When she got home, Fang Qiqi began to pack up her things, and her things slowly filled Li Xiangzhe's somewhat empty home, making this beautiful but a little empty home even more flavorful. Just as she was placing and sorting out her books, Li Xiangzhe stood behind her at some point

Li Xiangzhe: I can't see it, you like to read so much. You have enough books, a box full of them, how can they be new? Pretending?

Fang Qiqi glanced at Li Xiangzhe: I don't pretend, I like to read, I like to buy books, I don't like to buy books when I want to read them, I will buy the books I like and interest in advance, and then open them when I want to read them. As for my books, they are generally classified like this, rows 1 and 2 are all new books, and rows 3, 4, and 5 are all books that I have read.

Li Xiangzhe: What genre of novels do you like to read? You like to read romance novels!

Fang Qiqi: Die, nonsense, I like to read all kinds of things, there is no specific, psychology, novels, inspirational classes, personal biographies all like it, but my favorite is psychology, saying that Qi Qi took out more than 20 books on the psychological aspects and sorted them out

Li Xiangzhe: You. You.. It can't be that kind of perverted girl, it's not healthy in her heart, that's why she watches so much psychology

Fang Qiqi: Die, it's not. The psychology I read basically teaches you how to get out of the shadows and regulate and control your emotions. Because I'm a very emotional person

Li Xiangzhe said thoughtfully in his heart: No wonder he cries and laughs in the morning, like a psychopath

Fang Qiqi continued: There is another reason. Do you know? I sold all the books I had when I was in school after I graduated, and I felt that I would never want to read again, let alone buy any more books. After I graduated, I started looking for a job like other classmates, and you should know that I am now the cashier of my father's company, right? But you don't know that I actually went to school to study art, I never thought that I would be an accountant and cashier in the future, my biggest dream was to be a window displayer, so after graduation I began to look for a job in this area, but the other party asked that this must start from the bottom of the sales, so I went to apply for a salesman in a famous brand store, I wanted to slowly become a window display artist from a salesman. I sold women's bags and women's underwear, and the treatment was very goodAt that time, I remember that I only worked for 1 month, but I received a salary of 8000, I invited my parents to have a good meal, and only left 2000 and the rest for my parents to let them divide it equally. I was so proud of myself at the time. But then my dad suddenly asked me to quit my job and go back to help him, and he told me a lot, and I also thought that he was the only daughter I had, and I should help him. So I quit my job and went back to help my dad. But I don't know anything about finance, so I work hard to go to class and study hard every day to learn what I don't understand, although I am tired every day, but I like that kind of fulfilling life, but there is a little bit of work outside will come into contact with some people we have to get along with, my father's company was just established at the time, while slowly establishing our own company, on the other hand, we can only use another construction qualification is a first-class company to take on some big projects, and then give them some qualification fees, Give them 2% of the total price of the project. But you know what? That company is also a little girl my age, in the same situation as me, and she is also helping his father manage the company. But the two of us have very different personalities, she is the kind of absolute Miss Jiao, she never takes into account the feelings of others, she always deliberately embarrasses me, a small thing that is easy to do, she sometimes makes me run back and forth many times. I hate her, I hate her. But at that time, several of my dad's projects were very large, and they would take 4 or 5 years to complete, and we couldn't leave them. During that time I was very, very unhappy, I even hated my father, he always said that he would not let me be wronged, but I suffered endless grievances from that girl, I was tired of that kind of life, swallowed my anger, Yin Yin is a very annoying person but I have to deal with her, Yin Yin knows that she is manipulating me, and I can only hold back my temper for my father's career. I was probably too young at the time, I was too self-absorbed when I used to go to school, and I didn't fit into the rules of this society. At that time, everyone thought that I was very happy, the second generation of rich, and I worked for my father, so I didn't need to worry about anything at all. But that's the sentence, everyone only sees how high you fly, but not how tired you fly. I was tired, my heart was tired, I had endured more than my peers, I was emotionally bad, I would even argue with my dad and say out loud that I hate you, why should I bear this, why should I face people I don't like, I'm only 22 years old, I don't like this job, I don't want to do this, I'm very ignorant At that time, I was even very selfish and wanted to leave my dad and be with the person I liked. But I remember my dad was angry and said to me, "Do I like this job again?" Am I working so hard for myself? Who doesn't want to live an easy life? Relatives, people can't be too selfish and only think about themselves, when you feel tired, say that you are going uphill, society is like this, we will always meet those people, things, relationships that we have to face. Later, while trying to control my emotions, I found that I was more likely to lose control, and during that time, I used to drive fast on the highway with the window open on a rainy day, and I would think that if I got into a car accident, I wouldn't have to endure this anymore. I know what my dad said is right, but I don't know how to face and deal with it, so I try to make a principle for myself, even if I am wronged, I don't bring my emotions home, and I don't let my mother worry about me. So sometimes I can't help but feel too wronged, I will hide in the car alone and cry, and then go home like nothing after crying. My good friends are very worried about me. Zhao Xiaobai and her whole family are Catholics, and during that time, she took me to church, listened to the Bible and sang hymns, and took me to join the Catholic Church. I am still grateful that God chose me to be His people. But it still didn't solve the gloom in my heart, and I felt like I was living in hell, and I didn't know how to solve it and couldn't escape it. Later, another good friend of mine Zhu Menglei gave me a book, which is my first book after graduation "Meet the Unknown Self - Zhang Defen", saying that Qi Qi took out this book to Li Xiangzhe to see, opened the first page, Zhu Menglei wrote a blessing "Qi Qi is happy to face every day, you are the best cheer" This book means a lot to me, it is really my first book, because with the first book, I fell in love with Zhang Defen, so I bought her full set, and then bought more and more like this. I also slowly got out of the burden in my heart by reading books. The first lesson I learned when I stepped into society was "forbearance" and "how to get along better with people I don't like". So from then on, I loved reading and psychology. I've grown up fast, trying to keep my original intention, I've changed a lot, and if you know me before, you'll know how much I've changed. But my essence hasn't changed, I like to be true to myself and I like to be simple. So when you feel that a person has changed a lot, don't arbitrarily evaluate her personality and style, she will only become so much and so fast when she encounters a lot of things that you can't imagine.

After saying these words, Li Xiangzhe silently hugged Qi Qi from behind and said: I can't see it, but you can afford some responsibilities on your small shoulders. In the future, you won't be alone anymore, you don't have to be so sensible. I'll be there for you, you've got me

I don't know why Qi Qi thinks that Li Xiangzhe understands her, at this moment, just like Wang Haotian back then. She did not refuse Li Xiangzhe's hug.

There are many people who like you, but few who understand you, and happiness is to find someone who likes you and understands you. Sometimes it's more important to know than to like.