Jinghe year, February flower dynasty.

The cold rain of early spring was dripping down, and there seemed to be an extra curtain of fog between heaven and earth, and the raindrops fell on the tiles with a crisp sound.

Si Ning stood in front of the window dressed in white, and the humidity coming from the window, the clouds in the sky pressed people out of breath.

She looked at the rain outside the window in a trance, as if she saw herself again in fresh clothes and angry horses.

Dew Drop entered the house with hot water, and saw the county lord standing in front of the window with a thin figure, and hurriedly put down the golden basin in his hand, "The weather is cold, why doesn't the county lord wear more clothes?" ”

Si Ning didn't make a sound, still looking at the curtain of rain outside.

Dewdrop's eyes were full of distress, and while chattering, she quickly took the big coat and put it on for Si Ning.

Since the eldest princess and they left, the county lord's health has become worse and worse.

The imperial doctor in the palace came to see it, and said that he was depressed and worried. It's just that the heart disease also needs a heart medicine.

Thinking of the unfortunate events that had happened one after another in the past few months, the tip of the dewdrop's nose was sour, and tears rolled down her cheeks.

Afraid that the county lord would be sad when he saw it, he hurriedly wiped it off with his sleeve.

"The slave maid instructed the small kitchen to make a few more dishes that the county lord likes to eat today, and the county lord will reward the slave and maid for a while, so use more."

The county lord always doesn't need to eat, how can this body be so good.

"I don't have a good appetite in the spring." Sining Road.

Dew Drop glanced out the window, the gloomy sky made people's hearts dark, she didn't know that the poor appetite in the county lord's mouth was real, but it had nothing to do with the spring.

She glanced at the county lord worriedly, and she knew that the county lord still hadn't let go of his heart.

"Is Li Su back?" Si Ning asked lightly.

"The adults haven't returned, maybe I'll be back in two days." Dew Drop glanced worriedly at the county lord.

"Yes, Yazhou is far away, and Miss Song's body should not be bumpy."

Speaking of this, Si Ning suddenly felt ridiculous, he had been married to Li Su for three years, and he originally thought that he was such an indifferent character.

It turned out that it was just because he wasn't the person in his heart.

Yes, Song Yanqing, the daughter of a cabinet scholar, is knowledgeable, talented and beautiful, and shows off her wisdom, that is the wife candidate in his mind.

If it weren't for his own sideways, the two of them would probably be a good story.

"County Lord?" Luzhu glanced at Si Ning worriedly, she knew that there were some rumors outside now.

But she stopped it, and the county lord knew?

Dew Drop scolded in her heart, it was that broken mouth who was so annoying!

Si Ning glanced at Dew Drops and knew that she didn't tell herself for her own good.

But there is no impermeable wall in the world, but the strange thing is that I can't cry at all.

Maybe it's just that you cry too much, and the tears have dried up.

Si Ning stretched out his arm, the silk slipped down his elbow, and his white arm stretched out the window.

The rain was dripping on her arm, and she looked at her palm in a daze.

When she was not married, she had a noble status and always acted arbitrarily, but since marrying Li Su, she tried hard to live as he liked for him, but gradually lost herself.

Even the pale yellow healthy skin that was once faintly red and yellow, bright and subtle, has become this white and tender appearance.

In this love, she poured too much and lost too much, and she once regarded him as the only one.

Looking back now, it's just that I'm young and ignorant, and I regard love as everything.

Just a fool.

Dew looked at the county lord with some concern, in the past, the county lord always asked her to call her Mrs., but since a few days ago, she let herself change her words, and she had already sensed that something was wrong at that time.

But she didn't dare to think about it, the county lord's current appearance was really distressing.

Outside the window, the sound of rain was getting louder and louder, crackling as if it had smashed on people's hearts.

"Dewdrop, you go down first, I want to be alone for a while."

Dewdrop glanced worriedly at the county lord, but heard the firmness in her words, and left the room anyway.

Si Ning sat down slowly, and a trance sounded, the day he first saw Li Su was also a rainy day.

But it's not the cold rain of February, but the sweet rain of August.

On the night of the Mid-Autumn Festival on August 15 in Mingde, the four sides came to congratulate, and the emperor's uncle held a congratulatory banquet in the palace.

During this period, she disguised herself as a man and mixed in to join in the fun, and really watched a big show.

To this day, she still remembers that at the congratulatory banquet, Li Su wore a scarlet straight dress and replied domineeringly to the envoys of other countries.

If that night, he had not dressed as a man, nor had he been confused by Li Su's calm and indifferent appearance, maybe they would not have had this bad fate.

After marrying Li Su, she gradually realized his true appearance.

Also, how can the left waiter of the Ministry of Officials, who can be a good third grade at a young age, be as beautiful as it seems.

He is quiet on the surface, but he is extremely cruel on the inside.

It's not that she didn't notice it, she just felt that he wouldn't do anything to her, and she wasn't afraid of him, and if she loved someone, she had to love all of him.

Besides, she still has so much backing to rely on.

But one thing made her see her place in his heart.

Last year, the Huns went north, and Daddy went to defend against the enemy, and Li Su actually advocated not sending reinforcements in the court.

At that time, the Yellow River in the south burst its banks, and Li Su's faction advocated sending troops after disaster relief, but she didn't understand the affairs of the court, and she didn't want to understand it.

She only knew that the consequence of doing so was that Daddy died on the battlefield.

Since Daddy's death, it has been difficult for her to forgive Li Su in her heart, and he knows the consequences of doing so, but he still does it.

What is the weight of himself in his heart?

Since then, Si Ning has endured the pain of the death of his relatives and the betrayal of his lover every day, and his heart aches every day, and life is worse than death.

She still remembers the conversation she heard that day under the porch.

"Hey, do you know, Lord Shoufu has not been in the mansion for the past few days, it turns out that he went to Yazhou to pick up people." Sprinkle the sweeping maid, and say while sweeping.

"Pick up someone? Who needs to let Shousuke-sama pick it up? ”

Si Ning also wanted to know this question, he is now the first assistant under one person and above ten thousand people, who is worthy of him to go all the way to pick up.

"Well, you don't know this, Lord Shoufu went to Yazhou to pick up Lord Song Yuandao this time."

"Song Yuandao, I haven't heard of it."

The maids were not familiar with the name Song Yuandao, but Si Ning knew this person, he was Li Su's teacher.

"Song Yuandao, you don't know, Song Yanqing, Miss Song, you know, right?" The maid who sprinkled the sweep stopped sweeping the floor.

"Before Lord Shoufu and the county lord got married, the two of them had always been the golden boy and girl of the capital.

Later, he missed it by mistake, and Lord Song was framed and caught in a disaster relief case and sentenced to exile in Yazhou.

Now that the truth is revealed, Lord Shoufu went to Yazhou in person. ”

"But, what should the county lord do?"

Of course, the others heard the meaning of her words, Lord Shoufu had old feelings for Miss Song, otherwise he would not have gone to Yazhou to pick them up in person.