that there was some misunderstanding between them, and Weizi's hatred for her came from unclear, and she always wanted to find a chance to talk to him.
In the dark, he seemed to smile: "What do you want to talk about?" ”
"Why do you want to do that to me, don't you want to say something to me?" She asked.
"Do you really not know?" His voice cooled down: "Or do you Du family like to pretend to be pure and good like this?" ”
"What do you mean?" Du Yunrou frowned, not understanding why he would be involved in the Du family.
"Well, if you really don't know, I'll treat you as if you're here to pay off your debts." Wei Zidu sneered, turned his wheelchair, and disappeared into the darkness.