15 The gentleness of the wind
"What about the princess?" Mo Li hurriedly asked.
"At this hour tomorrow, I will ask you to meet in the 'Cold Jade Palace' on the east side of the city, where we can talk heart-to-heart, and we don't have to worry about anyone, you say that's good?" Princess Jing's language was soft, so that Na Mo was tired of listening to the bones about to be crispy.
And when Mo Li heard this, the princess asked him to have a tryst late at night, and he was so happy that he didn't know what to do, he knew that the 'Hanyu Palace' was an abandoned city hall, where no one would come, so naturally he would not disturb him to meet the princess, and when there was no one around, he could be alone with the princess, even if the princess did not want to marry him at that time, as long as she became her own person, I am afraid that she would have to marry if she did not marry. This Mo Li's mind was extremely bad, and he had already made up his mind that he wanted to think about this princess, so he hurriedly responded: "Okay, I will meet tomorrow at this time as promised, waiting for the princess to arrive!" ”
After the man finished speaking, he saw that there was no one around, so he hurriedly walked out of the back garden and walked towards the palace gate.
And Princess Jing looked at the back of that person, but showed a somewhat evil smile, as if her calculation had already been decided, and she would only wait until this time tomorrow, so that the woman would never dare to appear in front of Qing Zhan again.
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It wasn't until late at night that Jielan woke up, when she woke up and saw Chengfeng guarding beside her, for some reason, Jielan suddenly felt so wronged, so moved, Chengfeng heard the sound of Jielan getting up, so he turned to look at her, he said coldly: "You'd better not get up, or rest for a while!" ”
Jielan thought of Fang Cai's matter, and felt pain in her heart, she only whispered: "Do you think I'm useless, I think I'm ridiculous like this, obviously deceived by the other party again and again, but you are still attached to him as always, you must also laugh and scold me in your heart, don't you?" ”
"Don't impose so much affirmation on me, I don't need to be so concerned about your affairs, I stopped you from choosing him a long time ago, but you are still deeply involved, I think even if I try to stop it, I can't stop you." Chengfeng looked at this haggard woman, seeing that she was trapped by love and lost her resolute heroism in the past, Chengfeng was a little disappointed and a little pity, but how did Jielan understand his mood and how to pay attention to it, she only had that battle in her heart at the moment.
And Jielan's heart seemed to be wrapped in a haze, and she couldn't open it to see the bright moon, she thought of Princess Najing saying that she hugged and kissed Qing Zhan at this time last night, Jielan felt a pain, "Sure enough, I'm really stupid, I still think about him at this time, I'm really ridiculous, so stupid, I hate myself like this, I hate myself like a fool." Tears were streaming down her cheeks as she spoke.
Seeing her like this, Chengfeng didn't know what to say, he walked up to Jielan and said, "I don't mind lending you my shoulder again!" ”
Jielan looked up at this somewhat hard and cold man, I don't know why, although he didn't look warm, like a stone man, but Jielan still felt that it was better to have him by her side again and again, she leaned her head on Chengfeng's abdomen and hugged him gently, while Chengfeng stretched out her hand and gently stroked her soft hair, like soothing a wounded child.
"Thank you, every time you are by my side at such times, and every time you see my vulnerability, I don't know when we will stop resenting each other and be able to be so calm with each other." When Jielan thinks of Chengfeng in the past, he feels like a wounded beast, as long as you want to get closer, he wants to bite you to pieces, and now he is like the most reliable and loyal friend, and he does not want you to be hurt in the slightest.
"I don't resent you, I just don't want to let go of myself, so I've been desperately resisting this world, resisting all the people in this world, but you, I don't know why, can never get rid of you, even if you hate me and lose your temper with me, I will feel that I have not been abandoned by this world, and when you come to the Holy Spirit Mountain to save me, I also feel that my white devil is also cared about, no matter what purpose you saved me at that time, but you do this I always feel that I live in this world meaningfully." Chengfeng said what was in his heart, and he didn't know why he wanted to say it to Jielan, maybe he also wanted Jielan to understand his heart, understand that he didn't resent her, let alone be grateful to her, care about her, and need her.
Jielan was naturally very moved when she heard this, but she was also very guilty, because after she lifted the seal from Xueling Mountain, all she thought about was just to kill him and take his white devil blood, and when she knew that he could not have the blood of the white devil at that time, she planned to take him to the royal city in exchange for Youyun, she was so selfish from beginning to end, and never considered whether she would hurt the other party by doing so, but Chengfeng never minded that he had such thoughts, and he never blamed himself, Anyway, I have always been by my side and accompanied myself through this hard journey.
"Chengfeng, I... Don't you blame me? I did that to you at the beginning. Jielan couldn't help but ask.
"What do you blame? Blame you for lifting the seal on me, blame you for having other plans for me? Or do you complain about why you bother with the matter between me and Qingmeng? These things are in the past, aren't they? You have saved my life three or four times, what can I blame you? Chengfeng said indifferently, and he didn't pay attention to the previous things.
Jielan showed a faint smile, that smile was very relieved, very peaceful, she let go of Chengfeng, and said: "Thank you, I am willing to forgive the selfish me in the past, thank you for always being by your side." ”
"If you really have me in your heart, why say thank you." Chengfeng's long white hair fell on Jielan's cheeks, stirring her somewhat turbulent heart, "You don't have to worry about that young gentleman's affairs, although I don't want to see you walk together, but I think he and the princess shouldn't have it, you don't need to feel sad about this time." ”
"You heard their conversation, and he admitted it, is it still fake?" Jielan asked rhetorically.
"Don't you have some handle on her? In this case, how could he not agree, how could he have to wronged himself to marry that cruel and willful princess, you have been with him for so long, don't you understand this? Or do you simply not trust him or yourself? Chengfeng actually didn't want to clear up the misunderstanding between them by himself, because he didn't want Jielan and Chengfeng to get together, but he didn't want to deliberately hide it because of his selfishness.
After Jielan listened to Chengfeng's words, although she was skeptical, even if Qing Zhan had agreed to Princess Najing's matter, so she had to marry her, but what happened to the matter of them hugging and kissing last night, it is impossible to say that he was still coerced, or is he originally a prodigal person, he is fighting outside regardless of life and death, and he is happy in the city court, when he does this, where does he put himself?
"I don't want to mention him anymore, tomorrow morning you accompany me to a place, and after meeting Qi Xue and Long Yi, we will leave this Qingzhou City, okay?" Jielan asked.
"Are you really willing to get out of here?" Chengfeng knew that Jielan was thinking about Qing Zhan in her heart, so she asked.
"There is nothing to be reluctant to give, you have nothing to do, then there is no point in us continuing to stay here, not to mention that I have to go to the royal city, there are more important things waiting for me to do, I can't stay in this Qingzhou City all the time, not to mention, I think there is that young monarch here, everything should be solved, and we can't help if we stay." Jielan thought that Qing Zhou City was not far from the royal city, as long as she hurried day and night, she should arrive at the royal city within ten days, so she could find the white-robed guest, rescue Youyun, and then return to Shiluo Village with her, and no longer pay attention to the affairs of this world.
"Since you say so, then leave, I don't like this city in the first place, it's better to leave." Chengfeng said indifferently, "You can rest for a while, and go out tomorrow morning, I don't want to see you as a patient until tomorrow morning." ”
Jielan obediently lay down again, Chengfeng covered her with a sheet, and prepared to go outside the house to guard with the black pig, Jielan looked at the back of Chengfeng leaving, I don't know why I always felt very relieved and comfortable in my heart, as if no matter what happened, I didn't have to be afraid, because she would accompany her.
Qingmeng said that he liked himself, is that true? If it's true, what should I do? Because I have another person in my heart, how can I tolerate him, but why do I always feel a little heartache, a little guilt, and a little throbbing when I think of him.
Jielan doesn't understand her feelings, she just wants it all to pass, and then live her own free life, without whirlpooling in this complicated world.
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At dawn on the second day, Jielan did not say goodbye to Qing Zhan, and directly came to the palace gate with the waist card of the envoy of Chiyan City, and went out of the city court with Chengfeng Longyi, although she left, but Jielan was still worried about Qing Zhan in her heart, what she was thinking about was the matter between him and Princess Jing, maybe after she left, they would hold a big wedding soon, but at that time the matter had nothing to do with herself, he would marry whoever he liked, and what qualifications did he have to care?
Jielan walked all the way towards Baihualou, along the way, she also carefully paid attention to the surrounding environment, because she was still worried that there would be guards sent by Yu Qing to track their whereabouts, so as to find the hiding place of the blue devil, and finally it was not good for him, a few people walked to the downtown area, and they really saw a few people sneakily following behind them, no wonder when they went out of the palace, those guards did not stop them, it turned out that they just wanted to follow them, Jielan saw that there was a clothing store in the market, so she asked for a few clothes, change them, Then they each tied up their long hair and wrapped it in a turban, so as not to be recognized, when Chengfeng's long silver hair was wrapped in a turban, Jielan looked at him like this, he looked like a young man from a peasant family, and couldn't help but burst out laughing.
Chengfeng rarely saw Jielan smiling, he always thought that all he saw was Jielan surrounded by suffering, and now her heartfelt smile made her look beautiful and moving, Chengfeng looked a little stupid, and after a long time, he reacted, and said slightly angrily: "You look like this, you look like a girl in the village." ”
Seeing that he actually replied, Jielan felt more comfortable getting along with him, unlike before, always scrupling about each other, and always speaking coldly to each other.
After the three of them changed their clothes, they gave the boss a few taels of silver and asked them to let them go out through the back door, and the boss didn't care what it was, as long as he had silver, so he took them out of the back door.
After a few people got rid of those who were following, they walked straight towards Baihualou, and when they arrived at Baihualou, they directly named the elements of the piano to play and sing tunes for them, they paid the old bustard, and went directly to the second floor, in the innermost private room on the second floor, Jielan They saw that Suqin had lived in the room as soon as they entered, playing the piano with low eyebrows, the sound of the piano was faint, and it sounded peaceful, as if many things were turned into necessity in the sound of the piano.