The day I uploaded the first chapter was November 2nd last year, and today is May 18th.

Well, more than six months, more than one hundred and ninety days, 929,500 words, 307 chapters...... It's all a random number, hahaha.

If you don't consider the extras, it's a temporary finish.

The back is the extras and the reversion.

Ah, after more than half a year of perseverance, the task is finally over, and suddenly I feel a lot more relaxed, and my heart is a little empty.

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The theme of this story is actually just 12 words: "Let go of the past, welcome the future, and achieve happiness".

It's something I want to do for myself.

If you can relate to one or two readers, it would be a great honor.

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Chen Jiayu I want to write corresponds to the "little prince", he is a sincere, kind, simple and trustworthy person, he symbolizes the child in my heart, who can let go of the pain from the past and bravely move towards the future.

Therefore, the setting of "a hundred cycles" is just to make him more reasonable in the face of hesitation and retreat when true love comes, and he has never intended to shape him into an image of an omniscient and omnipotent immortal, nor is it in line with the theme of this story.

As for Cai Cai, the inspiration naturally came from the fox.

And then her name, I deliberately wanted to be a little more grounded, and then I deliberately wanted to be the same as Chen Jiayu's abbreviation, so the name "Cai Jiayi" came like this.

It feels pretty good, right.

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There are also some readers who may have deleted their comments, and I apologize here.

In fact, most of the comments I deleted were not malicious, and the attitude was quite friendly, just comments that pointed out what they thought was a problem.

I'm not criticizing either.

It's because I'm a person who is prone to anxiety and internal friction.

Sometimes a simple book review can make my heart beat faster, I want to throw up, I feel dizzy, I can't think, and I even avoid writing.

I really can't help but delete them, please forgive me.

Actually, the problem is still with myself.

This concern for criticism stems from my low self-esteem.

I'm actually quite an inferior person.

The more you have low self-esteem, the less you want to face criticism.

To put it bluntly, in fact, there are only six words - "lack of security".

If I had enough savings to feed and clothe me now, or a few books that would have enough money to support my future income and prove my writing prowess, and they would be a source of confidence and security for me, I wouldn't have bothered with criticism and laughed it off.

Therefore, until the status quo is significantly changed, my anxiety should come from insecure human instincts, which are difficult to change.

I'd love to get it done, because I'm half a perfectionist.

Saying this upside down, I'm just like I'm babbling like crazy.

Sleep, tomorrow upload Shen Nianchu's extras.

After the full text is revised, it will be uploaded at one time, and a new testimonial will be written at that time.

Goodbye and I wish you all the best.