Chapter 19: Guilt

This time, He Yuanling felt that it was too worthwhile.

I won't talk about it two days ago, just this one is enough for him to be shocked.

She is so disgusted and disgusted with him, would she be willing to give birth to a child for him?

There seems to be a fire burning in my heart, and I want to bring the man who said this home now.

"Sister-in-law, look at what your uncle gave."

Originally, He Yuanling didn't want to pass over so quickly, and wanted to hear what his daughter-in-law would say, but he was exposed by the villain in his arms.

He didn't expect that in just these few days, he would develop a habit of listening to the corners, and he could hear what he liked to listen to every time.

In his ears was the crisp sound of his nieces and nephews shaking in nine rings of jade, and Shen Huarou, who was sitting with his back to him not far away, turned around and smiled like a flower.

It's looking at the two children, and it's also looking at him.

"It's time to eat."

It was almost noon when they came, and they had been talking for a while, and the kitchen was ready.

Originally, this kind of thing didn't need to be done by one of his uncles, he asked for it on his own, so he brought two little ones over to invite them.

"Let's eat, we'll talk about it in the afternoon." Chang waved his hand and asked the big guys to go.

Shen Huarou helped her mother, and Yu and Deng went over to pick up their daughter and asked them if they had thanked their uncle.

He Yuanling fell last, but he didn't feel neglected, but he couldn't take his eyes off his daughter-in-law's back.

At noon, Shen Boqing also came back, a few men sat at a table to drink and eat, and a few of their ladies and children sat at a table and chatted while eating.

The children have the habit of taking a nap, and after the meal, Yu and Deng took the children back to take a nap, and Shen Huarou followed her mother back to the main courtyard.

The mother and daughter hadn't seen each other for a long time, and no one was willing to take a nap, so they sat in the house and talked.

She had been chatting about things that happened at home, and suddenly her mother asked her, "Rou'er has already discovered the advantages of Yuan Ling?" ”

Meeting her mother's loving smiling eyes, Shen Huarou was stunned at first, and then blushed unconsciously.

Nodding slightly, "Hmm." ”

She thought that her mother would ask her to be specific, and she was also searching for He Yuanling's advantages in her memory, but her mother didn't ask.

She waited until her mother said, "How can there be a thousand good things between husband and wife from the beginning, let alone two people who were unrelated before, even if the family members who have been together for ten or twenty years are also discordant."

Whether it is a relative, a husband and wife, or any other relationship, it is necessary to run in through big and small things and time.

It's like your eldest brother and sister-in-law, when your eldest brother studied under Mr. Yu, your eldest brother was at the bottom of Mr. Yu's many disciples.

You think it's your sister-in-law and you look down on your eldest brother? The world admires and worships better people, but who can be excellent everywhere?

Your sister-in-law, Hui Zhilanxin, is not like others who only see your eldest brother at a disadvantage in reading.

After getting along for a long time, if you look hard, you can always find some shining points that are not too prominent, but they belong to him and are suitable for him. ”

Her mother had also said these words to her before, but she didn't really think about it with her heart, nor did she think about looking at some points of light that belonged to He Yuanling with her heart.

may really be after the loss of the sudden awakening to cherish, in the previous life after He Yuanling was gone, she also thought about it more than once.

If he was still around, would she have a shoulder to lean on once in a while?

If he was still here, would Yaya be as cheerful and carefree as Jing Jing Juanjuan?

If he were still alive, she wouldn't be a widow, and Yaya wouldn't be a fatherless child?

In the past, every time she thought of this, she had to scold He Yuanling, did she regret it at that time?

In the past few days, He Yuanling has done things one by one in her mind, he took the initiative to show his mother-in-law for himself, he brought back the pastries and notebooks, he was willing to compromise and forbear for himself.

On the road, leaning on his arms was indeed more comfortable than sitting dry, and the journey for more than an hour did not feel bumpy and uncomfortable.

I always thought he was idle, but he was already motivated when he didn't know it.

Whether what he said to his father and eldest brother was empty or the truth, he would definitely not be able to hide it from his father and eldest brother.

At this time, Shen Huarou suddenly realized that she had really neglected him too much in the past, and a trace of guilt suddenly rose in her heart.

Chang quietly watched his daughter thoughtfully and did not bother, even if she said more, it was better for her to experience the feelings herself.

When her parents set her up for the Shen family, she was not happy.

That is the husband and brother are just a petty official, and the Shen family is not as good as now, but her parents prepared ten miles of red makeup for her and let her marry far away to Jingzhou.

Later, she understood her parents' good intentions.

Their Chang family can be regarded as able to speak in Yangzhou shipping, and it is not impossible for her to marry the son of the Yangzhou official family, but her parents insist that she marry into the Shen family, only saying that from Lord Shen, it can be seen that the Shen family style is strict, and the Shen family will not be wrong.

Yes, although she married into the Shen family and lived comfortably as when she was at home, the Shen family did not have those dirty things to worry about.

The old man is honest and rigorous, and he is responsible, and he treats her and children as a husband and father.

Even if she hired a two-room concubine to enter the door later, her status in the Shen family remained unchanged, and the lord never favored the two-room concubine room too much to embarrass her.

He also discussed everything in the family with her, and never quarreled with her about when to blush.

The two concubines are also well-hired women from good families, and they have always been respectful to her, and the children they have given birth to have grown up by her side have also been raised by her side, and they are all good children.

Looking back on half a life, she naturally knows how her life is going, and it is much better than the sisters who married the high-ranking families in the family.

When it comes to the marriage of several children in the family, she does not seek to be rich and rich, but only wants the children to live a smooth life.

The wind and waves are certainly passionate, but what can compare to a lifetime of smooth wind and water and stable old age?

Her Huarou is too well protected when she is at home, if she is allowed to marry into a wealthy family, how can she live a good life with her temperament?

Although the He family is lower, the He family is a well-known kind family in Shiqiao Village, and they are old friends of their father-in-law.

Her family Huarou also needs a husband like Yuan Ling to protect her, otherwise the husband and wife are both soft, who will support them when something really happens?

Although the Shen family can support her, it is not as stable as their husband and wife after all.

"Mother, I know that I will live a good life with him."

After a pause, Shen Huarou said again: "Actually, He Yuanling also has his own shining point.

I was the one who drilled the horns before, and I will change it in the future.

You're right, who can not have their own habits and character, and they can't blindly let others accommodate me. ”

Thinking about it carefully, she was disgusted with all kinds of things that she couldn't get used to He Yuanling, and it wasn't a big deal to say it.

Compared to life and death, it is not enough to compare.

Thinking of this, Shen Huarou suddenly felt that her mood suddenly brightened.

"That's one thing, but don't grieve yourself.

The Shen family and your father and mother will always support you, Yuan Ling is really going to bully you, we will never let it go. ”

Of course, the Chang family will not blindly persuade her daughter to obey, her Shen family is marrying a daughter or marrying an in-law, not rushing to sell her daughter to be bullied.

After Shen Bocheng came back, someone came to report, but fortunately it was in the inner courtyard, and He Yuanling didn't have a chance to listen to the corner.

Otherwise, he would tremble a few times at his mother-in-law's words.

He was sure that if he dared to really bully Shen Huarou, his mother-in-law would definitely become his ex-mother-in-law.

In the afternoon, He Yuanling and his two uncles discussed the details of business in the study, and when the brother-in-law returned, they moved to the garden to drink tea and dissipate the smell of wine.

From time to time, he looked at the entrance of the garden, and finally when he didn't know how many times he looked, he saw the shadow of his heart.

"Sixth sister, if you don't come to your brother-in-law, you're going to have a long neck, and your brother-in-law has looked at this half of the tea no less than ten times, tsk......t"