“… Since I can walk, I have been caught by the master to practice, and when I am a little older, I will either climb the mountain or chop wood, hey! It's all tears! ”

Although she said this, there was a smile in her eyebrows. It is obvious that the hard work may be really hard, but it is not unhappy.

"Oh, and the time when I was recognized by the Tong family."

Her voice gradually lowered, "Now that I think about it, I was like a brain twitch during that time, and I was bent on regaining the so-called family affection. ”

In fact, after so long, her life is now quite happy, and she has slowly forgotten these things.

She poured a sip of juice: "Now I have figured it out, this person also needs fate to get along with others, and family affection is the same, we can't choose what kind of family we were born in, we can only try to hold the future in our own hands." ”

Shen Mingjiao looked at her with some surprise: "I really didn't see it." You still have this realization! ”

Cui Lingling raised his chin and snorted: "Don't you underestimate people!" Where is this? I was less than seven years old and I was able to climb most of the mountains to buy groceries by myself, and I have walked the road and seen more scenery than you. ”

After speaking, he quietly looked at Gu Danxue, and saw that although she was sitting quietly and not speaking, her ears were pricked up, as if she was listening very seriously. She breathed a sigh of relief.

Shen Mingjiao took a sip of wine: "It's my turn, if you want to say that the particularly unhappy days are in the years of the Yongchang Hou Mansion, when I was seven years old, before that, because I was the youngest daughter in the family, my parents and sisters were used to it, I remember when I was in Qingzhou, a little chubby boy from my father's colleague always liked to pull my braids, I was so angry!" Pressing people to the ground without saying a word is a scratch, and outsiders said it at that time. rushed to my parents' pampering of children, and when I grew up, I would definitely be smashed in my hands and unable to get married. At this, she sighed

After that, his parents died one after another, and his sister disappeared, and she was suddenly taken back to the Hou Mansion in the capital. From a delicate woman who was held in the palm of her hand to being trampled on all day long, it was the most difficult period of my life. ”

Gu Danxue smiled and said, "You are luckier than me." ”

Shen Mingjiao also admitted that she and Gu Danxue's situation was somewhat similar, but she had already remembered at that time, and her parents' kindness to her would always remain in her heart.

Without expectations, she naturally wouldn't be sad and sad, and she was only thinking about how to survive at that time.

After Gu Danxue finished speaking, she poured herself a large glass of wine, she drank white wine, Shen Mingjiao was a little frightened, for fear that if she poured this cup, people would fall directly.

Fortunately, Gu Danxue seems to be born with a good amount of alcohol, and after such a big glass of wine, her face has not even changed.

"I was less than four years old when my father sent me back to Beijing, and after all these years, I don't remember much about it, but I remember that it seemed very sad at the time.

In fact, at the beginning, the second aunt's family was very good to me, just like ......"

She tilted her head and thought about it, and her appearance was a little playful: "Just like my housekeeper in the front yard, she is cautious and extremely flattering." ”

"When did it start to change? It was probably that year, the border was unstable, my father didn't send a letter back for a long time, I had an argument with Gu Yun, and the two accidentally fell into the lotus pond during the scuffle, and the second aunt stared at me like she was going to eat people.

I was only about to be five years old at the time, and I was directly frightened by the water, and I had a fever for a few days after I went back. When I saw my second aunt again, I couldn't help but feel a little frightened. ”

She poured herself another glass of wine and shook her head with a wry smile: "After all these years, sometimes I think back in the middle of the night, if only I could be braver at that time." ”

If she was brave enough at that time, the second aunt's family would not have tasted the sweetness and intensified.

Shen Mingjiao took the wine jug in front of her, replaced it with fruit wine, and said:

"You also said that you were not even five years old at the time, and it is not normal for a five-year-old child to experience such a thing, if he is not afraid."

After this, she just wants to say that women are especially mothers. You must protect yourself well, once you have three long and two short deaths, the bitter one will always be the child, the stepmother and stepfather or something don't mention it first, even if the man can keep it and don't remarry, if he meets a relative with a bad heart, the child will not be good.

The boys are better, especially the girls. She once heard Xu Daniu talk about it, saying that their brother in the previous camp, his wife died of illness, and he had no choice but to send his six-year-old daughter to the countryside to bring to his mother.

The border guard usually has a chance to return home once in several years, and when he finally has the opportunity to go home. The daughter has been transformed by her own grandmother into a paranoid woman who is willing to give everything for her cousin. In order to pay off his cousin's gambling debts, he was willing to marry an old widower in his fifties to fill the house.

It is very difficult to raise a child well, but it is very easy to raise a child.

Cui Lingling subconsciously asked, "Then why didn't you write to tell Gu Houye?" ”

After saying that, she reacted as if she had asked a stupid question, and she couldn't help but scratch her hair in annoyance.

She was born in the rivers and lakes since she was a child, so it is naturally impossible to understand these twists and turns in the back house.

Gu Danxue hammered her eyelashes and waved her hand at her carelessly: "Naturally, I wrote it, but those letters couldn't reach my father at all."

During that time, the border was not very peaceful, my father only had the opportunity to come back once in two or three years, I was surrounded by people arranged by my second aunt, whenever I wanted to talk to my father for a while, the second aunt came over, my body would be instinctively afraid, and my father ......"

Cui Lingling didn't know what to say, and it seemed that any comfort seemed to be pale and weak.

Shen Mingjiao handed over the peeled melon seeds: "It's just that Gu Hou Ye is too coarse." ”

But if Gu Zhao is careful, Gu Erye's family will never dare to be a cheap Gu Danxue like this.

Perhaps because of the wine, Gu Danxue today has a lot of words, and it seems that she wants to say all the words that have been suppressed in her heart all these years, but she didn't mention that Bai Zhegui.

Shen Mingjiao and the others only thought that she was too sad and disappointed to mention it.

Cui Lingling also said: "You are Gu Houye's only daughter, if you want to stay in our rivers and lakes, you can definitely go sideways." Have you heard of Emei Villa! ”

This Shen Mingjiao knew: "I heard the storyteller of the teahouse mention it before, saying that Mei Xue, the daughter of the owner of Emei Mountain Villa, has strong martial arts and is the first beauty in martial arts. ”

Cui Lingling sat up straight with interest: "These are all secondary, the most important point is that I tell you, there are many faces in her Zhuangzi, and all of them are outstanding, indifferent, serious, gentle and merry, and there are all types!" ”

Shen Mingjiao was surprised, and at the same time, the woman was naturally curious about this kind of thing: "Is there really such a thing?" Then she must be very beautiful! ”

Cui Lingling shook his head: "It's very good-looking, but it's still a little worse than you and Miss Yunshu." ”

Gu Danxue was also very interested, she hesitated and asked, "Wouldn't this be bad, won't anyone say it?" ”

Cui Lingling glanced at her, waved his hand and smiled indifferently:

"Of course there is, after all, this kind of thing is deviant in the eyes of the world, but as long as you don't care, your mouth will be said a few more words on others, and you won't lose a piece of meat.

To tell you the truth, I have always been very envious of her in the past, thinking that it will be better to mix in the future, and I will follow her example, get ten or eight beautiful men to raise by my side, and I can eat a few more bowls of rice just by looking at it every day.

Hum! Why is it that only men in the world can hug left and right with three wives and four concubines, why can't women! The tone was still a little indignant.

Not far away. Qin Yan, who hadn't seen anyone for a long time, came back to look for someone: "......"

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