Chapter 7: The Self and the Self, the Devil's Purpose of Action! (Do an update survey)
His eyes turned a golden color, and a powerful surge poured out of his flesh, and a sense of power that he had never experienced before was transmitted to his brain.
Lu Mingfei had an illusion of "he can do anything" for a while.
This is the liberation of the dragon bloodline, and the essential improvement of the flesh and blood - the pleasure called "evolution".
Every cell, every nerve, every muscle...... Under the effect of the dragon bloodline, the performance of the body has been directly improved, just like replacing the CPU, graphics card, memory and power supply in the computer host with a more advanced product.
The performance of the old console has skyrocketed, and it has brought a great experience that is completely different from what it used to be.
"Good...... It's amazing...... Is this how a young girl feels......"
Lu Mingfei shook his palms repeatedly with an incredible face, feeling his strength at the moment, and naturally recalled in his heart the Yuan Zhinu who had shown the power of the "emperor" in front of him.
This feeling is very different from the feeling that drives the writing of the name of the god.
The power of the divine name is transcendent, allowing Lu Mingfei to know that he can easily do things like lifting a car, which he couldn't do before.
But even so, even though he was able to do more, his physical performance did not improve substantially.
As long as he lifts the god name state, he will return to the previous state of the emaciated teenager who would pant for a few hundred meters, and the defense and speed power brought by the god name text will disappear.
Not to mention, he also needs to pay a price for using the power of the god's name writing.
"Enough!
But he suddenly heard an angry cry from the other end of the chain, and Lu Mingze fell to his knees limply, pressing his chest hard with one hand, and gasping for breath.
He held his head high, and the crimson golden twin boys stared at Xi Xiao deadly, a lion-like roar coming from his throat, "What did you do?!" ”
"Just give him back the power he originally had......" The expression on Xixiao's face did not change, it was always so breezy and cloudy, "You and I are both part of Mingfei, you won't not understand what I mean." ”
After hearing this, Lu Mingze immediately fell silent.
Of course, he knew what Xixiao meant, just like the essence of Xixiao who appeared in front of Lu Mingfei now was just the embodiment of the power of the god's name, and he actually belonged to a part of "Lu Mingfei".
To illustrate it with a theory that is closer to the present situation, we have to mention Sigmunt Freund's personality model.
Freud's theory divides personality into three parts:
- id, ego, superego.
The id, which is composed of the unconscious instincts, inner impulses and desires of the living being, is the biological side of the personality, and is the part that is closer to the "animal nature".
The ego is between the id and the external world, which is the psychological aspect of the personality, and in order to enable the individual to better adapt to reality, the ego will restrain and suppress the id.
The superego is the social aspect of the personality, the "moralized self", which is composed of things such as "truth", "ethics" and "self-ideal", and follows the "ideal principle" to guide the self and limit the id.
According to this classification method, Lu Mingfei can be regarded as the 'superego', while Lu Mingze is the part of the 'id'.
Because the "superego" belongs to the moral conscience and the ideal part of the personality structure, this undoubtedly corresponds to Lu Mingfei's character in society;
And the part that is hidden in the depths of his consciousness and represents his hidden power of the dragon is naturally more inclined to the instinct of the beast, which corresponds to the personality symbol of the "self".
"Perhaps...... Ming Fei never had the opportunity to embark on the path of the "dragon" in his life, because as the "self", you have your own selfishness. ”
Xi Xiao said Lu Mingze's secret, "You took all the lonely and crazy side on yourself, leaving Lu Mingfei's kind and cowardly emotions, which made him fall into endless self-restraint......"
"You are protecting him as well as possessing him, possessing everything that is unique to your 'brother'......"
"Enough!" Roaring angrily, Lu Mingze's immature face showed a king-like violence, but in the next second, countless bronze chains manifested in the air around him, locking his body in place.
Lu Mingfei never thought that such a cute face could show such hideous emotions, but he felt a little pitiful, like a child who had been robbed of his only toy, and the angry Tong Kong seemed to be begging for something.
Looking at Lu Mingze like this, Lu Mingfei's heart suddenly rose with a strong emotion...... It seemed to be apologetic, but it also seemed to be pity, which made him want to go up and give him some comfort.
When he realized this idea, he found that his hands were already wrapped around Lu Mingfei's back, holding Lu Mingze in his arms through those cold chains, and hugging him tightly.
Tears rolled down from his eyes for some reason, and large drips fell on the boy's angry face, washing away Lu Mingze's anger and soothing the sadness hidden in the boy's eyes.
Xixiao didn't speak anymore, just quietly looked at the two brothers who were hugging each other, leaving this last time for them.
I don't know how long it has been, Lu Mingze suddenly reached out and pushed away Lu Mingfei, who was holding him, and the expression on his face regained his calm.
There was still anger in his eyes, but he no longer attacked, but looked in the direction of Xixiao and said coldly: "Your strength, so that my brother can forcibly seize power and power from me...... Right! ”
The white-haired hunter said coldly: "For you, maybe it's indeed 'seizing'. ”
The power of the word "ego" connects the id and the superego so that the two are mixed...... This is the truth that Lu Mingfei has the power of dragon blood that he originally did not possess at this moment.
Because Lu Ming in the past did not possess the "heart of the dragon", he could not control the power of the dragon hidden in his essence.
Lu Mingze, who has the heart of the dragon, can't fight for the ownership of the dragon's power from Lu Mingfei.
He could only suppress Lu Mingfei's power through the influence of his subconscious, so that Lu Mingfei had to take the initiative to "exchange" power and existence with him......
In this way, little by little, he, as the id, will be able to extend his existence from the ego stage to cover the superego.
At that time, the ownership of "Lu Mingfei" also fell into his hands.
It's like the "king" has become the "mount".
"You're right, the meaning of 'our' existence is to protect my brother."
Lu Mingze shouted in a low voice, as if containing an abyss-like hatred, "But I also want to take revenge on this world with my brother...... Venge all that has hurt us! ”
"Brother, sooner or later, he will fall into desperate loneliness, so before that, I will destroy everything that will hurt him!"