Shen Nian was stunned for a moment: "What?"

Cai Jiayi asked softly, "Do you think your feelings for Chen Jiayu really like or love?"

Pondering the first thought, he replied, "Isn't it? If I didn't like Chen Jiayu, how could I be so miserable and sad now?"

Cai Jiayi looked at her, smiled, and suddenly asked, "Classmate Shen, you should have heard the story of Snow White, right?"

Shen Nianchu was stunned and did not answer.

Snow White is a fairy tale that almost everyone is familiar with, and it is naturally impossible for her not to hear it.

However, the other party suddenly asked, what is the intention?

Cai Jiayi said softly, "Snow White's stepmother asks the magic mirror every day: "The magic mirror, the magic mirror tells me, who is the most beautiful woman in the world?" She is happy when the Magic Mirror says she is the most beautiful woman in the world. But one day, when the magic mirror told her that the most beautiful woman in the world had become Snow White, her anger made her stepmother lose her mind, and she even wanted to kill Snow White."

Shen Nianchu said coldly, "Do you think I am a child? What are you talking to me all this nonsense for?"

"Ah, I just wanted to analyze it psychologically." Cai Jiayi curled the corners of her mouth and said unhurriedly, "In psychology, there is a term called dependent high self-esteem. Snow White's stepmother is a typical example, she needs to listen to the Magic Mirror every day that she is the most beautiful woman in the world to be happy, her high self-esteem is dependent on the feedback of the Magic Mirror, in fact, her self-esteem is fragile."

At this moment, a large cloud moved overhead, bringing a shadow, and the girl's figure was shrouded in shadows, and the expression on her white face was unreal, but those eyes seemed to be able to see the depths of people's hearts.

"Shen, you are the same." She said quietly.

"You are indeed very good, but in the same way, your self-esteem is also based on your excellence, once you lose something to others, you can't stand it, you will feel that you have lost recognition, and even have a feeling of being abandoned and hurt......

"Like a spoiled child, Chen Jiayu is a toy that you would rather throw away than play. As a result, someone wins it, and you start to think that the toy is good, and try to get it back anyway, and if you can't get it back, you start to splash and roll all over the floor. Actually...... You don't necessarily like this toy much, you just don't want to lose to others."

After a pause, Cai Jiayi looked at Shen Nianchu with pity, and said slowly: "Perhaps, it can't be said that you don't love him at all, but obviously, what you love the most is your own hurt self-esteem."

"You...... Do you think you're a psychologist?" Shen Nian Chu came back to his senses and blurted out, "Nonsense!"

……

Chen Jiayu came out of the office of the language group, put the registration form in his trouser pocket, and then quickly walked out of the teaching building.

Looking across the playground to the opposite stand, there were two girls on it.

It's just that the distance is far away, and I can't see clearly.

One should be Cai Jiayi, and the other has his back to him, but it looks a little familiar.

….

"Forget it, whoever she is."

After walking for a while, Chen Jiayu suddenly noticed the identity of the other girl.

"Pondering the beginning? How could they be together?"

After being stunned for a moment, he immediately quickened his pace, changing from walking to running.

……

Cai Jiayi blinked lightly and said, "Oh, there is another sentence, the essence of pride is often inferiority."

"What?"

"You're actually a person with low self-esteem and a lack of love, right? Well...... Is it because your parents are too strict?"

Shen Nianchu's black and white eyes froze slightly.

Cai Jiayi curled the corners of her mouth and said slowly: "Those who care too much about winning or losing almost all have one characteristic - they were asked by their parents or caregivers to be the person they expected in childhood. You think they love the excellent you, and you will be afraid of yourself

You don't do well enough, you lose their love, and you want to be loved, so you develop a character that you can't afford to lose."

Shen Nianchu's face turned snow-white.

was so shocked that she subconsciously even forgot to refute Cai Jiayi's words.

She wanted to say, "You're talking nonsense," "Why am I scared of this?"

But she couldn't speak.

Because, what Cai Jiayi said is basically the truth.

Mother Luo Jin is an extremely strong, controlling person, since she was a child, everything, has been arranged by Luo Jin clearly, whether it is eating and dressing, or academic communication, everything must be in accordance with Luo Jin's standards, to be the best, the most perfect.

Occasionally, once or twice disagreed, what I got was Luo Jin's cold face and punishment.

Over time, a deep-rooted thought was formed in Shen Nianchu's subconscious - those who love her are only because she is excellent.

If one day she is no longer good, then no one will love her anymore.

That's why she has to be the best at everything.

"You are so proud on the surface, but in fact, you lack love in your heart, and you are very eager for love." Cai Jiayi smiled, "So, when you find out that you might lose Chen Jiayu, you will be so unwilling. Because, he once loved you sincerely...... You start to notice how good he is, and you don't want to lose his love......

The deepest secrets in her heart were cruelly and ruthlessly revealed by Cai Jiayi, and the sky was under the sun.

A violent sense of shame made Shen Nianchu's face turn miserable, and her hand grabbed Cai Jiayi tightly.

"Stop, no more!!

"But no one has taught you how to love, and you don't know what love is......

"Didn't you hear?! I'll tell you to stop talking!!"

「…… Therefore, your final fate is destined to lose him."

Shen Nian Chu Tong Kong shrank dramatically: "Shut up!"

At this time, her anger was far greater than any moment before today, so angry that it seemed that a small explosion appeared directly in her mind, her brain roared, her thinking was blank, and she suddenly didn't think about it, and pushed Cai Jiayi hard!

It wasn't until Cai Jiayi exclaimed in surprise and fell backwards heavily on the stands that Shen Nianchu realized what he had done.

The playground was empty, Cai Jiayi's exclamation spread unobstructed in an instant, and in an instant, most of the students on the playground looked over in unison, and after seeing it clearly, someone immediately made a sound in surprise.

….

"Isn't that Shen Nianchu and Cai Jiayi?"

"What are they doing?"

"Why did Cai Jiayi fall down and not stand firm?"

"Am I mistaken, it seems that she was the first to push her just now?"

Shen Nianchu stood there in a daze, his face pale, and every nerve in his body seemed to be frozen by ice water, unable to react.

How could she do such a thing?

She has always been polite and gentle, but she will lose control and push people?

……

Shen Nianchu couldn't believe it, and trembled and took two steps back, unable to accept this fact. So much so that when someone strode straight past her side and went straight to Cai Jiayi, she couldn't react.

Chen Jiayu rushed to Cai Jiayi's side in three steps and two steps, half-knelt down, and reached out to help her, "How is it, are you okay?"

Cai Jiayi held his arm and was about to stand up with strength, but as soon as one foot was forced, he felt a pain in his ankle, and couldn't help but sizzle and gasp: "It hurts."

Chen Jiayu looked up at Shen Nianchu.

Shen Nianchu realized that it was him, her whole body froze, in her impression, the young man has always been gentle and calm, at this time he is still calm, but it is completely different from before, before he was a lake under the sun, calm but warm. And the calm at this time is like a frozen ice lake in the cold winter, without light, calm and indifferent and Lingran.

At this time, she

I'd rather Chen Jiayu be angry at her, yelling at her and scolding her, rather than this calm and frightening appearance.

Shen Nian looked at him at a loss, wanting to explain that he didn't mean it, but his throat seemed to be frozen, and he couldn't make a sound.

She couldn't defend herself.

Because, she knew, she did.

"It's not what you think, it's because I didn't stand firm, and it has nothing to do with her......" Cai Jiayi's fingers grabbed Chen Jiayu's sleeve, biting her lip, her eyebrows and eyes frowned, but she said in a soft voice, "It's not a big deal, it should just be a broken foot, you help me to the infirmary first."

[In view of the general environment,

Shen Nianchu suddenly turned his head and looked at Cai Jiayi blankly, and the whole person was stunned by this accident.

She was actually lying and talking for herself, instead of angrily accusing Chen Jiayu of pushing her by herself?

You know, this accusation is enough to push her into the bottomless abyss, and she will never be able to turn over.

Why didn't she do it?

Why?

Chen Jiayu took his eyes back from Shen Nianchu, half-squatted with his back to her, and his voice softened: "What to help, I'll carry you."

Cai Jiayi smiled, slowly leaned over his broad back, and hugged his neck with both hands: "Okay, then it's hard for you."

"Ready?"

"Hmm."

Chen Jiayu bent her hands from behind her knees, held her steadily, and then slowly stood up.

The sudden imbalance of the center of gravity made Cai Jiayi can't help but whisper softly, and the hand holding Chen Jiayu's neck is also tightened by two points.

After confirming that his back was ready, Chen Jiayu walked carefully to the stands step by step.

….

Shen Nianchu stood in place like a marionette, looking at them, unable to make out any expression on his pale face, and did not speak for a long time.

At this moment, even she didn't know what she was thinking.

……

Chen Jiayu carried Cai Jiayi on his back and walked to the school's infirmary.

As he walked with his footsteps, her body also vibrated slightly on his back, and it felt very strange.

There are a lot of people on the playground, and from time to time someone casts strange eyes, and they are still discussing something.

Cai Jiayi was probably a little embarrassed, so she buried her face deep in Chen Jiayu's shoulder, so a little warm breath seeped in from the fabric of Chen Jiayu's shoulder, making him hot and itchy.

After a while, she whispered in her ear, "Is it heavy?"

"Tsk, that's your weight."

He didn't say what the weight was, but the implication was very clear, it was not enough to see.

Cai Jiayi rubbed her face on his shoulder and laughed softly.

The infirmary is located on the first floor of the Administration Building.

There was a female doctor on duty inside, who watched Chen Jiayu come in with Cai Jiayi on her back, and didn't make a fuss, but just asked, "What's wrong?"

"She fell and said her foot hurts, probably twisted her foot." Chen Jiayu said.

The female doctor stood up and said as she walked to the inner room, "Put her on the bed inside, and I'll check her."

Entering the inner room, there were two small beds inside, Chen Jiayu half-bent down and let Cai Jiayi sit on one of the beds.

The female doctor asked her which foot was twisted, so he asked her to take off her shoes and socks, then held her ankle, looked at it carefully, reached out and pinched it, and did some examinations before she spoke: "It's nothing, it's just a twisted foot, a little soft tissue slight contusion, the problem is not very big. Just apply some medicine first, and then fix it with an elastic bandage. However, don't exert too much effort this week, let alone strenuous activity, otherwise it will slow down."

Chen Jiayu breathed a sigh of relief.

After everything was processed, another ten minutes passed.

The female doctor asked Cai Jiayi to stay in bed for a while, observe, don't rush to move around, and go outside.

Check the room

At this time, only Chen Jiayu and Cai Jiayi were left.

The breeze outside blows the light blue curtains, and the warm autumn sun illuminates the whole room quietly and brightly, and there is a strong smell of disinfectant water, but it is not unpleasant.

Cai Jiayi sat on the bed, her legs stretched straight, her fingers boringly curling her hair around, occasionally glancing at Chen Jiayu with her eyes, and quickly withdrawing it.

Chen Jiayu suddenly thought of something and got up from his chair. He said, "I'll help you buy something to eat and I'll be right back."

"Wait a minute."

Cai Jiayi said.

Chen Jiayu stopped, turned around and asked, "What's wrong?"

She casually asked, "Have you forgotten anything?"

Chen Jiayu looked at her and suddenly laughed, "No."

"Really?"

Chen Jiayu walked to the side of her bed, and after sitting down, he looked at her with dark eyes, smiled, but did not speak.

The room was quiet, and each other's breathing could almost be heard clearly.

After about three breaths, Chen Jiayu opened his mouth.

"Cai Jiayi?"

"Huh?" She blinked, her long eyelashes curled up, and looked at him.

Chen Jiayu looked at her, "Let's make peace."

"I've already said that."

So, Chen Jiayu stretched out his hand, and then, with his big palm, grabbed her little hand, feeling the delicacy of her skin, and at the same time letting the temperature of his palm pass.

"I want to be like this, holding your hand." The boy said gently, "Is that okay?"

「……」

Cai Jiayi was stunned for a while, lowered her little head, looked at his big hand on her hand, and her eyelashes trembled a few times before asking.

"Are you confessing?"

"Hmm."

"What do you mean?"

Chen Jiayu looked at her, word by word, and said clearly, "I just like you."

"Won't you regret it again?"

「…… As long as you say yes."

"Okay."

The girl bent her eyes and said softly, "I agreed."

I'm on fire this year