Extra 4 Qi Yu's monologue
Everything was going according to my plan, but I didn't expect Zhou Miaomiao to be pregnant.
The guilt was like a flood beast that suddenly extinguished that imperceptible glimmer of joy.
I still remember cuddling up in my arms and showing me videos of kids on the Internet, asking me if I liked boys or girls.
I'm all right.
I have a baby now, but I am with the person who killed her......
How do I deal with her......
I wanted to escape from this place that made it hard for me to breathe.
Zhou Miaomiao hugged me and didn't allow me to leave, looking at the tears on her face, my chest hurt as if it was torn.
Guilt and pain tugged back and forth in my body.
I ended up gritting my teeth and pushing her away.
I heard her call my name, but I didn't dare look back, I didn't dare to see her teary eyes.
I'm afraid I won't be able to walk as soon as I turn around.
So what's the point of all this I've carefully planned.
When I got back to the office, I received a call from the nanny saying that the baby was gone.
I held up the phone and was in a daze.
I didn't dare to think about what had happened that day, I worked day and night, imprisoning myself in a small office on that side.
One day, the special assistant suddenly asked for leave and said that he would go back to take care of the sick child.
All my armor was crushed and scattered in that instant.
My child was killed by my own hands......
After hanging up the phone, I realized that my face was already full of tears.
I don't want to go any further.
I went to the hospital and saw Zhou Miaomiao.
She lay pale and lifeless on the hospital bed.
I forcibly suppressed the regret in my heart that was about to break through the ground.
The fingertips pinched tightly into the palm, pretending to say the word divorce lightly.
My chest ached.
She rushed up to me and told me to pay for her baby over and over again.
One of the strings of sanity snapped and broke.
I told her all about it, and I really didn't think to tell her.
I just want to get a divorce quickly and put an end to this mess.
She asked me if I had married her just to get revenge on her.
Those memories between us came flooding back to me.
I can't deny that my girlfriend Miao Miao was hastily cremated by their family, and I didn't even see her for the last time.
Who can understand my pain?
Those vicious words were blurted out by me.
I didn't dare to look at her devastated side when she learned the truth.
I had succeeded in hurting her, but I fled like a defeated soldier.
That's fine, she must have agreed to divorce me, and I comforted myself repeatedly in my heart.
The next morning I received a call from the hospital saying that my wife had passed away.
I subconsciously retorted that it was impossible, that I had made the wrong call.
Hung up the phone in a panic.
My fingers trembled as I kept signing the stacked contracts.
The words that have been praised by others crawl crookedly at Party A's signature.
I couldn't stop, my mind went blank and I couldn't think at all.
The secretary's knocking and shouting were all blocked by me.
Until he pulled out the pen I held in my hand.
Jing Xiaoshen said, "The Zhou family knocked out the words and said that Mrs. ...... herself Committed suicide."
I picked up the ashtray on the table and slammed it on the ground and yelled, "Impossible, how could Zhou Miaomiao commit suicide, she must have lied to me, I'll go to the hospital now to see what she wants to do!"
Before I arrived at her hospital room, I heard Zhou's mother's cry.
I didn't give up, and walked in quickly.
The figure covered with a white cloth on the hospital bed came into view.
My feet were fixed there, unable to move.
His brother said I had forced her to death.
But so what, she killed my girlfriend first.
Yes, that's right, that's it.
Zhou Chi said that he killed him, I hate the wrong person......
I sat down on the ground as if I had been drained of all my energy.
I killed my own children and forced my wife to death.
In the end, I said that I hated the wrong person and took revenge on the wrong person.
My plans were a joke.
I vented all my hatred on Zhou Chi's body.
I took the knife she used to kill herself, and fled back to our home in a panic.
Look at the pool of blood on the ground.
Dense remorse, fear, and colic surged through my body.
Tears poured down like rain, blurring my vision.
Blood looms.
Grief-stricken, I could only rely on alcohol to numb my nerves.
I didn't dare to wake up.
Otherwise, how would I spend the next few minutes?
I suddenly remembered that Miao Miao always had a faint scent of camellia on her body.
Back in the bedroom, I dug out her clothes and smelled the scent she left behind to feel a moment of peace of mind.
I was surprised to see the little one.
The word "home" rushed into my vision blindly.
A warm family of three snuggled there.
Originally, I had all of this.
It's me, it's me who destroys everything.
I'm the culprit.
What reason do I have to live?
The people I love the most are dead because of me.
I have nothing left.
I'm lying in that pool of blood, and I'm going to be with them.