He always thought that his father was very busy, so busy that he didn't have time to blame himself, so little Shi Qingfeng kept waiting, waiting for the day when his father had time, but he was destined to be disappointed. When other people's parents began to prepare to send their children who had been admitted to college to report to school, Shi Qingfeng still stayed in his small courtyard and waited for his father's arrival.

But it never waited. The courtyard was deserted, only a dumb servant and Shi Qingfeng's own old mother. But outside the small courtyard is bustling.

Everyone was celebrating, celebrating that Mr. Shi's son had been admitted to a very good university. And the protagonist of the incident is also standing by his father's side with a proud face, enjoying the glory he deserves.

At the banquet, Mr. Shi smiled proudly, as if he had been admitted to that famous school, and he was stunned to boast about it, although the famous school was very good, but it was definitely not as good as he boasted. Many friends who cherish the year showed disdain for the man who bragged about the microphone.

But I am still very envious in my heart, although the son of the Shi family seems to be not doing his job, but if he really wants to go to the real knife and gun to do it, he is indeed very good, there is like the stinky boy of his own family.

Every day when I go home, I know that I am tired! I thought they were tired of studying in school, and they were offering them good food and drink like their ancestors, but they were not ambiguous at all, and they were all enrolled.

I didn't think much about it, I thought that in the college entrance examination, why didn't this rabbit boy give himself a similar score, who knows, these guys will be exposed in the exam.

Look at what the results of the exams are one by one, they really can't afford to lose this old face, and they can be regarded as having some ability in their own family to give him a school on it, if their family conditions are not good, these rabbit boys will not have to starve to death for the rest of their lives.

A group of parents are really angry when they think about it, but they can only continue to envy the son of the Shi family, and they are really angry. Although the Shi family was still a small family at that time, it was just starting, but the son of the family was really competitive, and he usually looked no different from his own son, but now he did so well in the test without saying a word, which is really surprising.

However, compared with the lively banquet, Shi Qingfeng's small courtyard is so bleak, the food is still abundant, and the grandmother said that it is to celebrate Shi Qingfeng's good exam, although she has never been to school in her life, but she also knows how much this knowledge changes a person, especially a child like Ah Da.

He still doesn't have a name, and even during the exam, he still used his mother to get his name when he was a child, although he felt a little uncomfortable, but he didn't resent it.

Maybe he should resent his father, he abandoned him just by virtue of his looks, didn't he say that his parents were the ones who loved their children the most, but why did he receive such treatment, Ah Da's heart will have some imbalance but it's just unbalanced.

"Mama, do you think my father will be happy?" Ah Da was at the door of Old Man Shi at a loss with his admission letter, while Mama was standing behind him in a wheelchair.

He still didn't calm down, and after the banquet ended, he begged Mama to push him to the main courtyard of the Shi family, he didn't want to ask for anything, but he just wanted to take his notice and tell his father the joy in his heart. Pass on your joy to him. That's all.

But he has been waiting for this day for an unknown amount of time, and today is it finally going to come true? His heart was full of apprehension, but more of it was the calm before the storm.

Mama didn't speak, just looked at him gently, and in Mama's cloudy eyes he saw himself, it was so ugly, but it was so clean. He was a little overwhelmed.

Maybe he should work hard, for himself and for his mother, Shi Qingfeng thought stupidly in his heart, and then he made a decision, raised his hand and knocked on the door of Old Man Shi's study

The light through the crack in the door told him that Old Man Shi had not rested yet.

"Come in!" Old Man Shi's strong voice came from the study, Shi Qingfeng was startled, but then calmed down, but from the wheelchair he held tightly, it could be seen that she was very nervous.

Shi Qingfeng glanced at his grandmother who was looking at him gently, and after secretly cheering himself up, he slowly pushed open the door of Old Man Shi's closed study.

This matter has always been said to be a pain in Shi Qingfeng's heart that can never be erased, especially whenever he saw his father's guilty eyes, the pain in his heart became more and more severe. How many times has he questioned his father fiercely, if you really feel very guilty, then why did you do such a hurtful thing in the first place!

Every time he would get a dumbfounded answer, Shi Qingfeng could almost be said to have gotten used to it.

It's just that on many nightmare nights, he will relive the pain of that day, repeating it again and again, until he is hoarse and awakens from the nightmare.

He was also regretting that if he hadn't said that he wanted to get his father's praise urgently, but had been obediently waiting for his father's arrival in the small courtyard, all this would not have happened. Are you still the fool who is so ignorant that you can't be ignorant?

Accompanied by Mama, waiting for the family affection that can never belong to him. In this way, maybe there will be no more Shi Qingfeng in the world, only a naïve Ah Da who spends his life peacefully.

In fact, that is not a very happy life for him. In addition to not being able to touch the world, everything else can be said to be everyone's dream life.

Besides, being isolated from this world is not a bad thing, at least not so tiring.

Shi Qingfeng rubbed his eyebrows a little sorely, this is the world of cannibalism alone, shopping malls are like battlefields, even more terrifying than battlefields. Now the feet of the people who stand on the highest point are made of a large number of piles of bones. And they are standing on it with peace of mind.

This is their sorrow, Shi Qingfeng smiled self-deprecatingly, in fact, he is also like this, isn't he? He did the same thing in order to stand on the same height, what is the difference between himself and them.

But if it weren't for that thing, maybe none of this would have happened, Shi Qingfeng's mood was not quite right, especially his breathing became more and more rapid.

The driver sitting in the driver's seat knew at a glance that the old man was sick again. Hurriedly made a phone call to the master's exclusive doctor, and then sped up to send Shi Qingfeng over as quickly as possible.

But he had clearly forgotten one thing, it was rush hour, and they were in the most downtown area. The congestion on the road can be imagined.

Not to mention speeding up the way to get people there, it's very difficult to get people there at a normal speed. The driver glanced at Shi Qingfeng in the back seat with some anxiety.

Shi Qingfeng's face was pale, but his lips were dark blue, and he looked very scary. And his right hand gripped his left chest, breathing heavily.

The driver knew that the old man had a heart attack and turned over again. But when he looked up at the long queue that was getting longer and longer, but there was no trace of moving imagery, the driver's heart was also very anxious. What the hell is to be done?

"Medicine! Give me the medicine. Shi Qingfeng's weak voice came from the back row, although he was weak, but the driver still stopped clearly.

Suddenly there was a feeling of sudden realization, and he hurriedly took out the medicine that had been prepared in the car from the box next to him. He poured one and handed it to Shi Qingfeng, and gave him a bottle of water that he had opened his mouth on.

Stretching out his trembling hand, Shi Qingfeng felt for the first time that the distance from his hand to his mouth was so far. And the round pill in his hand turned out to be so disobedient.

Constantly rolling back and forth in Shi Qingfeng's hands, there is a possibility of falling at any time. Douda's cold sweat kept falling from Shi Qingfeng's forehead. He's struggling, he's trying, and he doesn't want to die yet. Although he has long lived enough, although he is a person who should have died in front of many people.

But he couldn't do it, even if he said that he wanted to die by himself, at least he had to let the entire Shi family be buried with him!

Gritting his teeth, Shi Qingfeng quickly grabbed the very disobedient pill in his palm and stuffed it into his mouth without hesitation, swallowing it hard.

Everything was quiet for a while. The effect of the medicine soon set in, and Shi Qingfeng's breathing became much more normal, although his blue lips had not completely faded, but the whole person was much better than just now. The breath also began to gradually become more stable.

Did he escape again? Shi Qingfeng smiled tiredly, he really wanted to speed up the process, he always had a vague feeling that his limit was approaching, and if he didn't speed up, he might not be able to finish it.

In that case, let's speed it up. Shi Qingfeng thought indifferently, let us all be destroyed.

In the café, Fore looked at the information in his hand and his face was cloudy. The man in black sitting opposite him kept wiping the cold sweat on his forehead with a tissue.

He, who told him that the big boss is a very kind person, who fooled him and said that the big boss is very gentle, he must pull that person out of the ground and then stuff it in and pull it out.

The intelligence is too inaccurate, how can he survive in the intelligence section at this level, he must have applied to send that person to the logistics department.