Chapter 25: Pretending
Jiang Yimian kept telling herself in her heart that she had to plan well for this matter.
She wants to take her things and stay away from Zhao Jingyan completely.
"Sleepy, don't be afraid, okay?"
Zhao Jingyan's voice sounded in her ears, interrupting the question she was thinking.
raised his eyes, just in time for Zhao Jingyan's gentle and deep eyes.
As before, he doted on her.
It's just that Jiang Yimian now knows very well in her heart that she and Zhao Jingyan will never be able to return to what they used to be.
She would never fall in love with him again.
Now she is just a pastime that can be ravaged at will for Zhao Jingyan.
Zhao Jingyan never loved her in the past, let alone today, four years later.
Jiang Yimian never believed in the phrase 'cherish only when you lose'.
She only knows that to love someone is to be good to him wholeheartedly, not to cherish it after losing it.
Now she can't really see what Zhao Jingyan thinks of her.
But one thing is clear to her now, that is, Zhao Jingyan wants her to be obedient.
"Mianmian, what are you thinking?"
The deep meaning in Zhao Jingyan's eyes became thicker and thicker, and he slowly approached, and the warm snort sprayed on her cheeks, a little itchy.
Jiang Yimian was stunned and forced himself to calm down, but his voice was still uncontrollable, and he said with a faint trembling: "Zhao Jingyan, can you go back to the room first?" ”
In the darkness and silence, Zhao Jingyan seemed to look at her for a long time.
After a long time, the fear hidden in the depths of Jiang Yimian's heart became more and more obvious.
At this moment, all the thoughts and thoughts in her heart seemed to have been easily exposed in front of him.
Whether it was in the past or now, in her relationship with Zhao Jingyan, Zhao Jingyan is the smart one.
And she can never guess what Zhao Jingyan is thinking in her heart at the moment.
Jiang Yimian thought about it, and the hand hanging by her side couldn't help clenching, and her nails were pinched in her palm, but she didn't feel any pain.
I don't know how long it took, Zhao Jingyan's eyes flashed slightly, and he suddenly lowered his lips and smiled: "What are you afraid of?" ”
Jiang Yimian's heart fluttered, staring at him for a moment, waiting for his next words.
Zhao Jingyan didn't say anything more, but hugged her tighter and tighter.
He rested his chin on Jiang Yimian's left shoulder and sighed softly: "Mianmian, you will never know what it feels like in my heart every time I think of you in the past four years. ”
"So, don't lie to me, okay?"
At the moment when his body fell into the soft big bed, Jiang Yimian's ears kept echoing his words.
Will you lie to him?
It's just that before she could think about anything more, Zhao Jingyan's somewhat disordered aura approached her ears again.
The dead leaves outside the window fluttered with the wind, making a rustling sound, the moonlight breeze slowly unfolded, and some faint murmuring gradually came.
At that moment, it was the same as always.
Feeling her discomfort, Zhao Jingyan breathed a sigh of relief in his heart, but he still bowed his head to her ear, and asked slowly in a low and hoarse voice: "Mianmian, do you still love me?" ”
A tear slowly slipped from the corner of his eye, a little cold, but he was quickly gently stroked away by Zhao Jingyan: "What are you crying about." ”
After relieving himself, Jiang Yimian said softly: "Well......"
Hearing her admit it in person, Zhao Jingyan was completely satisfied, and smiled casually: "Mianmian, you can only stay by my side forever." ”