23 Can't be together
"You mean you're not going to kill any more, are you?" Jielan was a little excited, she didn't expect Qingmeng to change her mind, and she didn't expect Qingmeng to say such a thing.
Qingmeng didn't answer, just walked towards the outside of the cabin, and said as he walked: "I'm afraid I'll regret it, so I left first." β
Jielan saw that she was going to leave again like this, coming and going in a hurry, and she was a little reluctant in her heart, and wanted to chase her over to persuade her to stay, but when she saw that she walked to the door of the wooden house, she greeted Chengfeng, she looked at Chengfeng, as if she wanted to say something to him, but in the end, the words came to her mouth but she still endured it, she lowered her head, and walked towards the night.
Jielan knew that they had a deeper misunderstanding because of Qing'er's affairs, and she didn't want Chengfeng to resent Qingmeng, so she walked up to Chengfeng and said, "Maybe Miss Qingmeng has a lot to say to you, why don't you go over?" β
Chengfeng looked at the back of Qingmeng's departure, his heart was melancholy, and then he looked at her bandaged arm, thinking that the wound was stabbed by himself, maybe because of this sword, so that her heart also left a hole, although Chengfeng is not as attached to Qingmeng as in the past, but after all, he felt guilty in his heart, and he was busy with it, Jielan looked at them The two figures of one green and one white walked together, and there was a little joy and sadness in her heart, as for why she was sad, Jielan herself didn't understand.
Maybe she was afraid that Chengfeng would one day return to Qingmeng and leave her.
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Chengfeng walked a few steps and followed Qingmeng, but Qingmeng didn't pay attention to him, the two of them walked in the middle of the night like this, smelling the bloody breath wafting at night, and the scene just now coiled in the hearts of the two and could not retreat.
After walking for a while, Qingmeng finally stopped, turned around, her water-like eyes were still so beautiful, so beautiful that people felt quiet, Chengfeng remembered that he had kissed these water-like eyes countless times, but now, the eyes of the two were full of vicissitudes and misery.
"If you hate me, why do you follow me? If you still hold a grudge against me for killing the Blue Demon just now, you can now pick up your Yanlin Sword and kill me, so that I can repay the debt that sealed you a hundred years ago? Qingmeng's words were plain, but he also seemed very miserable.
"If killing you can erase the hatred in my heart, it will be too easy, the reason why I came is just to apologize for the sword I stabbed you just now." Chengfeng's words are just as cold.
"I almost killed you, and you just stabbed me, it's nothing, so you don't have to apologize." Qingmeng replied.
Chengfeng was silent for a long time, and finally, he mustered up the courage to ask: "Then a hundred years ago, why didn't you kill me, but chose to seal me?" β
When she was in Flame Demon Mountain, Qingmeng had said her heart to the unconscious Chengfeng, but when she said it, Chengfeng wouldn't hear it, but now she asked Qingmeng to say such a thing face-to-face, how could she be willing, not to mention that Chengfeng's heart no longer belonged to her, in this case, why did she mention the past affectionately, she smiled bitterly: "That's my freedom, I think if you obediently sleep in Xueling Mountain, then I'll seal you, but you still wake up, then how can I let you live again, But I didn't expect you to revert to the White Devil, it seems that Blue's power is much better than mine, and only she can heal your broken and desperate heart, isn't it? Qingmeng thought of Chengfeng's empathy, and her heart hurt for a while.
When Cheng Feng heard this, his heart became even colder, and he asked with a smile: "So in the past hundred years, you have lived a good life, and you have never remembered me for a moment?" β
Don't want to? How could she not want to, Qingmeng did not miss Chengfeng sealed under the snow mountain for a moment, but the more she missed it, the more she couldn't get close, because she was afraid that she would not be able to help but release him from under the snow mountain, so for the past hundred years, she restrained herself from going to the snow spirit mountain, so as not to make an unforgivable mistake, but this incident still happened, and he was still unsealed by a woman named Jielan, maybe this is really providence.
"Why should I think of you? Are you saying that I miss a demon who has fallen into a demon? I'm sorry, but I don't think so much about my identity. Qingmeng still refused coldly and arrogantly, breaking Chengfeng's heart inch by inch.
"However, I have never forgotten you, and I have never stopped thinking about you!" Chengfeng finally couldn't stand Qingmeng's indifference, and finally said what was in his heart, because he didn't want to lie, and he didn't want to deceive his heart because he resented her.
And Qingmeng was stunned when she heard this, she only looked at Chengfeng in a daze, she didn't know what to say, she didn't know how to deal with it, maybe the change was too fast, she couldn't accept it for a while, "You... What did you say? β
Chengfeng strode over, hugged Qingmeng into his arms, hugged her tightly, and almost hugged Qingmeng breathlessly, "You can kill me ruthlessly, but I just want to tell you that even so, I still can't completely forget, and I can't completely hate you."
"Wind..."Qingmeng called softly, she was suddenly moved to tears, she buried her head in Chengfeng's chest, smelling the long-lost breath on his body, Qingmeng seemed to have returned to a hundred years ago, those happy days spent together by the two of them, "I actually think about you all the time, I was going to kill you, but I can't do it, I can't live alone in a world without you, so I chose to seal you, why do we do this, why?" β
Jielan, who was in the distance, looked at the picture of the two hugging each other affectionately, and her heart was jumping non-stop, she didn't think about coming over, but she was worried that Chengfeng and Qingmeng would meet and fight again, so she followed uneasily, but seeing such a scene, Jielan was sure that the two of them may have reunited, and they can be together as before in the future, so Chengfeng will not have to follow me again in this life. But when Jielan thought that Chengfeng would probably say goodbye and leave after tonight, her heart hurt like a worm gnawing at her, maybe she was used to Chengfeng by her side, if he left, Jielan would feel uneasy and feel that she had lost her most trusted support.
But I can't let my selfishness hinder the two of them from being together, so I should be very comfortable with the two of them and live their own free life, without having to suffer with me.
Jielan smiled coldly at the night sky, but why, the tears in the corners of her eyes fell quietly?
She thought that she was not needed here, so she turned around and walked back towards the cabin, leaving Chengfeng and Qingmeng, two people who depended on each other, witnessing each other's affection in the night sky.
Qingmeng, who was snuggled in Chengfeng's arms, asked cautiously, "Feng, can you come with me?" Come with me to a place where no one has found us, just the two of us, and no longer pay attention to this mortal world, and no longer remember the grievances of the past, okay? β
Chengfeng's closed eyes opened, hearing these words, his heart moved, and he was a little resistant, he gently pushed Qingmeng in his arms away, then took a step back, and said coldly: "Impossible, even if we still love each other in our hearts, we can't be together again, don't you understand this?" β
The wonderful dream seemed to be shattered before she woke up, Qingmeng looked at the resolute man in front of her sadly, and said, "Why? Why can't we be together again when we still love each other? Why can't we let go of past grievances? β
Chengfeng didn't want to see Qingmeng's pleading face, he turned his back and said, "Now you are not you at all, keep your pride, since the day you sealed me, we have been over, how can the severed thread still be connected intact?" What's moreβ" He didn't go on, because he didn't like to mention another woman in front of Qingmeng.
"It's because of Jielan, right?" Qingmeng felt extremely sad when she thought of this, "I know that Lan has surpassed my position in your heart for you, yes, Lan She is a woman who people have to love and like, you like her, I don't blame you, but you have to know that you and her can't get together, don't you understand?" β
"Can you and I come together again? Celestial Maiden! Chengfeng called Qingmeng directly like this, which made her excited instantly quiet.
Qingmeng regained her initial calm and sanity, she smiled sadly, and said, "Yes, it is impossible for us to walk together, impossible." She muttered like this, like a frustrated woman, gradually moving from despair to indifference, "Since you want to stay with her, then you can go, and I should go back to my own place." β
She summoned the blue bird, rode up, and prepared to urge the bird to fly into the air, before flying away, she said to Chengfeng: "You go back and tell Jielan, let her not go to the royal city again, because there is a cage, and it does not belong to her who likes freedom, so let her go back to the village, go back to the original place, even if everything is gone, but everything can be done again, and tell her to stop looking for the thing she wants, that thing no longer exists, she can't find it." After Qingmeng finished speaking, she flew into the air on the blue bird, and gradually her figure disappeared into the foggy night sky, leaving only Chengfeng alone, standing in the wind, thinking about her unforgettable past, and then relieved.
He stayed quietly outside for a cup of tea, and then slowly walked back towards the cabin, and when he walked to the front of the cabin, Chengfeng saw Jielanhou outside the door, the night wind had blown her hands and face red, and her eyes were also red, I don't know if it was because she had cried, or because she was blinded by the wind.
When Jielan saw Chengfeng, she quickly wiped her eyes, and then greeted her, she saw that there was no Qingmeng by Chengfeng's side, she was very strange, and asked, "What about Qingmeng girl?" β
"Would you love to be with her?" Chengfeng asked indifferently.
"Why didn't you come back with you? Jielan wanted to take back the words but it was too late, she knew that Chengfeng must have known that she had eavesdropped on their conversation, she hurriedly defended: "I was just worried that the two of you would disagree, and I was afraid that something would happen, so I went over to take a look, but I only took a few glances and came back, so I shouldn't have disturbed your conversation, right?" β
Chengfeng looked at Jielan's sincere and frightened appearance, and said, "You? Thank you so much for interrupting. "Chengfeng wanted to say, 'It's your interruption that disrupted my life', but he was afraid that Jielan would feel embarrassed after hearing it, so he put up with it.
"No way, since you both love each other deeply, why don't you stay together anymore? Is it because of me? Jielan waved her hand, "Don't worry about me, you don't have to follow me anymore in the future, I will go to Wangcheng alone, and you go and live your own life, because of me, you have suffered so much, and I don't want to see you suffer because of me anymore." β
"Are you in such a hurry to get me away?" Chengfeng's eyes were suffocated and cold, which made Jielan shiver involuntarily.