When we were children, we looked at ants as ants, clouds as clouds, and falling flowers as falling flowers. When we grow up, we look at ants as memories, clouds as the past, and falling flowers as regrets.

Although she asked for leave, Cai Jiayi appeared during the morning recess.

As soon as she entered the classroom, her eyes fell on Chen Jiayu's body for the first time, and when she saw Chen Jiayu turning her head to look over, Xiao Green Tea immediately sent out a touching smile, and raised a hand and shook it slightly in front of her face.

To her surprise, Chen Jiayu turned a deaf ear to her greeting, just turned her head back and looked down at the textbook on the table.

Didn't he notice her?

With such doubts, Cai Jiayi walked to the seat, put away the schoolbag, and then sat down.

"Why didn't you come to the first two classes, was it because you asked for something off, or was it some other reason?" Zhu Shu in the front row turned his head and asked with some curiosity.

Cai Jiayi smiled: "It's nothing, I was sick yesterday, and I was still a little uncomfortable when I woke up this morning, so I asked Teacher Fang for two classes off."

"I see." Tian Tian asked with concern, "Then are you feeling better now?"

"Well, it's pretty much all right."

Cai Jiayi reached out and patted Chen Jiayu's arm again, and when he looked at her, he asked with a smile, "By the way, what did the teacher talk about in the first two classes?"

"I don't know." Chen Jiayu retracted his gaze and replied in a very strong tone.

「……」

Cai Jiayi pursed her lips, a little puzzled by Chen Jiayu's alienation and coldness, "You ......"

At this time, the class bell rang, and the physics teacher stepped into the classroom, and there was a sudden silence all around.

She could only swallow back the words she was about to blurt out.

A few minutes later, the physics teacher stood on the podium, spitting and explaining the test papers, while doing force analysis with hand gestures.

Chen Jiayu stared straight ahead, but he didn't even listen to half a word.

The first second Cai Jiayi appeared at the door of the classroom, in fact, he had already seen her.

Many people have this experience, when you like someone, no matter how crowded they are, you can still see each other at first sight, and even if you only have each other in your eyes.

And when she walked over, every cell in her body instantly began to scream.

I like it, I still like it, I just like her.

But......

Chen Jiayu lowered his eyes and clenched the pen in his hand hard.

There are only seven and a half months left until the day it ends.

Even if he said that he could see her, there were only seven and a half months left.

In order to covet the happiness of more than seven months, does he have to endure the pain of loss that is so long that he does not know when it will end?

This price seems too high......

Wouldn't it be much better if she hadn't appeared in the first place?

Or, try to see her as an ordinary classmate, try not to like her anymore.

Well, even if you lose it in the end, it doesn't matter......

A small white hand stretched out interrupted Chen Jiayu's thoughts.

As the physics teacher turned to make a book on the blackboard, it dropped a note on his desk, and then quickly retracted it. ….

On it is her beautiful handwriting.

"What's wrong with you, are you unhappy?"

After glancing at it, Chen Jiayu did not reply, but directly crumpled the note into a ball and threw it aside.

Cai Jiayi's eyes received his move, and she was stunned for a while before continuing to listen to the class.

A class is over.

Cai Jiayi blinked her eyes, pushed the test paper of the physics teacher over and said softly, "Chen Jiayu, I didn't understand the third question that the teacher said just now, can you tell me more?"

Chen Jiayu gave a quick glance and said, "I

No, you can ask somebody."

"......" Cai Jiayi flattened her mouth, "I see you've made it, how can you say that you won't?"

Chen Jiayu paused, and then said, "Even if I will, I don't want to tell you."

Her delicate brow furrowed instantly, and she asked in confusion, "Why?"

"If you don't want to, you don't want to, there's no why."

「……」

She lowered her eyes and thought silently for a moment, then looked up at him again, revealing a gentle and sweet smile, "It seems that you are not in a good mood right now...... Then I won't bother you, and I'll ask you when you're in a good mood."

Chan Ka Yu, "......"

He leaned back, and after a while, he called her, "Cai Jiayi."

She immediately responded obediently, "What's wrong?"

Chen Jiayu looked at her smiling face, pursed her lips, and said with some difficulty: "In the future, if you have any questions you don't understand, go and ask Xia Yu." His grades are better than mine, and he is very patient in answering questions for his classmates, you ask him, and he will definitely teach you."

The smile on her face disappeared, and she bit her lip slightly, "I just wanted to ask you, can't you?"

"I want to concentrate on my studies, I don't have time." Chen Jiayu made an excuse, "You always come to ask me questions, it will interfere with me."

Cai Jiayi frowned, looked at him for a while, and then said sullenly, "I know, I'll just ask less in the future."

The morning session is over.

Packed inside the student cafeteria.

Chen Jiayu took his food and found a seat to sit down.

Just after a few bites, someone put down the plate next to him and sat down.

As soon as she raised her head, Cai Jiayi's smiling little face crashed into her eyes.

"I made braised pork ribs at noon today, how many pieces will I divide for you?"

Chen Jiayu lowered his head to eat: "Don't."

She earnestly continued, "Do you want green beans and corn?"

"Don't."

"Then give me some of your fish balls." She smiled and stretched out her fast son.

"......" Chen Jiayu suddenly stopped eating, put Kuaizi on the plate, then stood up, picked up the plate, turned around and walked to other places.

"Bang." With a loud voice, he put down his plate at another table not far away and sat down.

Cai Jiayi was stunned, her right hand hung in the air, and she looked at him in a daze.

There was originally only one empty seat left at that table, and after Chen Jiayu sat down, there was no extra space.

The posture of refusing her to follow her again is so obvious that it is self-evident.

She lowered her head blankly and slowly began to eat.

On the other side, Chen Jiayu picked up the fast child and was about to continue eating, when his eyes inadvertently glanced at the girl next to him, and he paused again. ….

It turned out to be the beginning of Shen Nian.

She had her back to him, so Chen Jiayu had not realized her identity until she had completed the series of actions of walking over and putting down the plate and sitting down.

"Are you sitting here eating?" Shen Nianchu glanced at him, then turned his head to look at Cai Jiayi, and there was a trace of unsearchable joy in his soft voice, "What a coincidence."

In fact, she had noticed Chen Jiayu a long time ago, but because of the large number of people in the cafeteria, it was inconvenient for her to be too active, so she could only find a position not far from him to sit down at will, and occasionally look at him from a distance from the corner of her eye when people were not paying attention.

Because of this, the exchanges and interactions between Chen Jiayu and Cai Jiayi, every word, every expression and look did not escape her eyes.

She keenly judged that they were at odds with each other.

Because for so many days, it was the first time she had seen Chen Jiayu be so cold to the other party, and it could even be said that it felt like he was not even cold, it seemed that he was obviously avoiding the other party, and he didn't even want to eat with the other party when he ate, which meant "cutting off the table and breaking off relations".

Although she knew that it was a little dishonorable to be happy for this kind of thing, the joy in her heart still couldn't be suppressed, gushing out like a tide, and the corners of her mouth were curved

Rise.

Chen Jiayu: "Hmm." sighed and continued eating.

It is clear that the meal is usually delicious, but at this time, it is tasteless and tasteless, which makes people unable to swallow.

After a few bites, he got up and left.

Looking at his back, Shen Nianchu's eyes were filled with pity and distress, and his expression was a little complicated.

He looked ...... Very unhappy.

Someone once said that when you like someone, when he laughs, you will laugh too. When he is sad, you want to cry too.

However, at this moment, she selfishly hoped that Chen Jiayu's unhappiness could last a little longer, a little longer.

Thinking about it at first, if the current relationship between Chen Jiayu and Cai Jiayi is just a small crack.

Well, the longer it exists and lasts.

The more serious this rift will become.

Until, it has become a moat that can no longer be repaired and recovered......

Seeing that Chen Jiayu was gone, Cai Jiayi didn't eat lunch anymore, put down the fast, and followed quickly.

But she didn't quite keep up, just kept a distance from him.

Chen Jiayu noticed, but didn't stop to wait for him.

In this way, they walked to the playground one after the other.

Chen Jiayu directly found a few sports students he knew and played with them.

Cai Jiayi stopped at the side of the playground and looked at him intently. Her expression seemed to be waiting for something, but she never waited, Chen Jiayu seemed to be focused on playing, and she didn't even look at her, and after more than ten minutes, she couldn't hide her loss and turned around, and slowly walked towards the teaching building.

The whole afternoon, as well as the evening self-study, was also spent in this way.

Until, the end of the evening self-study.

After the bell rang, the students began to pack their things.

Chen Jiayu stuffed the bookery into the schoolbag randomly, stretched out his long arms, picked up the schoolbag and walked out.

As soon as he left the school gate, a footstep sounded behind him.

is so familiar that he doesn't even have to look back to know who it is.

"Chen Jiayu, don't go so fast!" Cai Jiayi shouted out the first words she had said to him since the afternoon.

Chen Jiayu's footsteps did not decrease at all.

She carried her schoolbag and trotted to barely keep up with Chen Jiayu, and asked tentatively, "Today, tonight...... Will you send me back?"

Chen Jiayu looked straight ahead, and said calmly, "I won't send it, and I won't send it in the future, you can go back by yourself at night."

「……」

In the next second, her wrist was suddenly grabbed by her, and Chen Jiayu had to stop.

"Chen Jiayu, what's wrong with you?" The girl stood in front of her, looking at him with a pair of eyes fixedly, her eyes were a little aggrieved, but her tone was soft and gentle, "Wasn't it okay yesterday, why are you so cold to me today?" Can you tell me why?"

lq.

I'm on fire this year