Chapter 12: You Don't Deserve to Be Born

When the man heard the voice, he turned around slowly, looked at her indifferently, and his eyebrows were cold: "Are you surprised to see me?" ”

It's really him! He's back, he's up!

There was no time to take care of his cold attitude, Du Yunrou happily walked over and grabbed his hand: "Zidu, I have something to tell you." ”

She couldn't wait to show him the letter, and she believed that if he read it, their misunderstanding would be resolved.

Wei Zidu lowered his eyes and swept the hand she was holding him, and his eyes were full of contempt: "What did you say?" Say you want to remarry Qin Yuan? ”

"What?" She froze, a happy smile on her face.

"My good lady, you are really capable, even a person like Qin Yuan who is not a good woman has been hooked by you." He pinched her chin, squinted at her face, the anger in his eyes was almost turned into substance, and after a while, he sneered: "It's a pity that I regret it, you don't want to marry him, Du Yunrou, what you owe me must be repaid!" ”

He dragged her over, and she hit him on the chest, her forehead hurt, and before she could react, her back was "tearing!" With a sound, his clothes were torn alive, and a fine kiss fell, as if he wanted to swallow her alive.

He threw her onto the bed and bumped into her without pity, the tearing pain almost made her faint, and he never treated her gently from the beginning to the end, and she had to forcibly endure his brutality.

After Wei Zi vented, he fell into a deep sleep, and he rushed back in the dust, seemingly very tired.

Du Yunrou was very awake, she lay beside him, looked sideways at his sleeping eyebrows, reached out and touched the envelope hidden in the pillow, hesitated for a while, she pressed it further.

It was his anger that woke her up, he didn't love her, he only hated her, it was revenge that made Weizi want to possess her, but if he read the letter, if he didn't hate her......

No, you can't show him the letter, if you don't hate her, he might push her out, she doesn't want to, she just wants to be with him, even if he hates her!

Since then, Wei Zidu has changed his usual deliberate distance from her, sharing a bed with her every day, except for the cold words on weekdays, they are really like an ordinary couple.

After more than two months, Du Yunrou gradually realized that something was wrong with her body.

She is two months into the future, and now it is the third month, but the monthly letter still has no signs of coming, with the last lesson, she faintly noticed something, this day, hiding from Wei Zidu, finally went to see the doctor.

After Lao Langzhong probed her pulse, he told her with certainty: "Mrs. Wei, it's Ximai." ”

Really have a baby?!

Du Yunrou's mood became complicated, she didn't know whether to be happy or worried at this time, she was happy to have a child, but she didn't know what Wei Zi would think if she knew......

Will he accept this child, after all, he hates her so much......

"Ahem, ahem, ahem......!" With a sharp throat, she coughed violently again, and there was another burst of blood churning, and she seemed to be coughing more severely than before.

Her cough made the doctor stunned: "Mrs. Wei, ...... this?" ”

Why did he cough like this, he didn't notice the wind chill when he took his pulse just now?

Finally stopped coughing, she relieved her breath, and said: "Don't tell the doctor that this is the root of the disease that fell after falling into the water last time, and I have been coughing in recent months, and I haven't been getting better, and sometimes I have chest tightness in the past two days, and I can't even breathe smoothly." ”

Originally, she didn't take this matter to heart, but after hearing this, the doctor's face was solemn: "Mrs. Wei, is it convenient for me to see the tongue coating?" ”

Du Yunrou opened her mouth as she said, and after the doctor read it, he checked her pulse again, but her face became more and more solemn, and her heart also rose: "Doctor, what do you see?" ”

The doctor withdrew his hand and sighed: "Mrs. Wei, I am afraid that this child in your womb will not be able to give birth." ”

Her heart jumped when she heard this, and she hurriedly asked, "Why?" Could it be that there is something wrong with this child? ”

"It's okay child, it's Mrs. Wei...... I suffered from tuberculosis. The doctor lamented.

Tuberculosis ...... Du Yunrou was stunned: "Then, this disease can be cured?" ”

The doctor shook his head: "People who have tuberculosis have always been incurable, I can only prescribe you a few pairs of medicines, and try to help Mrs. Wei recuperate." ”

"Then I...... How long can you live? Her questioning voice suddenly lost its confidence.

"Three or five years......," the doctor sighed.

She was silent for a while, touched her belly, and asked, "What if I want to give birth to this child?" ”

The doctor became serious: "Mrs. Wei must not make this decision lightly, it is extremely dangerous to give birth to a child with tuberculosis, and if you can't get two lives in one corpse, even if you are barely born, your own life expectancy will be greatly reduced!" ”

After being stunned for a while, she nodded: "I know." ”

The doctor sighed regretfully, grabbed two pairs of medicines for her, and explained: "These two pairs of medicines, one is for body recuperation, and the other is for fetal medicine, Mrs. Wei, you want to take it again." ”

After taking the medicine, she walked back in a daze, and she didn't know what she thought along the way, and when she reacted, she had already returned to the house, Wei Zidu stared at her indifferently, her eyes swept over the two pairs of medicines she was carrying, and asked, "What is this?" ”

She raised her eyes, contained her complicated feelings, and whispered to him: "Zidu, I have a child." ”

When Wei Zidu heard this, his eyes fell on her flat lower abdomen and did not speak.

"This kid ...... Do you want it? She decided to leave the decision to him, if he wanted it, she would give birth, and if he didn't want it, she would take it.

"My child, why not?" He was still indifferent, looking at her without the slightest fluctuation in his gaze: "You owe me, you should live for me." ”

She only smiled: "Okay." Since then, although the two still share the same bed, Wei Zidu has never touched her again, he seems to really want this child, and even instructed the old housekeeper to buy supplements and come back to boil for her to eat.

It's a pity that those supplements don't seem to be useful, her body is still losing weight day by day, coughing more and more often, and later, she can only lie on the bed, once she stands up, it is a whirlwind, blood surging, and even many times, she has to breathe a lot of air to make herself feel better, and her chest is often blocked uncomfortably.

Tuberculosis is contagious, she tries to avoid Wei Zidu every day, not wanting him to be infected, but fortunately, he has no intention of getting close to her, just watching her cough and wheezing every day, maybe because he is upset, his complexion is not very good.

On this day, Wei Zidu suddenly broke in, staring at her stomach with cold eyebrows, "Beat him!" ”

She was stunned: "What? ”

"I don't want it anymore, you deserve to have my child?!" He smiled, but his eyes were terrifyingly cold.

She touched her belly, which was already a little bulging, "But I can't beat it." He's been four months and can't beat it. ”

Whether he wants it or not, she has to give birth to this child.