Chapter 202, Mitsuki won't be angry if she knows it (3.2k)
[At your behest, Mitsuki Asagiri declined the invitation, and you took Nao to this wedding. 】
[Nakajima Yohei has a lot of friends, Nakajima family relatives also have a lot of relatives, plus Ibuki family's relatives and friends, there are hundreds of people, so the hotel where the wedding is held is very lively, and there is no need for the master of ceremonies to mobilize the atmosphere, and the hall is bustling. 】
[You and Icami sat on both sides of Nao, and they deliberately chose a table in the corner, Nao still felt very nervous, because she and your appearance, there were many people looking at you, and these unfamiliar eyes made her panic. 】
[Her mental preparation, the walls in her heart, failed to effectively protect against this, but these walls played a role in unexpected places, blocking the waves surging in her heart layer by layer, blocking her expression. 】
[She kept quiet, her panic, only in her heartbeat, only in her eyes, from the outside, she was just a beauty who was not very used to the excitement. However, this silence could not be maintained for long, and the raging floods would eventually burst the levees. 】
[Under the table, you squeeze her palm.] 】
[Since you and Mitsuki Asagiri, you haven't had physical contact again, this is the first time. 】
[Nao turned her head to look at you, her uneasiness and fear were scattered by surprise and shyness, and these two emotions intertwined in her chest and slowly faded away. 】
[She no longer feels nervous, but she feels a little guilty.] This is not an over-the-top contact, and it has already made her heart beat faster. 】
[She is worried, if Mitsuki Asagiri knows, she will definitely be very angry. 】
[She blamed herself for the fault, because she couldn't stand this scene, and you stretched out your hand for her. 】
[Icami next to her noticed your movements, and she looked away, her heart full of shock. 】
[After you and Asagiri Mitsuki got along, Chiju Kazumi was lost for a long time, she obediently accepted the reality and was trying to cut off her thoughts, and now, seeing you and Nao's actions, she who had already reached a dead end, opened the door to a new path. 】
“……?”
Looking at the analog text, Nan Yuxi was a little flustered in her heart, the emotions that had been stabilized, should there be twists and turns again?
It's really – it's amazing!
Although he is also him in the Sims, watching the Sims is like watching a dream or fantasy, and some scenes that are unwilling to accept in reality are no longer so resistant in fantasy, but make people feel interesting.
Like, I must want to see all kinds of changes, all kinds of tribulations, and even tragic endings, and the kind of smooth sailing story is not very popular.
In a way, people have a thirst for tribulation.
Nan Yuki watches Sims, often in such a state of mind, in short, it's not a big deal to watch the excitement.
He glanced down quickly, a little disappointed.
The Sims didn't let things get to that point.
I thought that in Sims, he wanted to secretly develop a relationship with Nao outside of Mitsuki Asagiri, and the wedding event was a beginning, but I didn't expect that in Sims, he really just wanted Nao to attend the wedding.
It's normal to think about it carefully, for Yuko and Reina, having an extra father/mother is a big deal, although Nao doesn't participate in the wedding, it's nothing, but the accumulation of soil and water into an abyss, these small things accumulate too much, and it will affect their relationship.
[A month after the wedding, every time Nao Asano sees you, she thinks of holding hands under the table, panicked and shy, and a month later, seeing that you have no movement, she has returned to her previous appearance, she is a little disappointed, and she feels relaxed. 】
[Nao's changes were not hidden from Yuko and Reina, they each had their own plans. 】
[December, approaching the New Year, is also approaching the day in my memory, the morning fog and the beautiful moon say goodbye. You are nervous, you don't know how Mitsuki Asagiri will choose this time, you don't want to lose this partner. 】
[At the mid-December love executive meeting, Mitsuki Asagiri told you about it. Her father was going to work abroad, and her mother would follow, and her parents gave her two options, one was to go abroad with them, or the other was to stay in Japan and live with her grandparents. 】
[Her parents didn't give her much time to think about it, and it was soon the day of departure. 】
[You ask her what she thinks.] 】
Memory scenes appear.
It's dusk, the winter sunset has lost the beauty of spring and autumn, and the afterglow of the sunset is very light, only the stainless steel clothes pole on the balcony reflects a light orange color.
Nan Yuki looked at the girl in front of her.
The air conditioner in the corner worked softly, the heat blew all over the bedroom, Mitsuki's long coat hung on the hanger, she wore a white sweater, a dark blue skirt and a pair of thick stockings, the slim sweater outlined the curves of her upper body, and the mountains were comparable to Yimei.
"You don't seem to care." Minami Yuki said.
Whether to go abroad or stay at home should be a very important matter for anyone, but he couldn't find a trace of panic on Mitsuki's face.
When the girl told the story just now, her expression was as lazy as ever, as if she was telling an inconsequential story.
"Because it doesn't matter." Mitsuki leaned back, supporting the floor with her arms, a posture that made the ups and downs of the sweater more obvious.
"Isn't there a difference between domestic and foreign?"
"It's the same in foreign countries, it's the same in the morning, after school in the afternoon, playing with friends in your free time, shopping and watching videos to pass the time, what's the difference?" Mitsuki Asagiri looked at Yuki Minami.
She had asked herself a similar question countless times, and she had a firm answer in her mind.
"If you go abroad, you will lose Ai Komori's friend, and if you stay in China, you will lose the love of your parents." Minami Yuki replied.
"Didn't the seniors mention themselves? If I go abroad, I'll lose your perfect boyfriend or something. ”
"We're just trading, and Ai Komori is your true friend."
"That's right."
Lowering her head towards Mitsuki, she leaned forward and hugged her bent legs, thoughtful. The hem of the skirt slipped off her legs, and the movement was smooth and silent, so that you can imagine the silkiness of the girl's legs.
"It's gone." Minami Yuki reminded her.
The girl tugged at the top of her skirt in response to Minami Yuki's words, but she didn't pay any attention to the skirt that spread out on the floor below.
Minami Yuki thinks of the blue sky and soft clouds of summer.
Mitsuki Asagiri looked at the void next to her and muttered, "I don't think Ai Komori is my true friend. ”
Her answer was expected by Nan Yuki, but it was foreshadowed by the girl's immersed expression in thought, and the upcoming inner confession made Nan Yuki interested.
He was curious about the girl's thoughts.
"Ai Komori is good to me, and her behavior is in line with the elements of the role of a best friend."
The girl's white face was lying on the gray-blue stockings, her eyes were unfocused, and she fell in an unknown space, and her expression was a little psychedelic because of this.
She continued: "But a relationship can only be established if both parties feel the same way, right? I don't have a feeling of being a friend with Ai Komori, the evidence is that Komori can, Miyamoto can too, Mikami, Kojima, Miyazaki, Sakurai, Otsutsu, Aonuma can be, choose Komori, just because she is stupid. ”
"Komori is going to cry when he hears it."
"Compared to Komori, who can be replaced by anyone, the seniors are a little more precious, and it is not easy to find a perfect partner."
Mitsuki's gaze returned to reality, and her still somewhat confused gaze fell on Nan Yuki's body, which made Nan Yuki feel a little stinging.
The girl asked: "Now, what do you think of your predecessors, what kind of existence is love, friendship, or something?" ”
The apartment was quiet, the question was too to answer the root of the question, Nan Yuki leaned his back against the bed, he looked up at the air conditioner in the corner.
Silence is also a response, but Mitsuki Asagiri is unrelenting: "When I was very young, I imitated others, what are you my best friend, I like my mother the most, we have to be friends for life, this kind of talk is a lot."
"However, when I was about to reach junior high school, I suddenly thought, are these really true? My dad changed places of work a lot, I changed schools a lot, I changed friends a lot, and I found out that my friend could actually be anyone, as long as she took me with her. My favorite loved one is anyone, as long as she gives me what I want.
"What did the seniors think, the seniors liked Asano, Ibuki, and Nakajima, right? Is it okay to like three people? Since these three people can, the other three can, right? Is this called love? ”
Mitsuki Asagiri stared into Minami Yuki's eyes.
Nan Yuki's mind flashed the figures of Nao, Yuko, and Reina, and he said, "Our situation is a bit complicated, and it doesn't apply to the ordinary category. ”
In the previous world line, he did only love one of Nai Xiling in his life.
"What's so complicated about it?" Mitsuki Asagiri asked.
Of course, this can't be said to Mitsuki Asagiri, and in order to change the subject, Nan Yuki answers her initial question.
"Probably believe it." He said.
Mitsuki Asagiri understood his brief words, and the boy was answering the existence of love and friendship.
She smiled, with a sarcasm in her eyes: "In other words, is the so-called emotional relationship the same thing as faith?" Believe exists, don't believe doesn't exist? The so-called exchange of emotions is actually an illusory thing like a religious ritual? ”
"It's not like religion." Nan Yuki straightened up, his heart, which was a little shaken by the girl's words, gradually calmed down.
He continued: "Maybe it's not different from religion, because I don't believe in religion. In short, I can experience joy and happiness from the love I believe in, and this is real. ”
"That is, because I don't believe it, I can't feel it, right? It's exactly like religion. I can't feel, so I can't believe, and if I want to feel, I have to believe first. ”
"You can dismiss your doubts first."
"Is there a difference between discarding doubt and choosing to believe?"
"Haven't you ever felt happy with Komori?"
"I'm just as happy when I see ants moving and kids fighting."
"That is, you don't believe that your happiness is brought by Komori."
"I don't see the inevitable connection between them, and I don't experience a lot of happiness, on the contrary, going out with Komori is not as comfortable as being at home alone."
Nan Yuki pondered for a moment: "I can't convince you. But an example can be given. ”
He looked left and right, but didn't find the right thing, so he stretched out his hand to Asagiri Mitsuki: "Give me your socks." ”
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