Chapter 6 The Past Is Unbearable

"Yes! The tears were holding back, choking in the throat, and the sobbing sound was even more intermittent. In order not to let the housekeeper know that she was crying, she endured her little face and felt distressed when she looked at it. Didn't she just want you to be lectured by me? Xiaoyu, Xia Er is a good girl, she likes you, you have to cherish her, why do you always make her sad? ”

"Mom, I know Natsu is a good girl. But just because she likes me doesn't mean I have to be restrained by her. I need a space of freedom, not having someone around me to get in the way of everything. It makes me feel like one of those prisoners, sitting in the cell every day and being watched, and it makes me uncomfortable, and I almost can't breathe. Yan Zhengyu was dissatisfied with his mother always speaking for Lin Xia and told him about his suffering.

"But after all, you are going to get married in the future, so you can be considerate of each other. She is so clingy to you, it's not that she relies on you and trusts you. You have been only children since you were a child, you have played together since you grew up, and you have taken care of each other for so many years, how can you grow up and not tolerate each other? Yan's mother saw that her son was so willful, which caused the relationship between the two childhood sweethearts to become more and more stiff, and it didn't work for her to be in a hurry, only if her son opened up.

"Mom, can you not joke about my marriage, just a joke between a few neighbors, you have booked my marriage partner, have you ever thought about my feelings. Do you know why I don't like Lin Xia more and more? Because of your unwarranted claims. Yan Zhengyu roared angrily, he has always been haunted by this matter, why should other people's jokes after tea and dinner decide the other half of his life, such a hasty attitude makes him very annoying with prudence as his advantage.

"But Xia'er, she likes you, and you like her too, my mother knows it very well, how could it be a hasty decision?"

"Huh! Mom, who said that I like Lin Xia, I only have brother and sister affection for her, and to put it even more ugly, I just treat her as a neighbor who has played with me since I was a child. Yan Zhengyu ignored the sudden uneasiness in his heart and said what he was hiding deep in his heart. He just wanted to get rid of Lin Xia as soon as possible now, so that she wouldn't interfere with his life again. He didn't know that saying these words would cost him a lot later on.

"Xiaoyu, don't talk nonsense, otherwise you will regret it. Don't come and beg me to intercede for you. Yan's mother saw her son say so firmly, but she was afraid that he would be confused and say something that he shouldn't have said, after all, Xiao Xia was upstairs now, and her words must have been heard by her clearly. Now she has to be sad again, I'm afraid she is crying! Alas!

"I speak from the heart, so I don't regret it." Yan Zhengyu gritted his teeth and said word by word.

"Ahh Lin Xia on the bed sat up in a panic, raised his hand to wipe his face, it was all wet, and he didn't know whether it was tears or sweat. Is it a dream? Of course not, she clearly remembered that when Yan Zhengyu said the words "He will never regret it", the firm look and the unwavering determination stung her eyes and smashed her heart. She remembered that at that time, she just went to Yueyi Junior High School and told him that her junior high school application form had applied for this school, and she wanted to study where there were his footprints, even if he was no longer in this school. It's just that she didn't expect that when she told him with joy and anticipation, he actually said with a cold face: "You came to me just to tell me this kind of thing?" Do you know, I'm busy, so don't bother me with that. I left here quickly without anything else, and was seen by my classmates, and I had to gossip again. ”