Du Lanxin's grief-stricken appearance overwhelmed Jiang Muyuan, and he didn't know what he should do.

And Du Lanxin's next words made Jiang Muyuan feel that his heart was about to break.

Du Lanxin actually grabbed him by the collar and looked at him sadly. "Jiang Muyuan, do you really love me, do you regard Kexin as your daughter, it's been almost thirty years, do you have her in your heart!"

As soon as Du Lanxin's words came out, she regretted it a little, she felt that she might have said too much, how could Jiang Muyuan have no heart in her heart, since she was a child, although she has always been with her, the relationship between her and Jiang Muyuan is always the best.

Especially every time Jiang Muyuan came home from work, Kexin always stood at the door of the corridor early and waited for her father to get off work.

Although it was not her biological father, the relationship between the two of them far exceeded that of herself as a mother.

This intimacy made Du Lanxin feel gratified, but there was some envy.

Obviously, she is Jiang Kexin's biological mother, why is she so close to a person who has no blood relationship with her.

Close to the point of making her own mother jealous. Come to think of it, Jiang Muyuan is really good to Kexin.

I remember that their conditions were not very good at that time, Jiang Muyuan was not a formal university professor, and she was just an accountant in a small company, who had to eat and rent a house, and buy milk powder for Kexin.

It can be said that every month is tight, in order to make the conditions at home better, Jiang Muyuan will always do some tutoring every day after work to supplement the family.

Sometimes I always get home late, and I am very tired, and I have to go to work very early the next morning so that I can become a university professor as soon as possible.

But even if life has been so hard, as long as he has a little spare money in his hand, he always has to spend it on Jiang Kexin.

Buy a little clothes and shoes, buy a little toy that you really want, or buy her some candy or a little jelly. And so on and so forth. In short, as long as there is a little extra money, he always spends it on Kexin's body, as well as on his own body.

When she thought of the bits and pieces at that time, Du Lanxin felt like crying, when others could have lunch at noon, he could only eat steamed buns and pickles silently alone, or cold rice brought from home. He never complained to himself, no matter how hard and tired he was, he always smiled.

There was no bitterness or reluctance in her heart, but the more he smiled with happiness like this, the more guilty her heart became.

She didn't know how to repay him, and she didn't know what she should do, if she didn't have him, she would have lived a very happy and chic life now, let alone live a bitter and hard life like now.

Although his salary alone is not high, it can at least be said to be good. At least he can make a good living.

Whereas....

The later memories Du Lanxin didn't want to think about it anymore, it was full of Jiang Muyuan's goodness, and everything Jiang Muyuan had done to Jiang Kexin.

She regretted it, really regretted it. What the hell is wrong with her, why did she ask Jiang Muyuan if she didn't hurt people, why did she discuss this with him.

What's wrong with her today, it's obvious that Kexin is pregnant, she is very happy and happy today, Kexin is finally pregnant, she is going to be a grandmother, but why did things develop to this point.

What the hell is wrong with her.

Regret, guilt and self-blame filled Du Lanxin's already fragile heart, and now she really began to be afraid.

She raised her head sharply and wanted to explain to Jiang Muyuan, wanting to tell him that she was wrong and that she loved her.

But she could only see the empty living room, where there was Jiang Muyuan's shadow, and she didn't know when she fell to the sofa, and her hand was still tightly grasping Jiang Muyuan's shirt until now.

The miserable white shirt was held tightly in her hands, as if to mock her stupidity and idiocy.

Obviously love each other, why do they hurt each other? Everything that once seemed to be in the past, and the sweetness of yesterday still echoed in front of me.

"Jiang Muyuan!" Du Lanxin's miserable screams echoed in the living room.

The night was blurred in the wine, and the lights outside the car window were bright, but Jiang Muyuan's heart was calm.

There were problems between the relationship, which he knew from the beginning, but he didn't expect it to be so serious that it would explode in such a situation.

Kexin was pregnant, Jiang Muyuan couldn't help but show a sincere smile, he was about to have a grandson.

It's really great.

The phone vibrated and buzzed in the pocket. You don't need to look to know who it is.

It's clear that you don't love anymore, why do you have to pretend to care so much, being together is just hurting each other.

Love is not as simple as they imagined, as long as it is enough to just love each other, they need to experience and face many, many more.

And he is already old, he can't stand the toss, looking at his old appearance in the rearview mirror, he suddenly feels a little tired, is it really worth it to pursue it all his life?

Perhaps, love is not as beautiful as imagined. There is no yearning for happiness in it.

The car came to a smooth stop in front of a bar. Today, Jiang Muyuan just wants to get drunk and rest.

At home, Du Lanxin was so anxious, but no matter how he called Jiang Muyuan's phone, no one answered, this situation made Du Lanxin very anxious, she called almost all of Jiang Muyuan's friends, no one had seen Jiang Muyuan, but she provided many places where Jiang Muyuan might go.

Du Lanxin also went to look for them one by one, but she didn't see Jiang Muyuan's shadow, let alone any news about him.

Du Lanxin began to become impatient, and she could only keep circling around the living room over and over again, holding her phone tightly, hoping that if there was any news about Jiang Muyuan, she would be the first to know.

But to her disappointment, she waited until the night without receiving a single call.

Du Lanxin was almost desperate, and she was deeply caught in the guilt. She was frustrated, but she couldn't get anything back, and just as she was in pain, her phone suddenly rang.

He didn't even have time to see who was calling him before he got the call.

"Mu Yuan!" Du Lanxin's voice was full of trembling, but what made her desperate was that the other party was a woman.

"Hello, is this Ms. Du Lanxin? Your husband is now at the People's Hospital, please come over immediately. ”

The sweet female voice on the phone was still chattering about something, but Du Lanxin couldn't hear it anymore, and her whole world was now echoing the phrase, Your husband is in the hospital now.

The moment she put down the phone, Du Lanxin felt that her sky had fallen.

She hadn't even had time to say sorry to Jiang Muyuan in person, how could something happen to him, how could he have an accident without his own approval!

She won't allow it, she won't allow it!

Du Lanxin rushed to the hospital like a madman, I don't know how many red lights she ran along the way, and I don't know how many times she accelerated, her hands holding the steering wheel had begun to tremble because she was too hard, and the accelerator was stepped on by her directly.

Because of fear, her body began to tremble slightly, she was really scared, and when she appeared in the hospital, only Jiang Muyuan's cold corpse was waiting for her.

She didn't dare to imagine what it would be like if such a situation really happened, maybe she would really collapse.

In the Oncology Department of the People's Hospital, the more he went inside, the more Du Lanxin felt that something was wrong, Jiang Muyuan's health was very good, and he would not have any major diseases, let alone any cancerous tumors, and he would bring his whole family to the hospital for a physical examination every quarter.

He is very healthy, especially last month they just came to the hospital for a physical examination, and the physical examination showed that they were still at home, how could they suddenly have a tumor.

Such questions kept spinning in Du Lanxin's mind, and she was even ready to call the police, but she really couldn't think of what the situation was.

However, she can be sure that it will not be her husband Jiang Muyuan who lives in this hospital.

The further back she goes, the more advanced the ward becomes, which means that the status of the people living in the ward is higher, and her husband Jiang Muyuan is just a small university professor, how could he live in such a place.

Finally, the nurse who led the way stopped at the door of a ward, and after knocking lightly, the door of the ward opened, and a man in a leotard walked out of it, that is, the moment this man walked out of it, Du Lanxin could be sure that this person was from the military.

He is from the army, and he is still the kind of army that often crawls and rolls on the scene, although the evil spirit on his body has been trying to rein, but she still feels it.

"Where is Luo Hengyuan?" If it is still not certain that it is Luo Hengyuan who designed to come to him, Du Lanxin really doesn't know what to say to herself.

Hearing Du Lanxin's words, the little nurse who led her way was frightened, and kept pestering the man in the leotard and waving her hand, indicating that she didn't tell the matter herself.

She's just in charge of bringing people over and the rest, and she really doesn't say anything, really, really.

Compared with the nervousness of the little nurse, the man in the tights looked particularly shocked, but after looking Du Lanxin up and down, he respectfully invited Du Lanxin to the ward.

As for the little nurse who was still shivering outside the ward, it didn't attract any attention from the man.