In the next second, Chen Jiayu's heart was full again.

She just said that she couldn't hold on anymore, that she was going to give up, and of course, she did the same now. But...... Do the words she says and the things she does necessarily mean it? Or is this just an excuse she deliberately made to use the Tinbork effect on him to play a game of indulgence? Even, my current reaction may have been expected by this little green tea?

After all, it was so difficult for him to let go of her, how could she say that he could let go of it?

"Impossible, absolutely impossible." Chen Jiayu looked down at the book and repeated repeatedly, "She must be trying to get away with the old and trying to make me feel a psychological gap......

Cai Jiayi glanced at him quietly, and the corners of her mouth curled up silently.

She pulled out her notebook from her bag, flipped it open, and continued to write.

The fox wagged his tail and asked the little prince softly, "Do you know how humans feel when they lose their beloved things at first glance?" 」

The little prince asked, "What is a beloved thing?" 」

"The fox made an analogy: "It's like a child who spends a lot of time for a rag doll, and this rag doll becomes a very important thing for them, if someone takes away their rag doll......"

"Ah, then they will cry out loud at once." 」

The fox shook his head, "At the first stage, they will deny it." 」

The little prince was curious: "What do you deny?" 」

"Deny this reality." The fox smiled and said, "They will refuse to accept the reality that it is impossible." 」

"But what is the use of denying that reality has already happened? Blindfold yourself and it doesn't exist?" The little prince wondered, "This kind of behavior is very childish, almost like a child like me would do. Is it true that adults do the same?" 」

"Yes, adults are just as naïve, and sometimes it's worse." "However, this is not a sign of immaturity, but just an instinct of the human body to protect itself from too much pain." 」

The little prince didn't seem to understand, "Really? But I still don't understand." 」

The fox blinked, "Why don't you try to think about it, and when I tamed you, all of a sudden, I disappeared?"

The little prince thought for a while, then suddenly covered his face and sobbed, "No, I hope it's fake." 」

"The fox said, 'Now, you know.'" 」

"I think I understand." The little prince wiped away his tears, nodded, and said, "What then, after denial, will be?" 」

The fox smiled and said, "The second stage is anger. These anger comes from loss and pain, and they will try to vent their pain through anger to avoid overpowering themselves." 」

……

After the second period.

Chen Jiayu, who had just come back from the toilet, suddenly found several girls snuggling in the corridor, pointing at the playground below, and chattering about something, including Cai Jiayi.

As he approached a few steps, the girls' chatter drifted into his ears.

….

"Which class is the boy playing basketball down there?"

"I know, I know, the second year of high school, hehe, there are a few boys in their class who are quite handsome."

"Nana, look at the tallest one." Zhu Shu raised his finger and said loudly, "The way I dribble feels so handsome."

Chen Jiayu's pace slowed down a little unconsciously.

Cai Jiayi looked at the direction of Zhu Shu's finger, and in the next second, her eyes crooked and nodded: "Well, it looks really handsome."

[The problem of slow update of new chapters is in the can.]

It's a lie.

Chen Jiayu took a deep breath, adjusted his breathing, and walked into the classroom.

After striding back to his seat, he casually pulled out a test paper that he hadn't finished yet, and after a few minutes, he suddenly found that the test paper in his hand was about to be crumpled by him, and finally, Chen Jiayu simply crumpled it directly into a ball and threw it into the trash.

It must be a desire to indulge, a desire to indulge.

Calm down, be calm.

You must not be led by her nose.

Treat her as if she didn't exist, forget about her as soon as possible.

After evening self-study.

The students left one after another, but Cai Jiayi put on her schoolbag and left on her own. Chen Jiayu sorted out his things, turned his head and wanted to ask Hou Zifan to go with him, but he saw Hou Zifan chasing after Zhu Shu: "Zhu Shu, come, I'll send you."

Zhu Shu looked disgusted: "Get out, I'll leave by myself, I don't need you to send it."

"I'll roll behind you." Hou Zifan said brazenly, "Anyway, if you go yours, I will give mine, there will be no conflict."

The two went noisily.

"......" Chen Jiayu looked at it again, and I don't know when, Xia Yu was gone.

Out of the classroom alone, Chen Jiayu walked on the road, surrounded by classmates in twos and threes, some were laughing and playing, some were chatting and discussing, and a few young couples, taking advantage of the lack of light at night, holding hands sweetly and slowly on the street.

Chen Jiayu walked along the road, but before he had gone far, he suddenly noticed a figure in front of him.

It was Cai Jiayi, who was carrying a schoolbag and was walking more than ten meters in front of him.

Looking at her back, Chen Jiayu thought for a while, and suddenly decided to follow.

He didn't believe that she would really give up so decisively.

It must be forcing a smile and pretending to be relaxed.

When you get to a place where there is no one, maybe you will immediately reveal your original form, hide in the corner and secretly cry your nose.

Thinking of this, Chen Jiayu put his hands in his pockets, and his figure was hidden in the shadows of the roadside, and he followed her not far away.

After walking for a few minutes, he saw that on the way back, Cai Jiayi suddenly walked into a dessert shop on the corner.

She stood in the shop, her head down, and studied the various cute desserts in the glass display case with a serious face, and finally she ordered a Black Forest cake and a milkshake.

With desserts and milkshakes, she found a free table and sat down, even took out her mobile phone from her school bag, raised her eyebrows and crooked little face, compared a V with one hand to her face, took a picture, and then they all pretended to be cute, and then took another one, and her fingers were eight, and then she took another one......

….

After taking a few selfies very happily, she put her phone away, shook her head slightly with the music in the store happily, picked up a small spoon, dug a spoonful of cake and put it in her mouth, and then bent her eyes, revealing a sweet smile that spread from the tip of her tongue to the bottom of her heart.

Then, Cai Jiayi's lips moved, and she seemed to say something happily.

Chen Jiayu stared at her tightly, and quickly judged from the shape of his mouth, he should be sighing something similar to "It's delicious." "It's delicious." Something like that.

「……」

He pursed his lips, and in the next second, he turned around and left, and his speed was so fast that he almost hit a telephone pole on the side of the road.

"."

Chen Jiayu was angry, and without thinking, he raised his foot and kicked towards the telephone pole.

The telephone pole was naturally immovable, but he himself kicked his foot and smoked there for a long time.

But the pain in his heart is a hundred, a thousand times heavier than that on his feet.

There is an idiom called "three autumns in one day" and another idiom called "thirsty dust".

Three autumns in one day, words and thoughts are very earnest; Thirsty for dust, words and longing.

I want to see you so much that every minute and second makes me suffer, and a day is more like three years.

I miss you so much, if every time I miss you, it is a fine speck of dust

At this moment, my heart has accumulated thousands of dust.

But she is good, she can leave when she says she goes, she puts it down when she says she says, and she can happily eat desserts and drink milk tea.

This wave of sleeves, not to mention not taking away a single cloud, not even a speck of dust is left, it is simply spotlessly clean.

In the next second, a thought suddenly popped up in Chen Jiayu's mind, sharp as a needle, and stabbed him hard.

So...... Did she really let go?

After taking a few deep breaths, he forcibly suppressed the stuffy feeling in his chest, looked up at the night sky above his head, and after a few seconds, Chen Jiayu pulled the corners of his mouth and smiled bitterly.

Isn't that exactly what you want?

Didn't you bring it all on yourself?

So, what are you still angry about, what are you pretentious about?

……

After eating the dessert, Cai Jiayi carried her schoolbag, and with a leisurely and brisk pace, she pushed open the door of the dessert shop and walked out.

On the opposite street, there was a couple of young couples who were resting on the benches on the street, the boy was looking down and playing with his mobile phone, and the girl was leaning on him, looking at it casually, and suddenly fell on Cai Jiayi's body, and then, revealing a little surprise.

"Look at the girl on the other side." Jiang Yue tugged at the sleeves of the boys next to her and said.

"What's wrong?" The boy asked casually, without even raising his head.

Jiang Yue continued to tug at his sleeves and frowned, "...... I think she looks like Cai Jiayi in the second class before, you know her, right?"

"Cai Jiayi? How is that possible, boring." The boy still looked down at his phone, "Don't make any noise, I'm about to finish this game."

"Hey, take a look first!"

"Okay, okay, this is not Yanjing, how could Cai Jiayi be here, she just looks alike."

「…… I know how to play your game!" Jiang Yue snorted in displeasure, and continued to stare at the girl in her school uniform across the road.

First of all, regardless of the fact that Yanjing and Hanchu City are thousands of miles away, the probability that the other party will appear here, and it happens to be met by her, can be said to be so small that it is almost negligible. What's more, the girl was still wearing a school uniform, and apparently, she was only a high school student.

All kinds of reasons are shown to her, and the other party can never be Cai Jiayi.

But......

Why is it so similar?

Although she couldn't fully see the other party's facial features across the road, the girl's demeanor and demeanor clearly corresponded to the girl in her memory who was in the same school and grade as her, no different.

The more Jiang Yue looked, the tighter her brows wrinkled.

"Is there such a person in the world?"

I'm on fire this year