Xing Qi gritted his teeth and took a deep breath, and said in a calm tone as much as possible:

"Girl, listen to me, I know you're trying to help me,

But this is not an ordinary thing, and I don't deserve your ......."

Gu Danxue raised her hand to stop his words. Lowering his eyes, he whispered, "Let me tell you about some of my past affairs!" Do you know why I went to Anqing Fang in disguise? ”

Xing Qi shook his head: "I don't know." ”

He only deduced from the words of Shen Mingjiao and the others that she seemed to have some heart disease, so she was sent to Anqingfang.

Out of respect for her, he didn't deliberately investigate, but according to the timeline, it was thought to be related to the prince's marriage.

Gu Danxue leaned on his solid chest and narrated in a calm tone:

"I've been unpleasant since I was a child, holding a good hand of cards, but I have made a mess of my life, and I have become a laughing stock in the upper circles of the capital, and even my personal maid can dictate to me......"

She didn't say much about the suffering of these years, blaming all the blame on herself, and talking about all the shortcomings.

When she mentioned these things again, her mind was unexpectedly calm, and the times that once made her feel suffocated and depressed were nothing more than she could recall now.

“…… Later, at a banquet, I met a man who said he liked me and was willing to give everything for me......"

Speaking of this, she laughed: "You know what? At that time, I could clearly see the greed and calculation in his eyes at a glance, but so what? Finally there is someone in the world who is willing to say that to me! ”

Even if it's fake, I'll assume it's real! ”

Xing Qi clenched his fists suddenly, he never knew that in the past few years, Gu Danxue had lived like this!

"If it weren't for Princess Su, I would probably have been deceiving myself until I got tired of playing and died with that man!"

Thinking about it now, I was so naïve and ridiculous at that time.

Xing Qi pursed his lips and said with difficulty: "What about the man?" He didn't bully you! ”

Gu Danxue glanced at him in some surprise, and asked the ghost: "Do you mind very much?" ”

Xing Qi subconsciously shook his head: "No, if he bullied you, I will kill him." ”

Listening to his cold tone, Gu Danxue's mood inexplicably improved. She flipped over and chose a comfortable position to lie down,

"I can't even remember what the man looked like now, but I remember that he approached me to give birth to a child, oh, and he said that I was like a monster who was neither male nor female!"

Xing Qi gritted his teeth and scolded in a low voice: "He has eyes but no beads!" ”

He had already decided in his heart that if he had the chance, he would definitely find the man and break his body into pieces.

"I'm not telling you this to make you sympathize with me. I just want to tell you that after so many things, I have seen it, and I will no longer live in the back house, and I plan to walk around and do what I want to do for the rest of my life. Maybe I won't get married for the rest of my life,

And you have taken care of me for so long, I am quite grateful to you, and I accidentally planted a love Gu, what about me...... I'm curious about this kind of thing, you just think it's a dew marriage,

If I don't marry in the future, I won't be an old girl forever. If you meet the right person to marry, because of the power of the Hou Mansion, you don't dare to mind if you want to come. ”

After saying this, she herself was stunned, she has always been clumsy, but one day she can say such a thing without changing her face.

She didn't say a word about her hazy love for him, she gave herself away, just to make him suffer less. But he didn't want to let him have a little psychological burden. She wasn't sure when Shen Mingjiao's witch doctor would come?

It's not that she deliberately belittles herself. Jumping out of the previous mole Gu, chastity and her, in fact, are not so important.

When the two of them unravel their love Gu, she will ask Shen Mingjiao to erase the memory of Xingqi.

If he was still willing to accept her at that time, it would be good.

If he doesn't want to...... Then she won't force it.

After she said this, the man in front of her was stunned for a long time. Then he hugged her, and he hugged her so hard, as if he wanted to embed her in his bones.

However, Gu Danxue could clearly feel that this hug did not carry a trace of lust.

The man's mellow voice sounded low in her ears:

"In the past, I occasionally felt that the heavens were unfair to me, but if all the suffering was only for this moment, then I ...... Sweet! ”

Gu Danxue's unfinished words hidden under reason, how could he not understand it?

Gu Danxue's heart was beating fast, the calm analysis just now seemed to be just an illusion, but at this moment she returned to her usual appearance, and she didn't know where to put her hands and feet for a while, she only felt that his voice at the moment was really good.

"That'...... Here we go! ”

After saying that, he blushed and tried to untie his shirt.

Xing Qi lightly held her hand and smiled warmly:

"How can this kind of thing make a girl take the initiative?"

Gu Danxue blinked blankly: "That's ......"

"Well, close your eyes."

Under his gentle and nice voice, Gu Danxue unconsciously closed her eyes obediently.

Then, she felt a large, warm hand brush the back of her neck, and then she didn't know anything.

Xing Qi withdrew his hand, helped her comb her messy broken hair, and stared at her beautiful face quietly.

His fingers trembled slightly, and to this day, he still felt unreal.

He has been thinking about the girl for so many years, and he likes him!

He asked Xiao Er to buy a set of painting tools, sat in front of the bed, picked up the paintbrush, recalled the scenery of Qishan that Gu Danxue admired the day before yesterday, and began to sketch little by little.

In addition to practicing martial arts, he seems to be born good at painting, and others have to learn the foundation for a long time, but he can easily do it.

I remember that when I was in the East Palace, the prince once saw his paintings, and it was rare to smash his easel out of control.

In the past, it was only the crown prince who was jealous of his talent, but when he thought of the uncle Wei Che mentioned by Princess Su, he lowered his eyes thoughtfully for a moment.

Then he shook his head and retracted his thoughts, no matter who his biological parents were, it was no longer very important.

……

Fortunately, the heavens did not toss the man and woman for too long, and when the sun was about to set, the witch doctor finally arrived.

Shen Mingjiao didn't have time to greet the other party, so she directly led people to Gu Danxue's courtyard.

Not long after Gu Danxue woke up, she recalled the things she had done before going to bed, and she was so embarrassed that she didn't dare to look at the young man in front of her for a while.

But soon her eyes were drawn to a painting on an easel in front of her bed. The rolling mountains shine under the afterglow of the setting sun, creating a sense of ethereal atmosphere.

She muttered, "So you always remembered, you... It's a really good drawing! ”