Chapter 516: Blessing (Second Watch)
Zhao Chengyuan reached out and scratched her nose, "Even if you are still clever, you don't plan to give your husband a favor."
Han Youning frowned and smiled, "Where can the husband be a favor, no one can take it away. Besides, my husband is so good-looking."
Zhao Chengyuan had a smile in his eyes, "Naughty."
He took the brocade mat away and tossed it aside, "Do you feel indebted to her?"
The smile on Han Youning's face retracted, and she nodded slightly, "In her previous life, she committed suicide on the way to make peace with her relatives, and it was I who caused her to suffer this unwarranted disaster. In the previous life, she was forced to a dead end, and in this life, I led her to a less painful path, which can be regarded as repaying her debts."
It's just that she is not sure whether Wang Caifei can let go of Zhao Chengyuan. She can only do her best to obey the destiny of heaven.
Zhao Chengyuan said, "You don't really have to take this responsibility on yourself. The person who drove her to a dead end was not you, she was born in the Wang family, and she was a concubine, and she was destined to be a pawn at the mercy of others. Even without you, she wouldn't have a good home."
Han Youning smiled, "If it's convenient, just try to have peace of mind."
"That's fine."
is not a critical person, since You Ning has no other thoughts, Zhao Chengyuan has no interest in discussing too much.
He picked up a book and drank his tea, flipping through it.
He likes to read, and he reads any book, Han Youning didn't bother him, got up and went to the study.
She has been practicing calligraphy with her right hand for a year, and the words she writes gradually have a little bit of Zhao Chengyuan's elegance and ease, and the traces of Zhao Chen are gradually drifting away.
She tried to write the word "Fu", which is the word with the deepest imprint on Zhao Chen.
She looked closely, and there was still a vague shadow of Zhao Chen on it—the "Tian" on the right was too big.
Zhao Chen said that the so-called blessing means that his wife and children have clothes to wear and have a field to plant, and if a man wants to make his wife and children have no worries about food and clothing, he must expand the field to a larger extent, so that the word "Fu" can be stable.
Therefore, the word "Fu" he wrote is big in the field.
Han Youning dipped in ink and wrote another one, deliberately making the "Tian" a little smaller, because of the stagnation of the pen, the whole character looked nondescript and ugly.
Han Youning frowned, and even wrote a few blessing words, all of them were very awkward, always looking at something wrong.
One hand took the pen from her hand, "There are some things, the more you want to deliberately forget, the more profound the memory will be."
Even if your hand forgets, it will be engraved in your heart.
Han Youning raised his head, "Lord Wang......"
Zhao Chengyuan picked up the pen and wrote down a blessing word, there is no big field, there is no majestic thick ink and heavy color, it is still steady, calm and comfortable.
He said, "The real forgetting is that you don't have to deliberately avoid it, and you don't deliberately mention it. Fu, just one word. Write it when you need it, and when you don't, whatever it looks like, just let it be the same as any other word, formless, and not occupy your mind."
You can mention Wang Caifei calmly, but you don't mention what Wang Caidan said, and you don't mention Zhao Chen.
Whether it was the past three months or now, you have deliberately avoided Zhao Chen. Zhao Chen refused Xiliang's affiliation at all costs, and almost took his life, you already know, but you refuse to ask in detail. ….
More and more truths from your previous life have surfaced, what do you think of Zhao Chen now?
Zhao Chengyuan looked at the little girl who didn't speak with a tight face, and sighed, "Okay, it's good for you to write whatever you want, and if you don't avoid me writing this blessing character, it's also a great progress."
She is a little girl, and she is too her. In her previous life, she was unforgettable, and it was not easy for her to do this in just one year.
Han Youning's mouth flattened aggrievedly, and he lay on the bookcase without saying a word.
Zhao Chengyuan sat beside her and rubbed her hair, "You didn't mention him because you were afraid that I would be unhappy?"
Han Youning nodded.
She had a grudge against Zhao Chen before, and she had less scruples about the past with him. But now, she has a lot less resentment towards Zhao Chen, and she is afraid that once she shows other emotions, Zhao Chengyuan will be more distracted.
Zhao Chengyuan asked again, "Do you know that the prince refused to make peace for you, and did not hesitate to fight with Xiliang twice, but you feel sorry for him and feel that you have misunderstood him?"
Han Youning nodded again.
Zhao Chengyuan said, "Didn't you realize that you have been collecting debts and paying off debts all your life? Whether it is your debt or not, take it on yourself."
Han Youning sat up straight and said, "This battle between Da Zhou and Xiliang, whether it is in the previous life or this life, is something I owe to the world...... and the Prince's. I have a clear grievance, and I don't want to owe him favors, I remember what he owes me, and I will admit this debt if I owe him."
Zhao Chengyuan smiled and said, "Then if the debts are paid off and you don't owe each other, will you feel better?"
"Hmm." Han Youning frowned and said, "I have repaid the debts of the world, but how can I repay his debts?"
Zhao Chengyuan asked, "You only heard that he fought to the death alone, do you know who saved him in the end?"
"Is it the prince?"
Zhao Chengyuan smiled, "There are two people who saved him, one is me and the other is you."
Han Youning was puzzled, "Me? I was far away in Xiangping Mansion at that time, how could I save him?"
Zhao Chengyuan smiled, "Forgot the three pills you gave me? It was those three pills that pulled him back from the Ghost Gate."
He roughly talked about the situation that day, of course, he did not describe Zhao Chen as miserable, so as not to pity the little girl.
Han Youning looked sideways, "The prince is broad-minded, he didn't see death and didn't save him, and he was willing to give him all the life-saving pills."
Zhao Chengyuan said, "He can work hard in the northwest, whether it is for you or for the safety of Dazhou, I can save him."
Han Youning's expression was a little more relaxed, and he said, "I thought he went to the northwest to fight for the military power in the northwest."
"Not only you, but even me, as well as Prince An Linghou, didn't think he was going to defend the country at first."
Han Youning sighed, "Maybe he's used to being strong, and everyone always likes to speculate about him in the worst way."
I'm afraid even Emperor Qingming thinks the same way. But Zhao Chen has always refused to defend himself, or, he explained, no one is willing to believe him.
Zhao Chengyuan took her in his arms domineeringly, "You don't have to sympathize with him, he doesn't deserve much sympathy."
Han Youning sneered, "How did the prince become so stingy, and he praised you for being broad-minded. Didn't the prince say that when you need to write the word Fu, you don't have to avoid writing it with a pen, and you don't need to read it when you don't need it?"
"The little girl has sharp teeth."
Zhao Chengyuan bowed his head and said, "Don't worry, I already sent someone to Xiliang to look for him more than a month ago."
A smile bloomed on Han Youning's face, "Fang is what I said wrong, the prince is really broad-minded."
Zhao Chengyuan got up with a smile, "Okay, let's eat."
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