Chapter 184: He hugged her
Lin Xia was infected by his sadness, and asked hesitantly, "What about her?" ”
"Gone." The sigh-like voice sounded again, Jiang Shuzhe lowered his head, he couldn't see his expression, but he could feel the pain in his voice, "Leave forever, never come back." ”
Lin Xia instantly confessed what he meant, her throat tightened, and she asked stiffly: "Jiang Shuzhe, she, is she your mother?" ”
Jiang Shuzhe didn't answer, but said: "Lin Xia, I've thought about it for the past few days and determined one thing, it's not a good feeling to be a stranger to you." ”
"I don't want to do this anymore, so I compromise with myself, I can do whatever I want, even if I make up the class, I'm willing." He looked at her earnestly, his voice soft and slow.
"Jiang Shuzhe, I don't force you, but I hope you can accept it, I'...... I don't want you to give up on yourself. Lin Xia looked back at him and said the same thing in his heart.
"I don't know what you went through to make you choose this way to rebel against your dad, but as you said, if your mom sees you like this, she will be sad, so why do you want to do something that makes her sad?"
"I think the person in this world who doesn't want to make her sad is you, and you don't want to do that, do you?"
Lin Xia said word by word, every sentence could knock on his deep thoughts, Jiang Shuzhe felt the boundless guilt slowly wrapping his whole heart, making him difficult to breathe, panting heavily, "Lin Xia, you are right, in the end, it is me who is the most uncomfortable, not my dad." For so many years, I kept asking myself if the old man would repent of becoming someone he hated even himself. ”
"For this possibility, I have become what everyone calls the Great Demon King of the Mixed World, everyone is afraid, the negative teaching material, there is no cure, these labels are attached to me. In the middle of the night, I smiled numbly and watched myself being swallowed up by the darkness, which was the result I wanted, but I couldn't be happy. Jiang Shuzhe smiled weakly, and his words were sarcastic about himself.
Lin Xia listened, and suddenly felt distressed about him, she approached Jiang Shuzhe, and laughed softly: "No, in my eyes, you are not feared, not a negative teaching material, and not incurable, on the contrary, you are righteous, hard-mouthed and soft-hearted, and what you want to do, you must be able to do better than others, Jiang Shuzhe, you have a shining point, but you are ignored by yourself." ”
Jiang Shuzhe looked at her in disbelief, "What did you say?" ”
Lin Xia: "I said, you are very good, so don't be presumptuous." ”
As soon as she finished speaking, Jiang Shuzhe hugged her violently, his chin against her hair, closed his eyes, and said, "Thank you, Lin Xia, I will never forget what you just said in my life." ”
Lin Xia didn't expect Jiang Shuzhe to hug her suddenly, he was so frightened that he didn't dare to move, he stood stiffly, his hands hanging down at his side, and he had forgotten to lift up to push him away.
But before Lin Xia could react to what to do, Jiang Shuzhe took a step back and said apologetically: "I'm sorry, I was so excited that I forgot to be measured." ”
Lin Xia blushed, thinking that if it didn't matter, it would be a bit fake, so she simply didn't open her mouth and waited for Jiang Shuzhe's next sentence.
Jiang Shuzhe was also very embarrassed, he was really moved for a while, he was so happy that he was carried away, he didn't think too much about it, he hugged the person in front of him, at that time his mind was very simple, there were no dirty thoughts, it was completely a move that he couldn't help but do, and he didn't even react to himself.