Chapter 117: No More Regrets
Shen Nianchu didn't know how long he had been walking aimlessly on the road.
Until not far away, a voice sounded.
"Why are you here?"
She raised her head blankly, at first her eyes were still muddy and unfocused, and after a while, she slowly coalesced, and finally saw Chen Jiayu standing not far in front.
In this way, he met directly into the eyes that he was looking at her, with some concern.
Shen Nian was stunned at the beginning.
Chen Jiayu had just sent Cai Jiayi back, and was about to go home, but he didn't expect to see Shen Nianchu.
Chen Jiayu didn't want to do anything, but suddenly remembered that she was picked up by car from home every day, and I don't know why she appeared on the road at this time.
He saw her wandering alone on the road, her eyes like a hollow doll that had lost her soul, and it seemed like she was sleepwalking, and he felt that if she didn't wake up in time, she could go straight to the middle of the road.
So, Chen Jiayu still opened his mouth.
And she just stood there, staring at him in a daze.
Chen Jiayu repeated again, "Why are you here? Nothing, right? What about your family?"
Her lifeless eyes suddenly moved, and after a few seconds of silence, she stubbornly said, "It's nothing...... Thank you."
Chen Jiayu turned around and left.
Shen Nian stood there fixedly, neither turning his head to call Chen Jiayu, nor wanting to leave, but he felt that his whole heart was instantly empty.
He really, really just left......
Why, why don't you ask her more?
What a disappointment......
She stood there, and after an unknown amount of time, Chen Jiayu suddenly walked back again.
He held two cups of milk tea in his hand, and then handed one of them to her, and said softly: "I have read in the book that eating something sweet when you are unhappy will help your body secrete insulin and dopamine, and you will feel better, you can try it."
Shen Nian Chu suddenly raised his black and white eyes and looked directly at him.
Chen Jiayu said, "Come, take it and drink it."
She slowly reached out and took it.
It was warm.
Chen Jiayu pointed to a chair next to him: "Do you want to go over there and sit and drink?"
Shen Nianchu pursed his lips, took the milk tea, walked over with slightly mechanical steps, and sat down.
She held the milk tea in both hands and did not drink it immediately, but sat there quietly. Holding a milk tea cup,
After a while, she glanced up at Chen Jiayu, her throat tightened, and her voice was slightly hoarse, "My mother drove me out of the car and told me to walk home by myself, saying that it was a punishment for me for not doing well in the exam."
As she spoke, her eyes turned a little red.
She wanted to tell him that he didn't do well in the exam because of him.
But pride made her unable to speak.
…… I see.
Chen Jiayu had met Shen Nianchu's mother once or twice from afar, and knew that the other party was a strong woman with a successful career, shrewd and beautiful, rich and capable.
In comparison, Ruan Xiulian is far inferior in many aspects.
However, Chen Jiayu always felt that Ruan Xiulian was very good, very good, very great, and no other mother could compare. Because she did her best to give him and his sister warmth and maternal love. ….
So much so that at this moment, he looked at Shen Nianchu, and even a deep pity swelled up in his heart.
Having such a mother may not be happy for her.
Chen Jiayu groaned and said, "Actually, you have done very well, you are a very good girl, and failing to do well in the exam once or twice does not mean anything."
He felt that his comfort was pale and hollow, but he had to say something.
Shen Nianchu looked at him in a daze, but didn't react.
Chen Jiayu thought about it again, and said in a joking tone:
"The twelfth place in the exam this time, and the second place in the exam next time, isn't it?"
"Besides, what's wrong with your mom letting you walk back, how far is your house from here? Two kilometers, three kilometers? It shouldn't be more than three kilometers."
"If you're optimistic, you should exercise."
"Also, Mr. Shen, you're actually good enough."
"You've been excellent for so many years, aren't you tired? Isn't it okay to make a mistake once in a while, not to be so good once or twice, and to give others a chance? In the three years of high school, you took the twelfth place in the grade this time, and you were not satisfied, so people like me who have never been in the top ten of the grade must not be directly ashamed to death?"
"Isn't that right?"
Hearing him say this, Shen Nianchu finally hooked the corners of his mouth slightly.
But for a moment, the smile vanished into a cry.
"Woo-woo-"
She cried loudly and embarrassedly, like a child who had lost the most important thing in her childhood, and her tears could not stop falling, knowing that it was ugly, but she could not control it at all.
The crowd of people passing by all around looked over, but Shen Nianchu didn't care about their gaze anymore.
Chen Jiayu watched her cry until she lost her temper, but she didn't look sarcastic at all, just took out two tissues, handed them over, and said, "If you want to cry, just cry happily, and after crying, stand up and walk forward, I know you can do it."
Shen Nianchu took the tissue while crying, but his other hand reached out and grabbed the corner of Chen Jiayu's clothes.
Hard, tight.
It's like grasping the last straw in life.
Not so long ago, she had regretted liking him.
But now, there are no regrets.
I won't regret it at all.
……
After crying for a while, her voice slowly became quieter.
She wiped away her tears with a tissue in her hand, and wiped away her nose again, because she cried so much that her nose and eyes turned red.
She raised her face and smiled at Chen Jiayu: "I'm crying, thank you for your comfort."
Chen Jiayu looked at her and smiled, "So, are you in a better mood?"
Shen Nianchu nodded, picked up the milk tea, inserted it into the straw, and took a sip.
"Thank you for the milk tea, it's delicious."
"You're welcome." Chen Jiayu said with a serious expression, "Ten yuan."
Shen Nianchu: "??"
She was stunned for a moment, then reacted and said, "Okay, I'll give you the money right away."
As he spoke, he went to touch his pocket.
Chen Jiayu laughed and stopped, "Just kidding, I'll ask you."
Shen Nianchu laughed, "I'm also joking, I didn't bring any money." The smile was shallow, fleeting, but a little more angry than it had just been.
Chen Jiayu: "......"
It's going to be a joke, and it looks like it's really okay.
Shen Nianchu drank a few more sips of milk tea before standing up and saying, "It's time for me to go home, you can go back too."
Chen Jiayu looked at her and asked, "It's so late, you go back alone...... Is that all right?"
"It's okay, my family lives in Cloud Garden, and it's safe over there." Shen Nianchu pursed his lips and smiled slightly, "I'm sorry to delay you for so long."
Chen Jiayu also knew that it was a high-end community not far away, and the surrounding environment was also very good, so there was really no big problem, so he nodded and said, "Then I won't send you."
"Well, goodbye."
"Goodbye."
Shen Nianchu took a few steps, looked back, and saw the young man's tall back disappearing into the night, before he carefully put the milk tea in his hand that was gradually losing temperature into the bag, and then put it into the schoolbag.
96.
I'm on fire this year