01 The deep affection of pain
Chengfeng still hadn't come to his senses, his hair was scattered, draped over his cheeks, Qingmeng straightened out her hair, wiped his somewhat dirty cheeks clean, and then continued: "You know what? When I learned that you were unsealed by Jielan, I was both happy and worried, I was happy that you could finally get out of the seal, and I might be able to reunite with you, but I knew it was impossible, although you were resurrected, but your demonic blood would be resurrected, you would be like back then, lose your heart and gradually become a demon, I don't want to see you like this, I don't want to see you become a demon and I don't even know me, so I can only choose my destiny to kill you, but that night I still can't do it, I even hate Jielan, Why did she want to bring you back to this world again, why did you do this, if not, why did you suffer so much, why did you have to be used again, used by these greedy and ignorant humans, I really don't want to be a goddess you are a blood demon? But how can we change who we are? When Qingmeng said this, he was already in tears.
She gently hugged Chengfeng and rested her head on his chest, and she felt his faint heartbeat, as if it were tugging at her own heart. Chengfeng, who had been in a coma, smelled the familiar aroma of orchids, and heard someone whispering in his ear, the voice was so familiar, so familiar, it seemed to be the voice of his own dreams, was she coming? Is it the one you've hated for so long? Chengfeng desperately opened his eyes, and when the hazy vision gradually became clear, he saw the person in front of him clearly, and saw the person lying in his arms, it turned out to be really her, really the person he hated for so long.
He only said slowly, "What are you crying about with me?" It's coming... Pity me? ”
Qingmeng heard that he woke up, a little happy but also a little anxious, she was too busy to leave Chengfeng's embrace, took a step back, and restored her originally cold face, she looked at Chengfeng with hatred in her eyes, but she didn't know what to say, "It's great that you're awake." ”
"Great? Didn't you come here to kill me? In this case, why don't you do it, anyway, I am like a fish on the anvil now, and I can't resist at all, so why should you hesitate. Chengfeng's face was purple, and it was obvious that his hatred for Qingmeng had not diminished from beginning to end.
"You..."Qingmeng could hear Chengfeng's words, and for some reason made her so sad, "Do you really hate me so much?" ”
"Hate? I don't want to hate you anymore, I just don't want to see you anymore, why do you have to appear in front of me, if you want to take my life, you take it, what can I do to you as a goddess? In fact, seeing Qingmeng come here, Chengfeng was also quite happy in his heart, but even so, how could he reflect his feelings, the woman in front of him had failed him, and cruelly sealed himself, and finally waved the demon sword to himself, who would forgive the woman who had loved him deeply for doing such a thing to himself.
Qingmeng wiped away the tears from the corners of his eyes, turned his head sideways, and said slowly: "Sure enough, your heart is no longer in my body, your heart is given to Jielan, isn't it?" ”
Suddenly hearing this name, Chengfeng was stunned for a moment, he was silent, he was inextricably knotted, he wanted to deny himself but didn't know how to deny it, because since these days of confinement, every time he regained his senses, the person he thought about was actually Jielan, he was worried about her safety, worried that she would be deceived by the city lord, worried that something would happen to her, and even more worried that he would never see her again, Chengfeng didn't know when, he began to have a bond with Jielan in his heart, was it from the moment when Jielan risked death to save himself? It was still that night that she hugged her arms and cried, Chengfeng thought about it and didn't know why and when, he just felt that the blue-haired rebellious woman would always make him worry, he always wanted to stay by his side, protect her, take care of him, and didn't want her to be hurt again and again.
But I obviously dislike her, when did this emotion begin to change?
In the face of Qingmeng's question, Chengfeng could have denied it, but for some reason, maybe he wanted to be angry with her, Chengfeng replied loudly: "Yes, I am concerned about her, and my heart has already been given to her, and for you, I have hatred, but now I don't even want to give you hatred, you are a heavenly girl, you have your duties, then you will complete your duties well, why bother to ask me this, don't you think it's ridiculous?" Although Chengfeng said things against his will, half of them were not lying.
And Jielan, who was far away on the stone platform opposite, suddenly heard what Chengfeng said, which made her a little surprised, she couldn't believe that Chengfeng would like herself, and she couldn't believe that what Chengfeng said was true, she always thought that Chengfeng's heart still loved Qingmeng, but because of the hatred accumulated over the years, they couldn't come together, but no matter how she thought about it, she didn't understand how Chengfeng would have affection for herself, although she gradually maintained herself, but why did he like himself like this? How can I compare myself with Qingmeng.
Jielan was panicked and embarrassed by Chengfeng's words, she looked at the faces of the people around her, they all looked at her with questioning eyes, Jielan felt even more shy, her face turned red, she wanted to explain, but the more she wanted to explain, the more difficult it would be to explain, she had to smile awkwardly, wanting to relieve this uncomfortable atmosphere, but the more difficult it was to explain.
Tan Qi suddenly heard Chengfeng's words, and for some reason he was both happy and worried, happy that this Jielan might be with this white devil in the future, so Shaojun would no longer have to worry about him, and the worry was that between the blood demon and the blood demon, it has never been possible to be together, so how could she and Chengfeng have no results.
Jielan didn't know these things, she was just a little flustered at this time, she didn't know how to face Chengfeng, and how to face Qingzhan, she thought to herself that Chengfeng must have said this for the sake of Qi Qingmeng, so in fact, he didn't have that kind of feelings for herself.
After Qingmeng heard Chengfeng's answer, she stood quietly on the stone platform, the red light from the fire-colored magma at the bottom of the cave was reflected on her beautiful and exquisite face, swaying and shaking, just like her heart, dripping blood, as if it was about to collapse in an instant, for some reason, the tears she tried to hold back still flowed inadvertently, and she only said: "Lan is indeed a good girl, having her by your side may slowly heal your heart, if that's the case, I will also feel very happy." She said this, but in her heart she kept thinking, "If it were me, I would also like to stay by your side and heal your heart, but you chose her, and what am I?" ”
"What do you say... What do you mean? Didn't you come here to kill me? Chengfeng was very puzzled, looking at her tearful face, Chengfeng was still distressed, but even so, he would not relent.
"You're a white devil now, why should I kill you? It seems that Lan is really a very magical girl, she can make you voluntarily give up the power of the demon for her and return to the white devil, but I can't, it turns out that your love for her is much deeper than mine, but Chengfeng do you know? But I don't love you a lot! ”
Listening to Qingmeng's confession to himself, even the hard-hearted Chengfeng was not moved, he was stunned for a moment, looking at the somewhat thin woman in front of him, but for some reason his heart hurt so much, he lowered his head, and his words suddenly became softer, "Don't you say these things to me here?" If you truly love me, you won't have sealed me ruthlessly a hundred years ago, do you want to tell me that this is the embodiment of your love for me? Love so much that you want me to die? ”
"If I really hated you, I would have directly chosen to kill you with the Demon Slaying Sword, but I didn't, and I couldn't, so I had to choose to seal you with the Ice Spell, you know? I'd rather you sleep with the memories that still keep me, rather than you fall into the devil's path and forget me little by little and finally die under my sword, I don't want that ending, so I have to choose to seal you, so I will also feel that you are still alive in this world, and I will also guard you who are sealed for the rest of my life, although we can't speak, we can't hug, we can't touch, but I don't care, because my heart is always in you, you are sealed with my heart, then I won't feel lonely, Do you know? In the past hundred years, I have been thinking about you all the time, but I didn't expect that the moment your heart was sealed again, it was also sealed, and the person who awakened your heart was not me. Qingmeng's sad eyes have a hazy color, which makes people want to hug her, give her warmth, and comfort her.
Chengfeng couldn't speak for a long time, he just looked at Qingmeng like this, looking at her and didn't know what to do? Could it be that this is the fate of the two, destined to be unable to be together?
"Even if... In this way, can we go back to the past? You are still a celestial maiden, and I am still a blood demon, between us are originally people of two worlds, and one day, if I fall into a demon again, you will still kill me, right? Chengfeng asked this question that Qingmeng couldn't answer.
Qingmeng didn't answer, she just walked to Chengfeng's side and asked softly, "Can I still hug you like before?" ”
Chengfeng did not refuse.
Qingmeng walked in front of Chengfeng, stretched out her arms to wrap around Chengfeng, she leaned her head on Chengfeng's chest, this familiar feeling made her seem to go back to the past, she raised her head, her forehead just touched Chengfeng's chin, she looked at Chengfeng's haggard face, and there was a turmoil in her heart, maybe this is goodbye will not be goodbye, maybe this is the last time to hug him, thinking of this, Qingmeng stood on tiptoe, held his face with his hand, and kissed him gently.
The kiss was gentle and bitter, in this kiss, the two seemed to return to the past years, although those happy and sweet years were short, but in this kiss they appeared clearly in front of him again, Chengfeng was a little stunned, and wanted to resist, but when he felt the familiar taste of Qingmeng, he could no longer resist, he had a moment, he wanted time to be imprisoned like this, he wanted to hug the woman in front of him again, but because his arms were bound by fireworks, he couldn't move, And he gently bit Qingmeng's lips, and tenderness and affection poured out again.
When Jielan saw this scene, for some reason she still had a trace of sourness in her heart, maybe she had just heard Chengfeng's heart for herself, but in just a moment, he accepted Qingmeng's kiss, then he actually loved Qingmeng deeply in his heart, and he was just a prop he used to anger Qingmeng, thinking of this, Jielan was very angry, he really wanted to rush forward and slap that Chengfeng, otherwise how could she eliminate the anger in her heart?