[Is it because you are too stubborn? Because there are too many doubts? Or is it because it's too slow? 】

Looking at the simulated text, Nan Yuki felt that her brain was slightly swollen, and the memory scene was coming.

This will be a scene where there is only a memory of Mizuki Asagiri, and this is the first time in many simulations.

He lay down in the futon, ready for the memories to come.

[She removes her barely touched meals and dumps them into the kitchen bin, the deep black of the garbage bag swallowing up the bright colors of the meal.] She was not in the mood to dine today, she thought, her love affair, like this meal, appeared in a futile moment. 】

Memory scenes appear.

The glass skylight shone brightly, covering the white wall, which was somewhat dazzling.

Nan Nanyue was lying on the sofa in the living room, and she raised her white wrist and rested it on her forehead, blocking out the too dazzling sunlight.

When she closed her eyes, a man's figure appeared on her eyelids, and it was Nan Yuki.

"I didn't expect Mitsuki to play tricks on people like this!" The voice of Ai Komori appeared in her ears.

This was a long time ago, and she hadn't been in contact with Ai Komori for a long time, so the other party's voice was a little distorted. Before, she felt that this sentence was very sharp, but now, she felt a trace of tenderness from this sentence.

It was the first time I met Nan Yuki, she, Ai Komori, Nan Yuki, and Ibuki Yuko, the four of them dined at the Mizhu Pavilion, and Nan Yuki ordered the Scarlet Demon Cake, and they shared their respective cakes with others.

On the way back, Ai Komori mentions the chocolate ribbon of the Scarlet Demon Cake, saying that the ribbon is cute.

She answered, "Well, the chocolate ribbon is delicious, but it's a pity that the piece I exchanged with Nan Senpai is only a small piece of ribbon, unlike the one that is long and long."

Then, Ai Komori blushed and poked her body, saying that she was playing tricks on herself.

She didn't understand what Ai Komori meant for a while, so she could only hide it with an ambiguous smile to gain time to think, and it took more than ten seconds for her to realize that Ai Komori thought that what she said meant that Nan Yuki favored Ai Komori.

She was through the shyness on Ai Komori's face, and she pushed out such a result, just looking at her own words themselves, she couldn't understand such a meaning.

This is the difference between her and Ai Komori, and ordinary girls.

- She doesn't feel like she's in love. This is something that every adolescent boy and girl should naturally acquire with the arrival of age, and she fails to receive.

The shyness that other girls will naturally trigger and reveal, and she can only disguise it at the right moment through rational deduction.

At that time, Ai Komori's expression stung her deeply, and the other party's blushing cheeks, like a red-hot soldering iron with inscription, were imprinted on her back.

She didn't want to admit that she was different, and she didn't want to put herself in the category of freaks, so she made a decision at that time that she wanted to date Nan Yuki.

Unlike her, who relied on disguise to become a 'girl', Nan Yuki is a real, perfect 'boy', she thinks, as long as she sticks to Nan Yuki's side, then from the boy's overflowing youthful body, get the essence of youth splashed by him from running and jumping, and smear the original solution on herself, she can get the perfect disguise, and she will become a perfect happy existence in the world.

In fact, as she imagined, relatives, colleagues and former classmates all envied her marriage, and then envied her life, identifying her as a happy existence.

One thing she didn't expect, her falsehood, after touching the truth of Nan Yuki, had some chemical reactions.

She had determined one thing last night, whether she liked Nan Yuki or not.

This questionnaire has been dragging on for seven years, she has kept filling it out, and she has been smearing it, and finally last night, in a general sense, she should have officially submitted the questionnaire at the happiest moment of her life.

The questionnaire appeared shortly after dating Yuki Minami. At the dim sum shop that day, the boy was shocked when he unveiled her mask and asked her to have a relationship, and then she was delighted. She felt that her non-existent relationship was very suitable for this false relationship.

From her relationship with Nan Yuki, she felt calm, and felt something faint, perhaps what could be called happiness.

She redefines that feeling in a different way, she thinks that she feels relaxed and comfortable around Nan Yuki because the boy knows her true colors, she can tear off the uncomfortable mask on her face, she can stop the simulation of romance/friendship that is constantly running in her head, and she calls this feeling of reassurance.

At the end of her first year of high school, when her parents were going abroad, she wanted to refuse and was ready to live in her grandparents' house, but the teenager's words disturbed her heart.

The teenager said that believing is the foundation of all emotional relationships, and if you don't believe in the relationship itself, if you keep questioning, then the relationship will not be perceived and felt.

She thought of what she called a sense of reassurance, and she hesitated, what kind of emotion was that?

She thought of Ai Komori again, what she felt in getting along with Ai Komori was also a friendship that she didn't realize?

Distraught, she chose to leave, she was in North America, in a strange land, she was like a white cow carrying a cowherd and a weaver girl, regurgitating the emotions in her heart.

She couldn't tell what her feelings were for Ai Komori, she did feel joy and warmth in her relationship with Ai Komori, but as she and Yuki Minami said, she felt these two emotions in many people, although those were not as strong as Ai Komori.

She used to think that this kind of feeling that anyone can prove the falsity of the relationship, and a relationship that anyone can can must be false.

In North America, she tried to believe in making knives and forks, dissecting this emotion, and she realized that friendship can have many parts, and perhaps, everyone she felt could be the state of friendship.

Her method of judgment conflicts with friendship itself, and she is unable to make valid judgments.

However, romances are different.

Romance is possession, and it is the desire to rip open each other's belly and burrow into each other's abdomen, which is an emotion that he must have.

She then returned to Japan and returned to Minami Yuki's side, and she wanted to examine herself through this relationship.

She encourages Minami Yuki to get close to Nao, Yuko, and Reina, saying that she doesn't care, she wishes she did, and in fact, she does feel some jealousy.

She rejoices, because jealousy is proof of a relationship.

However, she also wondered if this jealousy was an unauthorized evolution of her inner emotional simulation program, or whether it was a clumsy imitation of her love story.

She thought that in the story, in many real cases, this jealousy should be burning and maddening, but she was only faintly jealous, and her feelings were too slight.

She also wondered if the jealousy of this relationship was real, was she jealous that other women could have a perfect teenager, or were she jealous that someone else had an individual named Nan Yuki?

The former kind of jealousy is jealousy of the happy state of others, and the latter kind of jealousy is the real jealousy born of romance.

Yesterday, after the wedding, on the wedding night, she was alone in bed, and she finally got the last proof.

She is already the wife of Nan Yuxi, they have a wedding, they have received documents, she has obtained a happy state, and marrying a handsome and golden young man with a gentle personality is a form of happiness.

At this time, she should give up jealousy, she has obtained the happiness called marriage, which is something that other women can't snatch.

However, she was lying alone on the bed, still feeling itchy and lost.

She was sure that her jealousy was the latter, because her heart did not become satisfied after receiving the form of happiness.

She was sure that she liked Yuki Minami because of the desire for hugs, kisses, and copulation in her heart. She thinks that it is impossible for Minami Yuki to give her a real hug, kiss, and copulation, because their romance is an agreement, and her husband is beware of being too close to the woman of Asanotaku at the same time as he is beware of being too close to her.

This impossible desire deepens her trust in the relationship, because only real emotions will crave impossible things, and her love simulation program can't simulate this vain wish!

Lying on the sofa, she smiled, laughing that she had finally proved everything, and she was silent when she looked up at the skylight, and she was silent that she was proving her love by destroying her relationship.

She thought of Ai Komori, who was the best friend of her life.

She laughs at the futility of herself, she casts a mask to disguise herself, to stay away from the ranks of emotionless freaks, but she is not an emotionless existence in the first place, she uses the best years of her life to resist herself becoming an existence that she is not at all.

She followed the long river of memory, swimming back to her childhood, to the beginning of everything.

At that time, my father's job changed more frequently than now, and her grandparents were busy with work, so she could only follow her parents to one strange city and school after another, and be separated from one friend after another.

That's right. She sighed.

Under her mask, it turned out to be a mask, and she regarded the second mask as her own reality.

"What are you doing lying here?"

Nan Yuki's voice came from her feet, and she looked up, and the sunset was full of sky outside the window.

"I love you." She looked at her husband and spoke the emotion of a heartbeat.

"Got guests?" Nan Yuki looked around and asked in a low voice.

"Nope."

"Then you can continue to lie down, I'll come back and put down the easel and change my clothes, and go to Asano House for dinner right away."

"Hmm."

Nan Nan Yue crouched on the back of the sofa, looking at the back of her husband who went upstairs, he didn't take that sentence seriously at all.

If it is serious, it will be troublesome, she thought, in order not to be involved in her, her husband will probably choose to divorce.

[After you come back, Mitsuki reveals her heart to you, you just think it's a joke, and she decides to disguise this emotion as a joke. 】

[When you were 26 years old, through Mitsuki, you met Asagiri Shagui and Asagiri Hongichi. Asagiri Shagui and Asagiri Hongichi are childhood sweethearts and distant relatives, at this time, Shagui is 16 years old and Hongyi is 21 years old. 】

[After your investigation, you found that at this time, Asaki Hongichi was already in the trap of investment. He borrowed a lot of money in his own name and invested it in his friend's business, and he wanted to share the wealth with his friend. However, it was a hoax. 】

[Aagiri Hongichi trusts that friend very much, and your euphemistic reminder failed to make him vigilant. 】

[When you were 30 years old, Asagiri Shagui and Asagiri Hongichi got married and gave birth to Asagiri Moyu. 】

[In the same year, Hiroichi Asagiri's friend lost contact. 】

In his darkest moments, you helped him. You helped him pay off all the debts he owed, including his bank loans, and the debts he had promised with relatives and friends with high interests. 】

[They are grateful to you. In order to get a high salary, Hongyi went to work in a remote area, and Shagui raised Moyou until he was one year old, left him in his hometown, and also went to work by Hongyi's side, and they had to repay the loan you gave. 】

[You can't bear to be treated in the countryside, and often bring girls to your home, Nao, Yuko, Reina and Icami, they all like her very much. 】

[In the face of Moyu, Mitsuki also behaved very kindly, you think this is her disguise. 】

[Asagiri Hiroi had an unexpected chance, after Moyu was six years old, he and Shagui returned to Mizaki, and they repaid your loan, picked up their daughter, and returned to live in the countryside. 】

[During the New Year's holidays, their family will come to see you, and you will always stay for a few more days. 】

[At the age of 56, your paintings were recognized by the art world, and in addition to composer and lyricist, you added the title of painter. 】

[After you turned 90, Nao, Yuko, Reina and Ichimi passed away one after another. 】

[In the last stage of your life, you spent it with your wife Mitsuki, and during this time, she seemed to be very happy, and you don't understand the meaning of this joy. 】

[Mitsuki died before you, and after organizing her funeral, you couldn't afford to get sick, and Moyou was by your side to take care of you. 】

You are 98 years old. You divide the inheritance into three parts, one for your sister's beloved, one for the relatives of the Asagiri family, and one for Moyou. 】

[Compared to a valuable inheritance, Moyou and Xinai prefer the paintings you left behind.] 】

[End of simulation.] 】

Closing his eyes, Nan Yuki rubbed his temples, and in the memory scene, the emotions coming from Mitsuki Asagiri were particularly strong, making him dizzy. Unexpectedly, the simulator didn't give Asagiri Mitsuki's mental activity before, and it was actually going to be stuffed all in the back.

When the pain in his brain subsided, he reflected on what happened to the Sims.

His head hurt again.

Compared to Mitsuki Asagiri, the problems of Nao, Yuko and Reina are not a problem.

He thought that all the strange behaviors of the Sims before him and Mitsuki Asagiri had a reasonable explanation.

It's just that how to solve the other party's problem?

Is it possible that he wants to fall in love with other women while marrying Mitsuki Akiri, and after completely reproducing the simulated scene of this time, he will break up with other women and turn around and fall in love with Mitsuki Asaka?

Nan Yuki's heart retreated, and he hesitated to continue to simulate Asagiri Mitsuki.

In the midst of the trade-offs, he glanced at the summary interface and breathed a sigh of relief.

No more simulations.

(End of chapter)