Chapter 229, the birthday is approaching (two in one)
"I want my brother to be with me all the time." The girl's eyes were serious and determined.
"It's impossible." Nan Yuki shook her head, "Moyu is already a big kid. β
"Then I don't want to be Moyu, Yuki treats me as a strange female high school student!"
"But you're Moyou."
The girl said not to be "Moyou", in fact, when she heard Nan Yuxi's words, the uneasiness in her heart dissipated a lot.
She herself wondered what she thought, obviously she couldn't let Yuki stay, the process didn't advance at all, and the result didn't exist, why did she feel at ease?
She thought that it was because Yuki affirmed the existence of "Moyou", affirmed their previous relationship, and affirmed that she was still the same as she was ten years ago.
It's just that she wants to continue the time when she was a child, and Yuki doesn't want to.
Thinking about it this way, she just hasn't made progress in the second half, and the first half has already succeeded.
She fell into Minami Yuki's arms, and the familiar chest and temperature reminded her of her childhood, and her sadness and impatience temporarily dissipated.
At least at this moment, she went back to the past, found the past.
"In a month's time, I'll take Yuki to the airport." She said.
She accepts the reality that the man is leaving, because she can't change this future, and she thinks back to her childhood, thinking of her father and mother pulling her and leaving Mizaki. Now, this ending is going to repeat itself, she has struggled, but she can't change the future, she can only say goodbye politely and decently like she did when she was a child.
"Moyu." Minami Yuki strokes the girl's hair.
"Huh?"
"Nothing."
The sun shone on the floor, reflecting a silence, and the wind blew in from the courtyard, with a faint smell of the sea, and blew the maiden's hair.
Nan Yuki patted the girl's head: "What's wrong?" Moving around. β
He looked at the girl's legs, which were wrapped in slim jeans, shrunk and stretched, with their left leg on top and right leg on top.
Mo You raised her head, her beautiful cheeks were flushed, and even the clear pool in her eyes was mist.
"I can't hold it back." She said in a pitiful voice.
"Pour it on you." Yuki Minami proposed.
"How could you do that!" The girl puffed out her face, "Yuki is so perverted." β
"I know I can't do this, so why don't I go to the toilet quickly!" Nan Yuki pinched her face and broke her arm around her waist.
"Yuki carry me."
"I think it's you who is perverted!"
"I ...... when I was a child"
"I don't know what you're going to say, but it never happened when I was a kid! At that time, she was a kind of scary child, and she didn't cause me any trouble at all. Nan Yuxi complained, "Why are others becoming more and more well-behaved and sensible, you have doubled your age, but you have become naughty." β
"Because the well-behaved Moyou can only leave with her parents." The girl whispered.
Nan Yuki faintly heard this sentence, he pretended not to hear clearly, and pushed away from the girl's body with the force of his hand, he stood up first, and then pulled the girl up.
"Can I continue to hold it when I come back?" Moyu looked at Nan Yuki's face, and she had been patient because of this.
"If you miss it, you can't continue." Yuki Minami did not answer positively.
"Yuki is here, don't move." Mo You ran towards the verandah, and she strode twice, then turned into small steps.
Minami Yuki sat back on the cushion and watched the shadow of the girl on the veranda disappear behind the wall.
After a minute, the empty girl walked back, and she sat beside Minami Yuki.
Nan Yuki looked at her wet palms, the water droplets hung down on her fingertips, and the snow color of her skin was reflected in the tiny beads, dyeing the transparent water pure white, like milk.
"Ah, Imagawa-sensei's bag is here!" Mo Yu picked up her handbag, put it on the low table, and busily sent a message to Rinka.
Nan Yuxi stared at the bag for a while, and pointed to the hanging ornament on the zipper: "Does Moyou recognize this?" β
"It's kind of familiar." The girl put down her phone, and Rinka said that she would pick up the bag tomorrow.
She grabbed the pendant of the little sword and looked at it carefully for a while: "It seems that the sword that needs a lot of life to pull out, I played with Yuki when I was a child!" β
Looking at the good memories of the past, Moyu and Yuki laughed together.
[You found out that the camera left by Moyu, compared to the technology of Naozo's camera, the girl is too immature.] When Shina Imagawa asked about your relationship with Moyu, you deliberately exposed all the lies and erased all the ambiguous appearances that connected you, and you meant it to the girl. γ
[Moyou barged in and interrupted you.] γ
[She cooperated with Rinka, perfunctory and branched out Imagawa Shina. γ
[You talk to Moyou, you say that you still think of her as a child from ten years ago, this sentence reassures her, the waves in her heart turn into tiny ripples, and she accepts the fact that you are leaving. γ
[You wonder, what kind of emotions the girl has for you, you want to ask her, but you are afraid that the answer will shake your heart. γ
[After this day, your relationship returned to the way it used to be, and the girl woke you up and prepared food, clothing, shelter and transportation for you. γ
[Her birthday is getting closer.] γ
Looking at the analog text, Nan Yuki rubbed her forehead.
Just looking at the text, you will feel the twist of the plot, and feel that his insistence on leaving in the Sims is a bit abrupt.
That's because the mockup doesn't depict his inner feelings.
These feelings manifested in the memory scene, and Minami Yuki realized it clearly.
It was the idea of giving up Caifeng, giving up returning to Osaki, settling in Sakuragaoka, and Sagashima, and living with a girl.
This feeling is different from the feeling of Nao, Yuko, and Reina at that time, but it is a more prosaic, warm feeling.
He thought that he was actually a person who hated loneliness, that it was not his vision to travel around, that what he wanted was a future with someone.
Closing her eyes and resting her head on the soft pillow, Yuki Minami recalls a memory scene from earlier.
It was the time when I climbed the mountain.
Mo You walked too fast, he couldn't catch up, and left the girl some distance. The girl saw the right moment, and when he looked down at the road, she climbed up the tree and hid herself in the canopy.
He couldn't see the girl, he stood alone in the woods, and what he felt was a calm, and this peace was always by his side during his travels, like a big voice, he never realized it, or rather, ignored this feeling.
There was some loneliness in this calm, usually, he deliberately hid it, to stifle this feeling, but this time, he was caught off guard, and he was not the slightest psychological preparation for Moyou's departure, he opened the city gate wide, and the loneliness rushed in, so that he clearly experienced.
After finding Moyou, he breathed a deep sigh of relief, the loneliness dissipated, and the joy of having someone to accompany him rose up, weaving a feeling of happiness.
Maybe he didn't realize it at that time in Sims, but in reality, Nan Yuki has already realized that something is wrong in this memory scene.
He thought, this kind of companionship, the Sims Nai Xi Ling can't give him, they are just ordinary friends, Na Xi Ling has the ability to accompany him, but once there is companionship, their relationship will deteriorate.
For Moyou, maybe it's the same.
Once he stays with the girl, he can't grasp how his relationship with the girl will evolve.
This should be a feeling of family affection, but he and Mo You are not related by blood.
Tsk, that's a nuisance.
Nan Yuxi thought again, since he would feel this way, would Nai Xiling also have such sorrows?
By the way, there are also Mitsuki and Kazumi.
Perhaps, he shouldn't be so stubborn? Because you can't get the best and most perfect future, you don't want this future or anything......
Let's see.
He had the idea that no one was in love, which led to the Sim becoming a single nobleman this time, and next time, he only had another idea, and he could get a different future.
He can see the pros and cons in these futures and find a solution.
Putting his eyes back on the simulation interface, Nan Yuki had a headache about Moyu again.
He thought that he had already made up his mind in the Sims, and there should be no accidents.
Is this future for him and Moyou a good future?
He didn't know, and he couldn't guess.
[Let go of Mo You, who kept your thoughts, and no longer say some ambiguous words, her feelings for you are very pure, just like ten years ago. This is what she really looks like, and she was flattering you before. γ
[Now she loves to be coquettish even more, you can't refuse her who asks for closeness directly. γ
[She likes to pill on your lap and let you stroke her forehead. γ
[After removing the pretentiousness, the feelings between you are more pure, and the thoughts you have left are stronger, which makes you feel dangerous. γ
[There is still a week before Moyou's birthday, this day is the weekend, Moyou doesn't need to go to school, she is tired of being by your side. γ
Memory scenes appear.
"You're awake, Yuki, it's 2077 and you've been in a coma for over fifty years."
Minami Yuki, who was on the bed, opened her eyes and saw the girl's serious face, her small lips gently opening and closing, and the tip of her cherry-colored tongue looming.
"That's the case, thank you Grandma Moyou for reminding me." Minami Yuki pushed the girl's cheek away and sat up.
"I'm not grandma!" Mo You said angrily.
"By 2077, aren't you a grandmother?"
"Then I'm a grandmother, and Yuki is a grandfather, huh? All of a sudden, there was no generation difference. β
"I'm afraid I'm already in the soil, it's not the generational difference, it's the yin and yang difference."
"It won't be buried in the ground."
"How could it not, mine was already ...... by then"
"I'll keep it at home."
Nan Yuki was dumbfounded, he thought that the girl was going to say that he would not die, but he didn't expect that he was going to put his ashes in his own home.
"Be careful that I come out at night to scare you." He pressed the maiden's head.
Mo Yu didn't continue, she handed the clothes to Nan Yuki and watched him put them on.
Nan Yuki thought she was saying a wittic, but in fact, she really thought so. In her computer's favorites, she kept some images of the evil resurrection ritual with ashes that appeared in the movies, and she thought, when Yuki turned to ashes, she could give it a try, and Nan Yuki, who came back from the dead, lost all ties in society, would be completely hers.
After breakfast, the two sat together in the living room, the sound of the tide in the distance, the autumn colors outside the window were intense, the sky was cloudless, and the sun shone a broad and refreshing light.
Moyu fell down and pillowed on Minami Yuki's lap.
"It's a nice day, why don't you go out?" Minami Yuki asked.
"There's nothing fun about it."
"Where's Rinka?"
"I became friends with her because she didn't have me to accompany her here and there."
"And what do you do in your free time? Before I come. β
"Cleaning, farming, painting, cooking, playing some games, watching some movies, and ......"
"What else?"
"Keep a diary."
"Is keeping a diary okay?"
"A diary is a long time to keep."
"Handbook?"
"It's not that fine."
Nan Yuki looked down at the girl, he didn't know if what the girl said was true or not, before he came, did the girl really stay at home all the time?
Isn't it because of his arrival that he stays at home all day and doesn't come into contact with anyone but him?
Moyu's attitude is also the reason why Nan Yuki is eager to leave. He once thought that as time passed, the girl would gradually lose her longing for him and gradually move away from him.
In retrospect, this assumption was completely wrong.
He didn't want the girl to rot around him.
He thought again that rot was just his definition, and perhaps for the maiden, it was germination.
He then thinks about the idea itself, which is a dangerous signal.
He can't get the girl's mind right, even if he gets it right, he can't judge whether she's right or not, his personal feelings are not necessarily right, and it's common for old people to regret that they were "right".
Let's leave first, the girl is only seventeen years old, what can she know?
But he should think about himself.
In November, when it was cold, Mo You wore a thick skirt with warm white stockings underneath.
Staring at the stockings for a while, Nan Yuki didn't feel the urge to see Reina and Yuko's legs, and he felt at ease.
[The more you are with the girl, the more you feel that you should get out sooner.] γ
[You think back to how you felt when you were younger, and you felt that as long as both parties felt that there was no problem, then no matter what they did, it would not be a problem. γ
[You think you were very immature at that time, emotions are not such simple things, like is disgust, closeness brings estrangement, and sincerity breeds lies. You also think that if you were young yourself, you must have felt that you thought too much and lost your enthusiasm and courage. γ
[There are three days left before Moyou's birthday, she asked for leave from school and stayed at home to accompany you, and you didn't reprimand her. γ
[Finally, it's the girl's birthday.] γ
Another memory scene appears.
Outside the house, the sky was completely dark, the starry sky was bright, buckled in the sky of the inky blue sea, the starlight was reflected on the sea, and the sound of the waves seemed to be the stars whispering.
Minami Yuki and Moyu sit at a low table with cakes and simple meals on the table.
The meal is not from the girl's hand, but a barbecue made by Minami Yuki by lighting a fire in the yard, and he only burns it, which he learned in the wild.
"Isn't Rin coming here?" Minami Yuki asked.
He already knew the answer.
"I was going to tell her not to come, but she said she wouldn't come." Mo You said honestly.
"What about Shagui and Hongyi?" Nan Yuki asked again.
After arriving at Utashima, he didn't talk to the couple of the Asagiri family after that, except for a few words with Hongichi on the first day.
Neither he nor Mr. and Mrs. Chaowu are easy to talk to.
Of course, it may also be that he is a little weak and does not dare to contact Moyou's parents.
Thinking of this, he suddenly realized that he hadn't told Shagui and Hongyi about his departure.
"At this time, it should be the busiest time for Mom and Dad, it's okay, didn't I celebrate my birthday with my brother before?" Mo You said with a smile.