07 Doubts
Qingmeng looked back at the face that she had missed for hundreds of years, how could she ever want to go, how could she ever want to be so alone in this world, but his heart was no longer in him, he chose to stay by Jielan's side, so why did she force it again, she only said indifferently: "Do I still have the meaning of staying?" ”
This sentence seems to be asking Cheng Feng, asking him why he changed his mind, why he betrayed the love between them, why he has someone else in his heart but can't keep her, maybe this is a woman, even if she is a goddess, how can she see it in the face of the word love, not to mention the deep affection that has exceeded a hundred years.
Chengfeng couldn't answer Qingmeng, he only turned his head sideways, and said coldly: "You go back to the place where you belong, why do you need to be nostalgic for this world anymore." ”
"Then why are you so nostalgic for this world?" Qingmeng asked indifferently, Chengfeng couldn't answer, so he had to be silent, and when Qingmeng saw him like this, he said, "Since that's the case, why do you care about me." ”
yes, what qualifications do you have to keep her? What's the use of letting her stay? Can they still be the same as before? Since you can't go back to the past, you can only endure the pain and separate, which is better than two people being sad.
Feelings are originally a game where you hurt me and I hurt you, and this game will never stop!
Qingmeng got out of the hole, summoned the blue bird, and left on the blue bird, she didn't look back at Chengfeng, because she also has self-esteem, even if she has tens of millions of reluctance for him in her heart, she has to retain her last dignity and leave, this is the only pride she has left as a goddess, otherwise if she even leaves this self-esteem, then how can she live in this world.
Seeing that Qingmeng was leaving like this, Jielan hurriedly said to Chengfeng: "Aren't you going out to chase?" ”
Chengfeng turned around, closed his eyes, and ignored Jielan's words.
"You should know that it's just a misunderstanding between you, but in fact, Qingmeng still loves you deeply, and you love her deeply, don't you?" Jielan didn't know why, she didn't want the two of them to be separated, although when she saw Qingmeng kissing Chengfeng lightly, Jielan's heart was a little painful, but it was just because she felt that Chengfeng might be with her and leave herself, but she never thought of inserting it between them!
Seeing that Chengfeng didn't react, Jielan ran out of the cave and summoned the little mink Biluo, Chengfeng saw her like this, thinking that she was going to chase Qingmeng, so he stopped: "I don't need you to be troublesome, I also hate troubled women." ”
"Don't think that everyone in this world is turning for you, since you have no intention of leaving Qingmeng, it doesn't mean that I am unwilling, and I still have some things to ask her, you are waiting for me here. After Jielan finished speaking, she flew into the air in Biluo and chased in the direction of Qingmeng.
Qi Xue and Chengfeng saw that Jielan really chased over, they were a little anxious, Qi Xue wanted to chase Jielan back, but was stopped by Chengfeng, and said: "Whatever she wants, what she wants to do, you can't stop it." ”
I didn't expect that the person who knew Jielan best would be Chengfeng, sometimes even Qi Xue herself didn't know what happened between Jielan and Chengfeng that made the two of them change from the object of enmity to mutual trust and care, but no matter what, Qi Xue heard that Chengfeng really liked Jielan this time, although she was a little disappointed, but she also felt very happy.
Because she always hopes that Jielan can be with Chengfeng, they are the most suitable pair.
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Jielan chased half a cup of tea, then caught up with Qingmeng, she stopped in front of Qingmeng, Qingmeng saw that the person chasing was Jielan, couldn't help but be a little disappointed, and said indifferently: "What are you chasing me for?" ”
"Come back with us, wouldn't it be more lively to have us with you in this line, why be alone?" Although Jielan knew that it was difficult to keep her, she still wanted to stay for some reason.
"What are you and I? Although I Qingmeng is no longer loved, but I also have my own dignity, why do you need to stay with that person, you can go! Qingmeng's expression looked sad, but there was also a bit of sadness.
Jielan knew Qingmeng's heartache and persuaded: "Actually, there is nothing between me and Chengfeng, he has always had you in his heart, maybe it was only because of the previous misunderstanding that it became like this, if he has really forgotten his feelings for you, how can he hate you so much, it is because of hatred that he will love deeply, isn't it?" ”
"If you hadn't brought him into this world, we wouldn't have become what we are now, maybe all this is destined, no matter how I stop it, I can't stop it from happening, your fate is involved with him, and when your fate is involved, and I'm just an outsider, is it really more important than me in his heart?" Qingmeng was still unwilling, unwilling to let their deep relationship disappear like this, but there was a bit of resentment towards Jielan in her words.
Jielan also felt this resentment, which made her quite surprised and apologetic, and only said, "I really..."
"That's enough, are you chasing after me to show me his affection for you?" Qingmeng suddenly became angry and interrupted Jielan's words.
Jielan was taken aback, she still wanted to say something, but she didn't know what to say, so she didn't say anything, Qingmeng saw that she was silent, and she was about to leave with the blue bird, when she flew over Jielan's side, Jielan said: "Wait! Her expression was very solemn at the moment, as if she had a heavy heart pressing down all the time.
Qingmeng stopped, not knowing what she was going to say.
"Did we ever know each other?" Jielan asked the question she had always wanted to ask.
Qingmeng also looked very serious when she heard this question, and at the same time she was a little frightened, but she quickly calmed down and said, "You really don't have a good memory, we've met four times, haven't we?" ”
"I'm not asking about this, but about whether we knew each other long before you met Chengfeng?" Jielan said decisively.
"I don't have to answer your ridiculous question." Qingmeng refused.
"Are you afraid to answer my questions? Let me tell you a story of mine, I once had a friend, she grew up with me, she treated me like my own sister, I always went out with her to get rid of demons, every time I encountered danger, she was at the forefront, every time I was injured, she would heal me regardless of her own injuries, she was in my heart in addition to my mother, she was the most important person in my life, the most cherished person, but then she was kidnapped by a demon in a white robe, I swore that I must rescue her, Even if I risk my life, I will not hesitate to do so. Jielan was touched by the pain in her heart when she told this past, and she couldn't help choking.
Qingmeng listened to Jielan's words, and gradually her eyes moistened, as if she felt Jielan's affection and felt her sincerity to people, but although she had feelings, she still said indifferently: "What does this have to do with me, are you begging me to help you kill the white-robed guest?" ”
Jielan didn't answer Qingmeng's words, but continued: "There is another thing I didn't tell you, when the demon attacked me and her that night, she let me stay in the enchantment she laid in order to save me, and she risked her life to fight the demon, in the battle, she also summoned a sword, the sword was black all over, but it had a fireworks-like pattern, the pattern seemed to be burning with flames, emitting red light, I said this, do you understand?" ”
Qingmeng was even more startled, her face gradually turned pale, she was silent, she didn't know how to answer Jielan, but she still replied: "I think you should be thinking too much, you and your friends grew up together, and me?" I don't think I need to say that you should also understand, don't have some stupid ideas. Qingmeng said mercilessly.
Jielan looked at the familiar and strange person in front of her like this, could she really guess wrong? But why did she always feel so familiar with Qingmeng? Why would she call me Lan directly, instead of Jielan, if she wasn't Youyun, she and her had only met a few times, why was she called like this, not to mention that she still resented herself because of Chengfeng, and when dealing with the Flame Demon, she also said that she would join forces with her again to destroy this Flame Demon, so who would this not be Youyun?
But when she first met Youyun, she was still a ten-year-old child as old as herself, and Qingmeng had survived in this world for hundreds of years, how could they be the same person, not to mention that she and Youyun's appearance was not the same, could it really be that she thought too much, but why did she feel this way, why did she have such strange thoughts?
Could it be that I miss Youyun too much, that's why it's like this?
Seeing that Qingmeng didn't want to admit it, Jielan was also a little disappointed, she only said: "That's right, she was still a child when I met her, but even so, I will still say a word to you, I hope you can take care, and thank you for helping us." ”
"You don't have to thank me, I didn't save Chengfeng because of you, but for myself, of course, even if you save me, I won't thank you, because that's your business, and it has nothing to do with me." After she finished speaking, she rode away in the blue bird, and her figure gradually disappeared into the dark night sky.
After seeing Qingmeng leave, Jielan suddenly felt a little stunned, she thought that she had seen some light, she thought that she seemed to have found the answer, but in the end, she found that she guessed wrong, and everything had to start all over again, how could she not be sad, but so far, she knew at least three things, first, what was the purpose of the white-robed guest who was planning all this? Why did he tell the flame demon that he was only allowed to take away his mother's spiritual power and not harm him, and if he was merciful in his heart, why did he brutally kill his mother in the end? Second, his purpose should be to contact Chengfeng's seal by himself, because only himself with summoned blood can unlock Chengfeng's seal in the world, so he took away Youyun to threaten him, and third, he has a blue flower-shaped scar on his arm, which is the key to finding out who this white-robed guest is, so this is the most precious thing for Jielan.
But there are still many things that Jielan can't figure out, such as why he must let him take Chengfeng to Wangcheng, does he have anything to do with Wangcheng? And why did he kill the villagers after he left Shiluo Village, if he wanted to kill the villagers, he could just kill them on the night he attacked him, so why bother to do more? And how did he believe that he would definitely bring Chengfeng to the royal city? Because everyone knows that Chengfeng is a demon who fell into the demon path before breaking the seal, the demon power is strong, and no one can subdue him, if it weren't for the 'Sealing Spirit Bead' sent by Qi Xue, I'm afraid that even he would die under his hands, but how could he guess these things? The last is the white tung in front of his house, Bai Tong said that it was forcibly woken up to this world, the purpose is to save her life at the moment of Jielan's life and death, why kill her but save her? Isn't this white-robed guest too strange? And in this line, countless people in the cities and counties want to capture Chengfeng and take it for themselves, since she has taken Chengfeng out of Xueling Mountain, if he really just wants to get Chengfeng, why not snatch him away himself, isn't he afraid of being taken by people from other cities and counties?