Chapter 186: I Want to Start Again with You!
Lin Yu also hugged his waist, and his heart was filled with joy.
After a long time, she asked, "What about you, what do you want to tell me about the earth?" ”
Lu Zhenghan pursed his lips, his eyes flashed slightly, and he smiled bitterly: "It's nothing, I just think it hurts too much." ”
"Pain?" Lin Yu nervously checked whether he was injured, pulled his arm with his little hand, and asked a series of questions,
"Where does it hurt? Did you hit somewhere, and the doctor hasn't examined you yet? Let's go, I'll go with you to the doctor! ”
Lu Zhenghan shook his head and chuckled, grabbed her little hand and pressed it to his heart,
"It's here, it hurts here." "New injuries and old injuries, it almost can't bear the pain."
Lin Yu was slightly stunned.
I saw the man staring at himself deeply, and his eyes, which were always cold and solemn, exuded loneliness and hurt that could not be ignored.
Like a stray dog that was only disliked by its owner and almost abandoned and thrown away.
"I saw you just because you were worried about me...... I almost fell off the steps and my heart ached to death. ”
"Also, your mother asked for your opinion and asked if you want to divorce me, and your acquiescence made me feel heartache to death."
"I stood downstairs in your house, looking at you in the window, listening to your alienated 'Mr. Lu', my heart hurt to death......"
As he spoke, Lu Zhenghan put his forehead against her forehead, took a breath, and his voice came out of his throat in a low voice, with a faint grievance,
"I heard you say that you asked me to get a divorce certificate at ......the Civil Affairs Bureau," she paused, and pressed her little hand tighter to her heart, "Here, it's like a knife twisting." ”
When the man spoke, his tone was pitiful, his eyes were pitiful, and Lin Yu's heart ached.
She's not having a good time these days, she can't sleep at night, like a fish on a chopping board, cut into pieces piece by piece with a blunt knife.
A heart has long been fragmented and not what it looks like.
At this moment, seeing that men are also like themselves, they are saddened, and they feel even more that their behavior of not rubbing sand in their eyes is actually a problem.
A kind of hypocrisy!
Just like many people's marriages, where is there perfection and where is there a 100% lover?
Now she asked herself, there was not only a problem with a less pure transaction, but also a problem with deceiving the families of both parties, and a problem with him......
I have my own problems!
At the beginning, it was clear that she was in urgent need of money, and it was they who gave her money that allowed her to save her mother's life.
In this era, a bride price of 300,000 yuan was given to a person like themselves, who was a stranger to them at that time.
Even if it's a deal, they've done enough.
Like those who cheat on marriage, the bride price will be compressed when the certificate is obtained, and there are many people who do not even give the bride price.
Thinking of this, Lin Yu felt a sense of guilt in his heart: "I'm sorry ......"
Lu Zhenghan couldn't hear her say this, his head sank, and his lips touched her lips: "Don't say I'm sorry, you didn't feel sorry for me." ”
"Nope." Lin Yu shook his head, "If you weren't willing to make that deal with me, I wouldn't have 300,000 life-saving money for my mother's surgery......"
"I have long had feelings for you, but I didn't recognize it, I always looked ahead and backward, thinking that our marriage was born of a transaction, and that it was not pure......"
“…… Even with the feelings I have for you, I have doubts, and I always refuse to be one step closer to you......"
After a pause, Lin Yu raised his head and looked at Lu Zhenghan,
"But I have overlooked one of the most important things, emotional matters are indescribable, where to start, how to start, where is the standard answer?"
"So...... I want to put aside my previous hesitations and start over with you. ”
After speaking, Lin Yu's wet eyes flashed brightly, and he looked directly at Lu Zhenghan, as if waiting for his response.
Lu Zhenghan did respond, but it was a long kiss.
His lips were on hers, gentle and deep, his eyelashes trembling, and the hand holding the back of her head trembled lightly.
There was a deeper tremor and emotion in my heart.
Obviously it wasn't her problem, but she stopped herself, this girl must have been an angel in her first life.
After tossing and grinding for a long time, Lu Zhenghan slowly loosened her lips, rubbed the tip of her nose with the tip of her nose, and said seriously:
"Why don't you say you're sorry for me, you think about it carefully, at the beginning, I had that kind of attitude towards you."
Lin Yu was stunned, and under his guidance, he recalled the scene when he first saw him......
He added, "I can understand you, it was indeed me who was a bastard back then." If it were me, I wouldn't be completely open and relieved to such a person who was once so cold that he was unkind. ”
"So silly girl, don't say I'm sorry." I'm the one who should say I'm sorry, I shouldn't doubt you......
Lu Zhenghan looked at Lin Yu, and the remorse in his heart did not diminish in the slightest.
He shouldn't have suspected that she was a scheming woman who coveted his wealth, so he concealed her identity and obtained the certificate with her.
also agreed to sign that damn trial marriage agreement, and even drove a van to test her in order to force her back.
I still remember that on the day he received his certificate, he held a cross-border video conference all night, and he was tired and sleepy.
But she suddenly appeared on an electric car, and the world lit up in an instant.
is obviously such a crystal pure eye, obviously he has read countless people, and he will see through a person's essence through a person's eyes.
Can......
Lu Zhenghan sighed, hid the chagrin in his eyes in his heart, and hugged the person into his arms again.
Gently stroking the little girl's back, I couldn't help but think to myself: if he hadn't looked at her with such conspiracy theories at first...... How good should it be?
But there are no ifs.
He lacked the courage to face the loss of her.
Therefore, the bitterness of the future can only be left for the future to taste.
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The doctor checked Lin Yu's body again, and after making sure that there was nothing serious, he allowed her to leave the hospital.
Now that Lu Zhenghan's car was hit like that, it would definitely not be able to drive, and Lin Yu's car was placed at the door of the Civil Affairs Bureau, and it was not in the hospital.
Lin Yu was ready to take a taxi and went to the Civil Affairs Bureau to get the car first.
When I took the elevator down, I transferred a few hundred yuan to the little couple by the way, thanked them for lending them an electric car, and bothered them to come to the hospital to ride it by themselves.
But Lin Yu was about to stop a taxi, but Lu Zhenghan took her hand and walked towards a black Audi car on the side of the road:
"I've already made an appointment for an online car-hailing car, go back to Emgrand Mingyuan first, and put your car at the door of the Civil Affairs Bureau first, and then pick it up when you have time."
Lin Yu let out an "oh" and silently followed.
After getting into the car, Lu Zhenghan nodded to the driver, who was wearing a cap and couldn't see clearly.
Lin Yu got into the car and was still muttering: "Why did you make an appointment with this car, it must be very expensive......
Lu Zhenghan pinched her fingers: "It's not expensive, don't worry." ”
Lin Yu puffed out his cheeks and didn't say more.
The car started and soon arrived at the Emgrand Garden, and Lin Yu got off the car first.
Lu Zhenghan sat in the car and didn't move, took out his mobile phone and pretended to settle the bill for the driver, and said softly to Lin Yu: "You wait for me first and settle the account." ”
Lin Yu nodded, and waited outside obediently.
Lu Zheng retracted his gaze and stared at the phone screen.
The soft face changed to cold for a second, and he asked the driver in a low voice, "Do you have eyebrows?" ”