Chapter 235: Wait until you wake up tomorrow......
Chen Jiayu looked at Cai Jiayi steadily, only to feel that her heart was like a knife, and she stretched out her hand and hugged her tightly into her arms.
He didn't know what to do.
All he knew was that at this moment, if someone told him how to change all this, he was willing to give everything he could.
……
When we were children, we watched very good fairy tales, and they always ended with a prince and princess living happily together. In "100,000 Whys" that we watched when we were children, it seems that every question can be answered......
It wasn't until I grew up that I learned that love in reality is not like a fairy tale, and not all questions have answers, such as-
What should you do if you love someone else?
"Nice to meet you, my fox, you're good, but I still have to say goodbye to you." "I'm going back to my roses, because I promised her, I should be responsible to the end, I have to be responsible for my roses......
"It's okay, you go." The fox smiled and said, "It's good that there is another happy couple in the world."
The words are clear and plain, but he can see a deep sadness in them.
When you like someone, you want to have each other and are afraid of losing each other, how normal it is.
It takes a lot of courage to smile and say, "You go, that's good."
It turns out that she likes him so much......
This time, how could he make her sad again?
But......
In just a few days, the final fate will come.
Is he really at a loss for it?
If it all depends on his own heart, what should he do to overcome it?
Chen Jiayu thought about it until there was a hint of fish belly white in the sky, and he still found nothing.
"Jiayu, come out for breakfast." Outside the door, Ruan Xiulian said.
"Here we are."
Chen Jiayu got up and walked out.
Placing a few bowls of noodles on the table, Ruan Xiulian glanced at Chen Jiayu and asked in a low voice, "Did you not sleep all night last night?"
Chen Jiayu was silent before saying, "Well, I'm thinking about something."
Sighing, Ruan Xiulian suggested, "Then we have breakfast and go to sleep later?"
"I'm not sleeping." Chen Jiayu shook his head.
Ruan Xiulian was about to speak and stopped, Chen Yuzao yawned and walked out of the room, and Ruan Xiulian swallowed the words back.
Halfway through eating the noodles, Chen Yuzao seemed to remember something, threw the fast child, and ran back to the room.
When he came out, a pair of small hands were behind his back.
"Brother, I have a gift for you." She said with a mysterious expression, "Guess first, what is it?"
Chen Jiayu was not in the mood to play such a childish game with her, so he didn't raise his head, and said casually, "Exam Symbol."
"Ahh Chen Yuzao's big eyes widened in disbelief, "How do you know?"
"Guess."
「…… It's too godly, this can also be guessed, Chen Jiayu, has your mouth been opened?"
The little girl fussed and took her hand out from behind her back, and there was a very festive little bag lying in her palm.
Then, she took out a piece of red paper from it, and the four golden characters on the paper were very conspicuous - "Every exam must be passed" -
….
It's still printed.
"This is the one I bought for you on the Internet two days ago, and the boss said that it was opened by the master," she handed it over with an inviting face, "I give it to you, I wish you a successful college entrance examination!"
Chen Jiayu: "......"
He reached out and took it, "Thank you."
"Hehe, you're welcome." Chen Yuzao sat down diligently and continued to eat noodles.
Ruan Xiulian twitched the corner of her eyes, "How much does this thing cost?"
Chen Yuzao
He took a sip of noodles before saying, "Not much, twenty yuan, and free shipping."
"Just a piece of torn paper costs twenty yuan, and it's not much?" Ruan Xiulian glared at her, "I only know how to spend money indiscriminately."
"I didn't spend money indiscriminately," Chen Yuzao said unconvinced, "I see that their store reviews are very good, and they all say that they are very smart, so I just bought it, not because I thought my brother could do well in the exam."
"Isn't there a Baoyuan Temple next to us, you call it near and far," Ruan Xiulian thought of something, and after hesitating for a moment, she suddenly put down her fast son and said to Chen Jiayu, "Jiayu, why don't we go to Baoyuan Temple today to worship the Bodhisattva?"
Chen Jiayu was stunned, and the action of eating noodles stopped.
Ruan Xiulian pondered and said word by word, "I know that people can't pin their hopes on ethereal gods. But isn't there a saying that it is up to man to make things happen, and there are some things that we may only rely on the will of heaven to decide, no matter how hard we try...... Even so, we can't give up hope, what if, if we go to worship, can it really help? Even if it can only increase the success rate of 1 in 100 million? Even if it doesn't work, at most you'll lose a little bit of time and money, right?"
[In view of the general environment,
「……」
Chen Jiayu lowered his head, continued to look at the noodles in the bowl, and said, "Mom, these are useless."
Not to mention praying to God and worshiping Buddha, he did not even let God Allah go.
But it's still a loop.
Ruan Xiulian understood, and could only sigh softly.
After breakfast, Chen Yuzao went to school, and Chen Jiayu returned to his room.
He sat down at his desk, pulled out a few pieces of paper, picked up the pen, thought for a moment, and then began to write and scratch on the paper, occasionally thinking of something, he stopped his movements, stared at the paper in front of him, and tapped his forehead with the pen.
If his life has been repeating itself in the third year of high school, then how could he meet Cai Jiayi six years later?
Is the future Chen Jiayu that Cai Jiayi knows her current self?
If the other party is just another parallel world of self, then why didn't the other party go through the cycle and enter the future to meet her?
If yes, then he once had a future, why is he now back in his senior year of high school and stuck in this cycle?
And why, he doesn't know anything about what will happen in the future?
……
More than half an hour later, a piece of paper was scribbled by Chen Jiayu with all kinds of disorganized sentences and diagrams.
Chen Jiayu leaned back in the chair, pinched the corners of his eyes with his hand, and let out a long breath, and then put aside the paper that had become extremely messy, replaced it with a new one, and repeated the previous move.
….
The sun climbed from the east to the top and slowly slipped from the top to the west.
More and more paper is being thrown aside.
Since yesterday, Chen Jiayu, who has not slept for nearly forty hours, has bloodshot eyes.
Ruan Xiulian pushed the door in several times, trying to persuade him to rest for a while.
"There are some things I haven't figured out yet," Chen Jiayu just kept his eyes open and continued to write and scratch on the paper, "I'll go back to sleep when I think clearly."
Ruan Xiulian knew that her son was stubborn, like a cow, and he wouldn't listen to anything, so she was very distressed, but she was helpless.
……
The night sky was dark.
The electronic alarm clock on the bedside table displays the numbers "June 6" and "23:52".
In the past few days, the temperature has climbed to 30 degrees, even at night, it is more than 20 degrees, Cai Jiayi is wearing home shorts and a loose short-sleeved T-shirt, revealing her white arms and long legs.
At this time, she had not yet slept, and was leaning against the wall behind the bed, staring down at the mobile phone in her hand.
On the screen, she and Chen Jiayu chatted, but in the past two days, she sent several messages at intervals, except for the first one, after he replied "I'm busy", she never received any messages.
Cai Jiayi arched her legs, held her calves with both hands, and lowered her head quietly.
Obviously, at the beginning, she thought that as long as she could see him again, as long as he could be well, she would be satisfied.
But people's desires are always difficult to fill, and after satisfying them once, they begin to be greedy.
I want to be close to him, I want to be loved by him, I want to be with him, I want to be the only one in his heart, and I want to have a future with him......
But......
……
Suddenly, Cai Jiayi raised her head and suddenly noticed something.
There seemed to be movement outside.
It was late at night, and everything around her was so quiet that what could have been called a small sound was amplified by the silence, allowing her ears to catch it clearly.
- It was as if someone had entered the outside door with a very light movement, then quietly closed the door, and crept closer to her room.
It's so late, who could it be?
Cai Jiayi recalled one thing, a few days ago she saw in the owner group that someone in the community didn't even know that the thief had entered in the middle of the night because he was sleeping too soundly, and the beating of her heart instantly became crazy, and the temperature of her little hands and feet dropped instantly.
Could it be a thief?
Or are there some guys who know that she lives alone at home, so they have bad intentions?
It's okay if it's a thief, if it's the latter......
Before the thought was finished, the sound outside had become clearer and closer.
The other party has come to the door of her room!
In the next second, the handle of the door began to turn extremely slowly.
Cai Jiayi's heart almost rushed out of her throat, the danger made her hair stand on end, and she reacted as quickly as possible, Cai Jiayi picked off the ground by the light of her mobile phone, and she didn't even have time to put on her slippers, so she ran to the door of the room as soon as possible, pressed her body against the door, and then quickly locked the door.
The turn of the doorknob came to an abrupt halt.
….
Cai Jiayi picked up the mobile phone, tremblingly called up the dialing interface, and pressed her finger on the number "1".
It's just that when she pressed two "1" and one "0", and didn't choose to dial, she suddenly heard a familiar "Huh?" from outside the door
At the same time as this sound entered her ears, Cai Jiayi's hanging heart immediately fell back to the place, turned around and opened the door.
The lights also came on.
Looking at Chen Jiayu outside the door, Cai Jiayi bit her lip lightly and asked softly.
"Why are you here so late?"
Chen Jiayu lived here before, so she gave him a set of keys, and when Chen Jiayu moved back, the set of keys was still in his hands.
But every time Chen Jiayu came, she was at home, and he basically didn't use the set of keys, so under the nervousness, she ignored the possibility that the person who came was Chen Jiayu.
Chen Jiayu didn't speak, just stepped forward and hugged her into his arms.
Then he lowered his head, closed his eyes, and his voice was soft and hoarse.
"I thought you'd come."
"Why don't you call me?"
"It's too late, I'm afraid you're already asleep, and I don't want to wake you up."
Cai Jiayi felt that Chen Jiayu's whole person seemed to be unstable, as if he could be planted directly on the ground in the next second.
She hurriedly helped him and asked softly, "...... Are you tired?"
"Well, sleepy."
Chen Jiayu's eyes didn't open, and he barely squeezed out the two words Hanhu and tired in the depths of his throat, and he felt that he didn't even have the strength to say one more word.
Cai Jiayi helped him and couldn't help asking, "How long have you not slept?"
「…… More than two days."
A few more hours, to be exact, will be three full days.
"More than two days?" Her heart twitched, and she carried him to the bedside, "Then go to bed."
Chen Jiayu held up the last strength, lay down on her bed, closed her eyes, and then felt her
The little hand helped him take off his shoes, and then lifted one of his legs hanging on the side of the bed, gently pushed into the bed, and when he lay down, he covered him with a thin air conditioner quilt.
After doing this, Cai Jiayi turned off the lights again, and then lay down beside Chen Jiayu.
Chen Jiayu closed his eyes, turned sideways, and took her into his arms.
Feeling the soft body in his arms, he couldn't help but let out a satisfied sigh.
Cai Jiayi faced him, she raised her eyes and stared at Chen Jiayu, although the room was dark, she could still feel the tiredness on the young man's face that was so thick that it almost turned into substance.
She gently placed a hand on his chin, feeling the slight pricking sensation there, caressing it pityingly, and muttering, "Have you not slept since the morning before?"
"Well," Chen Jiayu replied dreamily with his eyes closed, "I'm thinking about things, and I've finally figured it out."
He didn't say it, and she knew what the "things" he was thinking were.
Cai Jiayi's heart seemed to be grabbed by someone, and more and more pain gushed out of her chest. "Are you crazy about not sleeping for so long...... Don't rest at home yet, come to me......
"I miss you so much...... I can't hold you, and my heart is not steady." Chen Jiayu lowered his head, instinctively kissed her on the forehead in the dark, and whispered, "It doesn't matter, I'll just sleep for a while...... I'll talk about the rest when I wake up tomorrow......
"Okay, go to sleep, I won't speak."
She buried her little face in Chen Jiayu's chest, quietly, and didn't make any more sound, until she heard the breathing in her ears become longer and more balanced, and then she slowly closed her eyes.
It's just that compared with Chen Jiayu, who fell asleep quickly, Cai Jiayi is always in a half-asleep state, a little uneasy, occasionally suddenly opening her eyes, looking at him for a while, and then closing it.
After a while, when he was completely asleep, Cai Jiayi slowly raised her head.
The girl's warm lips started at his Adam's apple, slowly pressed against his chin, lips, and finally lingered on his eyes for a while before it ended.
After looking at him for a moment, he shrank back into his arms again.
I'm on fire this year