"It seems that everyone thinks that I have no troubles, that I am a rich second generation, never short of money, what troubles can there be, but no one knows, in fact, I really regret it, I have thought countless times, how good it would be if I was only born in an ordinary family, everything I have now, even with my own efforts, I can also fight for it, maybe these processes are not all smooth sailing, but there is no psychological burden after all."

Lu Shi didn't understand what he was saying.

"I don't think I've ever mentioned my parents, right?"

Lu Shi nodded, "Actually, it's nothing, after all, everyone is working, and when they work, who has nothing to mention their parents?"

"What is your definition of a junior?"

Lu Shi was stunned, "What, what?"

At this moment, her mind seemed to be blank for a moment, why did Song Zhen mention the junior for no reason? Could it be that he has something to do with him?

Song Zhen tilted his head and winked at her, "Little San, just like a rat crossing the street, everyone shouts and beats, and can only hide in the dark and smelly sewers, and I can't see the light in my life."

"Aren't you curious, why did I tell you this all of a sudden? It's definitely not just a casual talk, because my mom is a junior."

"Song Xu." Lu Shi's face showed a little pain, she never thought that she couldn't think of it before hearing this sentence, Song Chen's lively and cheerful personality could be related to these two words.

"Don't look at it with such eyes, I don't have anything to sympathize with, after all, you really can't be sympathized with by others as an illegitimate child like me."

Lu Shi was not good at persuasion

Others, at this time, want to comfort them, but they can't say it at all.

After all, in her three views, Xiao San, as Song Zhen described, will never see the light, and will always be rotten and stinky.

"I was brought back to the Song family when I was six years old, my mother had terminal cancer, she couldn't support me anymore, so she could only hand me over to my dad, I will never forget my dad holding my hand and walking in, how disgusted the Song family looked at me up and down, I lived in the Song family for twelve years, until I moved out of the Song family in college, I wanted to cut off relations with them, but I was raised by them for so long, how can I do that kind of white-eyed wolf?"

"Forget it, I don't want to hear it, and you don't want to say it." Lu Shi knew that when Song Zhen said this now, he was tearing open his wounds and torturing himself again and again.

"Why, don't you girls like to gossip? Such a good opportunity to gossip, I don't want to listen to it more, it's like acting in a TV series." Song Zhen smiled at the corner of his mouth, as if he didn't care.

There is no way to compare what Song Zhen has experienced with Lu Shi's past experience at all.

Without waiting for Lu Shi to answer, Song Zhen said again.

"I also have an older brother, two years older than me, when I returned to the Song family, he knew that his good father had another son outside, and now this child was brought back by his father, and he wanted to take away half of his father's love, and even had to compete with him for his place in the family, how could he tolerate me.

The child's malice is very pure and simple, and he excludes and speaks ill of each other again and again, but in fact, what he did was not wrong

, If it were me, I would be more than him, no one in the entire Song family treats me sincerely, even if my father takes me back, it is only because my mother is not capable of raising me, I have his blood in my body, I am the blood of the Song family, so I have to bring me back, and there is no father-son relationship between me."

"After my mother was found out of the late stage, it didn't take long for her to leave, my only reliance in this world is my dad, but my dad is busy with work, and when he came back, he handed me over to his wife, there are too many kinds of private affairs in the big family, and they all say that I am a child adopted from a welfare home, but my eyebrows and eyes are too similar to my dad, in fact, everyone knows it, just don't say it.

I was forced to change my words, calling my mother, every time I saw the disgust on her face, how disgusting it should be to be called by the son of the third child, but in front of outsiders, she still has to pretend to be a good mother to care about me, in fact, one

I've always been quite embarrassed for her, if I had to die, I was really hard in those years, I actually resented many people, I hated my mother, why did you give birth to me, why did I and my father can't control the lower half of our bodies and have to go out to find pleasure, I hate my brother for bullying me again and again since I was a child, I hate my mother for being so mean to me.

I always thought that I hadn't done anything wrong, why did everyone hate me so much, why did they all target me? Suddenly one day it dawned on me that because I was born a mistake, everything I went through was as it should be."

Song Chen's pain is that he can't resent everyone, it's that he is too much

Yu understands.

He couldn't hate his biological mother who gave birth to him.

I can't hate my father who gave him the best material life, and my mother who raised him later, and I can't hate that brother.

So he can only hate himself, never vent, always impose all those mistakes on himself, never get out of that dead cycle, and can only secretly suffer.

Lu Shi's eyes suddenly became a little sour.

She began to blame herself for this kind of thing, why is her mouth so stupid? If it was Lin Wu now, Shanshan would definitely be able to say something to comfort him if he was standing here.

But it's myself here, I can only quarrel, I will only make trouble unreasonably, and I can't comfort others at all.

Song Zhen noticed her expression, "So are you in a better mood now?" You see, not everyone is doing so well, I'm not really doing well, I can't always stay in the past, life still has to go on, life has to go on, maybe one day it will get better, right?"

Lu Shi bit her lip, and suddenly stepped forward and hugged Song Zhen directly.

Lu Shi is not short, but when he holds Song Chen, Baishi needs to stand on his toes.

The only comfort she could think of was this hug.

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