CHAPTER XXXII
After the memorial ceremony, after the children were brought back to the class by the teachers of each class, the playground of Nuoda suddenly became empty again, and Deyier took Shi Cheng to the small amusement park built in the corner of the school, sat at the bottom of the red slide, glanced at Shi Cheng, who was sitting on the small wooden pier, and said: "Do you know who we are mourning for today?" ”
Shi Cheng shook his head and looked at him blankly.
"It's the kid who was killed in the bank that day." After finishing speaking, he paused and continued: "He is my student Yan Zirui, on the day of the incident, I just wanted to hide in the corner and not attract attention, and I didn't care about what happened around me.56 It wasn't until Zirui was carried to the camera by Li Kewei and shouted that the people in the camera could help, I didn't raise my head to look, but I didn't stand up, because I felt at that time that nothing should happen. De Yier shook his head and lowered his voice: "I didn't expect Li Kewei to be a criminal who committed so many cases, I thought that killing hostages was only something that would happen in movies, who would dare to really do it in reality, I really didn't expect it, otherwise I wouldn't." De Yier kept shaking her head as she spoke, she had been feeling guilty and regretful for so many days, and she repeatedly wondered if if she had stood up that day, the result would not be what it is today.
Thinking like this, De Yier looked at Shi Cheng as if he wanted to be redeemed, and asked reverently: "If I stood up that day, would I be the only one who died?" Instructor Wang and Zirui won't die? ”
Shi Chengyou, who was originally sitting on the board, slowly turned into an elbow on his knees in the process of listening to De Yier's narration, bent over to look at De Yier, his eyes went straight into De Yier's pupils, and his voice was low as if he was squeezed out of his throat: "Xiang De Yier, no one in this world deserves to die, and no one must stand up and sacrifice themselves to save others, since it has happened, what we have to do is to face it." ”
When Shi Cheng heard that the dead little boy in the bank was a student of De Yier, he was also shocked in his heart, if he was present at the time, as a soldier, he would definitely stand up, but it was De Yier, he couldn't bear her to stand up, and would rather De Yier live with guilt than die that day It was her.
Shi Cheng's words are undoubtedly a redemption for De Yier, the self-torture for many days has been disintegrated in this sentence, emotional fragments are flying everywhere, she is overwhelmed, the whole person shrinks on the slide, burying her head in her knees and crying muffled, her shoulders keep shaking, Shi Cheng walked to De Yi'er and squatted down, stretched out his palm and patted De Yi'er's back comfortingly.
He suddenly remembered that a few days ago, De Yier in the ward broke down and cried in his arms, and Shi Cheng realized that it was not only the deceased and the families who lost the deceased who were hurt in the banking incident, but also De Yier, who was also suffering psychologically.
When De Yier was injured that day, Shi Cheng lost control and shot Li Kewei in the thigh, and when the police rushed to subdue Li Kewei, he rushed to the ambulance waiting by the side with De Yier in his arms. After the ambulance drove away, Instructor Wang was covered in blood and was carried in front of him on a stretcher, at that moment, he understood what he had just done, looked down at his hands, and stood in place in despair, until Dong Hall sent someone to take him away.
When the bell rang for the end of class, De Yier put away his crying, raised his head and wiped his tearful face with his sleeve, and asked with a thick crying voice: "What time is it?" ”
"Half past eleven." Shi Cheng looked at the watch on his wrist and replied.
"I'll take you to our school cafeteria to eat." Without waiting for Shi Cheng to answer, he took the lead in standing up and opening the way in front, and after walking a few steps, he suddenly turned around and asked, "Do you have time?" ”
Shi Cheng looked at De Yier, whose mood changed very quickly, and replied with a smile on the corner of his mouth: "There is still time for a meal." ”
When the two of them arrived at the teacher's cafeteria, they attracted countless eyes, not because De Yier was famous in the school, but because Shi Cheng's altitude was too high, coupled with his excellent appearance, in this industry where there are only nuns and no monks, the appearance of a boy is enough to attract people's attention, not to mention that the external conditions are so good, each eye is shining, and it is difficult to get Yier by his side, otherwise he will ask for contact information in the morning.
Teacher Yu, who had already cooked the meal and was ready to serve it to the dining table, usually walked close to De Yi'er, and when he saw De Yi'er leading Shi Cheng, he stepped forward and asked with a gossipy smile: "Teacher Xiang, this is your boyfriend, he's quite handsome!" ”
This is a question, this is an affirmative sentence at all, De Yier frowned, pushed away the head that was close to her ear with a helpless face, and said lightly: "No, you think too much, just friends." ”
When Shi Cheng heard De Yier's answer, he didn't think much about it, took a step forward and nodded, "Hello, I'm Shi Cheng." ”
"Hello, hello." Seeing that Yier said that the two were just friends, and seeing that Shi Cheng took the initiative to greet her, Teacher Yu pretended to wipe the hand holding the plate just now on his body, and stretched out to Shi Cheng.
Shi Cheng politely shook the tip of Teacher Yu's hand and immediately let it go, turned his head to De Yier with a helpless face and said, "Let's go, let's eat." ”
Teacher Yu said again: "Teacher Xiang, come and sit with me later." ”
De Yier squinted one eye and glanced at her with disgust, nodded and walked to the window of the meal with Shi Cheng: "It was Teacher Yu just now, the music teacher in my class, the little girl usually likes to watch Korean dramas, and when she sees a handsome guy, she loses control, don't care too much." ”
"You mean, think I'm a handsome guy?" Shi Cheng grasped another meaning in his words, and said with the corner of his mouth raised.
"Don't be too narcissistic, I mean you're a handsome guy in the eyes of the teacher." De Yier held the plate, pointed to the fish-flavored shredded pork, and said to the cooking aunt in the cafeteria: "Auntie, I want a copy of this." ”
"And what about me in your eyes?" Shi Cheng held the still empty dinner plate, stood next to De Yier, and saw that her dinner plate was full of meat, so he made two vegetarian dishes.
De Yier, who had made a good meal, heard Shi Cheng's question, straightened up with the plate, looked Shi Cheng up and down seriously, and pretended to regret and said, "Hmm...... Too skinny. ”
The two of them walked towards Teacher Yu's seat together with a plate, and Shi Cheng said incredulously: "183's height and weight of 69 kilograms, too thin?" Shi Cheng is strict about his weight, and the standard he sets for himself is not higher than 75 kilograms.
"Well, skinny." De Yier answered him perfunctorily, and quickened his pace, she didn't want to discuss this question any longer, do you want her to say that you are very handsome, just in line with my aesthetics, and then let him be proud again? No way, De Yier won't let him be proud in front of her.
Shi Cheng followed up and said, "Then what kind of boy do you like?" ”
Deyier thought for a moment and replied, "A person with stars in his eyes." ”
In the bustling canteen, the smell of spicy chili peppers mixed with the smell of leftover buns sold in the morning, the smell of Kung Pao chicken mixed with the smell of rice, and the unique smell of sweat and sourness in summer, there is a paradoxical sentence in this mixed taste.