14 The thoughts of the three women
Presumably, this is another battle that will cost lives, but can Chengfeng be rescued safely, and will the Flame Demon really be the Flame Demon who once attacked Shiluo Village? Jielan didn't know, and was even a little scared, but even so, Jielan was still very much looking forward to meeting the flame demon, because from the mouth of the flame demon, she might be able to get the relevant information of the white-robed guest, because Jielan always felt that after the flame demon attacked the village with its front foot and seriously injured her mother, the white-robed guest on her back foot came to attack herself and Youyun, which was obviously too much of a coincidence.
Jielan saw that there was nothing she needed help with, and she didn't want to stay with Tan Qi like this, so she said to the old woman, went out of the kitchen, and walked into the narrow and simple inner room, she saw that Su Qin was still asleep deeply, and the black pig and Ming Qi were too tired and sleepy to sleep at the foot of the bed, only Qi Xue stood at the table in front of the window, holding the snow crane, combing its soiled feathers.
She walked up to her, held her shoulders from behind, gently stroked her long white hair, and said softly, "Are you still unhappy about what happened just now?" ”
Sakiyuki shook her head, but her head was also lowered, and it seemed that she was also a child who couldn't lie.
Jielan walked around to her, held her hands, and said: "Whether I understand the wrong intention or not, but, snow, emotional things will often bring people pain, happy love is of course, but in this troubled world, it is too luxurious to think of getting such a feeling, just like me, such as Suqin, and now there are you, Xue, I actually really hope that you can be happy and happy, and I also hope that the relationship has a destination, but even if there is something unsatisfactory in life, don't be discouraged and sad, you know?" Because I'm with you. ”
"Blue, do you also feel pain in your feelings?" Qi Xue has always wanted to ask Jielan about this, but she has never had a chance, "Is it the young monarch of the royal city?" ”
Jielan suddenly fell silent, she thought for a moment, and said: "I don't want to hide it from you, yes, I do have him in my heart, even if I know that our hope of being together is very slim, I am sure that I can't throw him out of my heart, although he already has a fiancée, and I have never had a chance, but I think it is my blessing to like him even like this." ”
Qi Xue had already guessed that Jielan had feelings for Qing Zhan, but she didn't expect that Qing Zhan already had a fiancée, which made her have to hug for Jielan and hurriedly said, "Fiancée? What did he tell you? Why did he treat you like this, knowing that he already had a fiancée, but he still came to provoke you, who did he think of you? Is it just like that? ”
Jielan was also very angry before, but now her mood is much calmer than before, and she only said: "Maybe he also has his helplessness, just blame me for not being a person of the same world as him, he is a young monarch, I am a blood demon, since there is a disparity in identity, then we should stay in our own position, don't trespass, even if we are reluctant to do anything." ”
Qi Xue didn't expect Jielan to love so deeply, she lowered her head and looked very depressed, "What should Chengfeng do?" I used to say that I would entrust you with the wind, but if you have someone else in your heart, wouldn't the wind be very pitiful? ”
Jielan didn't expect Qi Xue to still have such a wish, hoping that she could be with Chengfeng, but she understood that the relationship between her and Chengfeng was not what Qi Xue thought, more precisely, the emotion between them should be the sympathy of the same blood demon.
However, Jielan didn't want Qi Xue to be sad about this, and only said: "Even if I am not with Chengfeng, I will treat him like my own relatives, Xue, Feng He has his own destiny, we can't force it, not to mention that Feng's heart is still left in Tiannu Qingmeng, they have such deep emotions, will the wind abandon it?" And although you don't like Qingmeng very much, I can see that Qingmeng's feelings for the wind are still there, and the reason why those things happened before may also be her helplessness! ”
When Qi Xue heard the name Qingmeng, her heart suddenly 'chuckled', revealing an extremely unhappy look, she turned her back and said: "There can't be anything between her and the wind, the wind only hates her, if the wind wants to be with her again, it will only make the wind more painful, maybe one day in the future he will become the same as before, but Lan you are different, maybe the wind trusts you in his heart and relies on you, so he will gradually become gentle, no longer as he used to reject people thousands of miles away." ”
Jielan never believed that Chengfeng's change was because of herself, all of this was just Qi Xue's conjecture, she only said: "Maybe it's not because of me, don't you think that the wind has changed a little bit from the past of the Holy Spirit Mountain?" At that time, he began to awaken in the blood of the White Devil in the Holy Spirit Mountain, maybe it was because of this that his heart began to change, and it didn't have much to do with me, of course, I was naturally happy that he could transform, I hope he can be safe this time, otherwise I will be at peace in my heart! ”
Qi Xue knew that no matter how she persuaded Jielan, her heart had been completely given to the young monarch of the royal city, even if she knew that there was no result between them, she would like that man without hesitation, but she didn't notice the heart of the wind at all, Qi Xue was suddenly very sad, even if she was also attached to Chengfeng, but as long as she could make Feng happy, she wouldn't mind, because she never thought about possession.
And Su Qin, who had been lying on the bed to rest, woke up in the middle of the conversation between Jielan and Qi Xue, when she heard Jielan's words, for some reason, thinking of herself, she was also very sad, maybe she thought of herself, thought of her and Yu Ning's unpredictable ending, her heart touched, she couldn't help but cry silently, and she only grabbed the jade pendant in her palm.
She sat up and looked at the sad figures of Jielan and Qixue, as if she shared a common fate with them, and felt so kind. Jielan heard the voice behind her, turned around and looked at Suqin, saw that she got up, hurriedly walked over, and said, "You are still very weak now, just rest for a while." ”
Su Qin shook her head and said, "It's okay, I'm much better." She saw that Jie Lan Qixue looked at the tears in the corners of her eyes in confusion, she sighed slightly for a moment, and then said, "I just heard what you said, and I felt something." ”
"Sister Suqin is thinking about the matter between you and Yu Ning, right?" Jielan asked cautiously.
Su Qin nodded silently, "Actually, I envy the love between you and Shaojun, the love is sincere and vigorous, but between me and Yu Ning is like a trickle, although I know the other party's intentions, but no one dares to take a step, not even a more intimate word, although I know that he is the son of the world, the responsibility is very heavy, everything must be done carefully, but I hope that he can be impulsive to me once, even once I will feel that he really loves me, but never, I know I'm asking for a bit too much, but maybe that's what it's like to be a woman. ”
Jielan knew the relationship between Su Qin and Yu Ning, but she didn't know how they got together, so she couldn't help asking: "If Sister Su Qin doesn't mind, can you tell us what is the relationship between you and Yu Ning?" ”
Su Qin is a little shy, but she has never had any friends in the past ten years, and there has never been anyone in the Baihualou to tell her what is going on, and now when she meets Jielan them, she suddenly feels that she has a heart to rely on, and she is no longer so lonely alone, she opened her lips lightly, and said: "I was a playmate with him when I was a child, and the ancestor was still alive at that time, so we are not like now, because the ancestor cherishes me very much, so he often summons me to the city court, accompanies Yu Ning, and the two study and practice martial arts together, and they have feelings for a long time together, It wasn't until later that I was taken away by the master to practice, and the two were temporarily separated, maybe because of the separation, or because I grew up day by day, and my thoughts about Yu Ning were better than one day, and when I got older, I realized that my thoughts about him were no longer the same as those of my childhood playmates, but because I needed to follow the master to practice every day, I couldn't go back to visit him, until later, I heard that the master was going to die, and I felt grateful for the love of the master for me, so I said goodbye to my teacher and went down the mountain to return to the city, but within a few days the city court changed, Yu Ning was imprisoned, my family was killed, and I was sold into the Qinglou, fortunately, at that time Yu Ning sent someone to buy me, to keep my innocence, since then, I have been playing the piano in Baihualou every day, and the love and thoughts of Yu Ning in my heart are better than one day, and Yu Ning will also come to visit me every month, perhaps because both of them have experienced mutations, so the two can no longer coexist as before, every time we meet, I just play the piano for him to listen to, and he occasionally plays a few games with me, so even now, I don't know what his mind is, I know that no matter how noble my status was before, but after all, in the land of fireworks, it is impossible to be with Yu Ning, but I only hope that he can complete his great cause, and when his great cause is completed, I will return to the mountains and forests, follow the master to continue to practice, and forget these mundane things. ”
I thought that Su Qin and Yu Ning were in love with each other, but I didn't expect that Su Qin, who seemed to be elegant and inviolable, also had such a worrying side, it turned out that she was the same as herself, afraid of her identity, afraid of not being able to match each other, and wanted to flee because she was afraid.
"Then what's going on with that jade pendant? Since he gave you a jade pendant, he must have affection for you, not what you think? Jielan wanted to comfort Suqin.
Su Qin shook her head, her white face indifferent, "This is what he gave me before he was about to leave Baihualou, saying that he hoped that I would bring me some courage, maybe because I was his playmate since childhood, and I regretted what happened to my family, so I have pity for me, but even so, I won't ask too much of him, I just hope that he can complete happiness." ”
Jielan couldn't help sighing, admiring Suqin's dedication, Jielan walked over and held Suqin's hand, and said: "I think Yu Ning's prince should really like you, otherwise why is he obviously imprisoned but willing to risk coming to see you, knowing that you are the one who has been punished, but he is not afraid of being implicated and insists on saving you, although he didn't express anything to you, or his love for you, after all, he is now imprisoned, maybe he knows, if you know his mind, then you will definitely pay for him desperately, He doesn't want that, so he'd rather keep the distance between the two of you, and just hope you're safe. ”
Although I don't know if what Jielan said is the case, Jielan was unusually moved after hearing it, "Is this really the case?" He really has me in his heart, not me alone thinking about him. ”
"I think Yu Ning Shizi should be like this, the relationship between you and him is from childhood to adulthood, how can it be fake? Some feelings don't have to be publicized to be known to everyone, and some feelings are forbearing, but as long as the two are connected, I think they will definitely feel it. Jielan didn't know how she could say this, maybe he experienced his own emotions, witnessed the emotions between Ning Lu and the criminals, and also understood the emotions between Chengfeng and Qingmeng, so she realized!
Su Qin held Jielan's hand, tears fluctuated in her eyes, she smiled indifferently, and said: "What my sister mentioned is that even if Yu Ning and I have no chance in this life, I should be grateful to God for allowing me to meet him, instead of being trapped by love, I hope he can escape this catastrophe, and he will not have to be a prisoner of the stairs in the future." ”