"Slaves don't go out." Liuli said, "The slave is the son of the family in the palace of Empress Renxiao, and when he goes out, he also serves people's lives, so it is better to serve the master here." ”

Liuli said: "Lianxin is the same as me, and we will accompany the master." ”

Umalu smiled: "I remember, I'll talk about it when you want to get out of the palace." ”

Ruri smiled and stopped talking.

Although Umalu lost her temper for a moment, she didn't think about it anymore, but continued to look down at the book.

She didn't believe in ghosts and gods, but this kind of thing happened to her, and she couldn't help but turn over some Buddhist and Taoist classics to see if she could find out what the reason was.

At night, Kangxi ordered Wei Jianyue, and the eunuch carried her away.

When Liuli heard the movement, she inevitably looked at Umaru several times.

Umalu closed the book and glanced at her lightly: "Fate sometimes has to happen, and fate has no time to force it." There are some things that you can't fight for, you can't grab. ”

"Yes."

Kangxi doesn't often order Wei Jianyue, but he also clicks once in a while.

Although Umalu didn't care, others would have their own ideas, until August, when Wei Jianyue was diagnosed as pregnant.

Doctor Wang originally asked for a pulse on Umalu once a month, but this time he didn't come for several months.

Umalus roughly knew what the reason was, and did not send anyone to urge it.

In private, Liuli went to urge, and the imperial physician obeyed the order, and Liuli came back.

Ruri was a little unhappy that day.

Umalu laughed, "I knew that. ”

Liuli's words turned around in his mouth, but he didn't say it.

Later, Umalu's health improved, and Liuli was worried about Umalu's body, so she invited the royal physician to come.

After the imperial physician finished diagnosing the pulse, he saluted and said: "The minister estimates that the time is about the same, and the concubine will grab the medicine according to the new prescription." ”

Umalu said meaningfully: "It's almost time, and the imperial physician who was "forcibly invited" is really outstanding. ”

Imperial Physician Wang smiled bitterly.

Umalu said with a smile: "I didn't think about what I said about this, but I also lived in this palace and promised to ask the imperial doctor to diagnose her." ”

Doctor Wang said: "Niangniang is kind-hearted. ”

"Go, go, go." Umaru paused and said, "Trouble the Imperial Doctor." ”

"Wechen's duty."

Umalu asked Lotus Heart to follow.

After a while, Lianxin ran back, panting: "Master Wei...... Master Wei...... Bun in the oven. ”

Hearing this, Umalu laughed: "Lianxin, choose a few people from me to take good care of her, to keep her, and to keep the child in her womb." ”

Umalu thought for a while, and simply said, "These days, you just guard her, I don't worry." ”

Lianxin said incredulously: "Master! ”

"Go, go, go."

Lianxin turned around and went out to choose someone.

Umalu was overjoyed, if it weren't for her poor health, she would have to go and see it.

Liuli looked in his eyes and shook his head slightly.

Umalu thought for a moment and said, "I have an old navy blue placket in my library, you can send it to her." ”

Liuli said helplessly: "Master, it's only August, and it's too late to send it in October." ”

"Go, go, go."

Liuli did as she was told.

Umalu looked at "Journey to the West", and looked at Zhang Hui's "Hongmeng has no surname at the beginning, and Wukong must break the stubborn void".

She laughed.

Everything she did was ridiculous in the eyes of some, but she wanted to assert herself more than those who didn't.

If she gave up on herself because of some foreign objects, it would be ridiculous for her.

Just like Sun Wukong's transformation from a stone monkey to a fight against the Buddha, it is just a road of refining the mind, from "me" to "true self".

On this road of life.

She is not "Monkey King", she will eventually find "me", or she may not find it, but she has always been herself in this life.

That's enough.

Spring goes to autumn, cold comes and summer.

The plum blossoms of the imperial garden bloomed, seeping through the palace wall, the red wall and white plum, gorgeous to the extreme.

She was much better, put on a thick coat, put on the fire fox fur cloak, and went for a walk in the imperial garden with Liuli in tow.

In the ice and snow, a blooming flower brings a touch of color to the entire plain day.

She looked at the plum blossoms, just like that, as if this in itself was worth a stop.

The snow fell from the sky and landed between her eyebrows, and she reached out to put on her cloak.

Liuli said softly: "Master, it's cold, come back, there is nothing to see in plum blossoms." ”

"Everything in the world is nothing to see, nothing more than delusional attachment."

"Master......" Ruri looked at her, her eyes revealing panic.

Umalu came back to her senses, and her cold fingers wiped away tears from her eyes: "Scared you? Good boy, don't worry, I'm not going to be a monk. ”

Liuli held her cold fingertips beyond the norm: "Master, bow your head to the emperor." ”

"All karma is self-inflicted, self-inflicted. Even if they are father and son, they cannot replace each other. Umalu withdrew his hand, looking at Liuli's gaze always clear, "He is living his tribulation, and I am going through my difficulties." ”

Baozhu handed the hand stove in his arms to Umalu, who took it.

Liuli persuaded: "What the master said, the slave can't understand, but the slave thinks, the emperor is the son of heaven after all, who in this world doesn't live by the emperor's grace?" ”

"Why should the master disobey the will of the superiors, in the end, he will not be able to get a little better. The emperor attaches great importance to love and righteousness, and now he still thinks about the good of his master, but if one day, the emperor doesn't care about it, and this palace will be full of people who have fallen into the well. ”

Liuli said bitterly: "The master treats the Wei master as a sister, but the Wei master suspects that the master wants to kill the emperor's heir." ”

"Such a person, the master is still willing to color. Why did he refuse to bow to the emperor? ”

Umalu listened quietly to Liuli's words before replying: "What I have done in my life, I just want to have a clear conscience. ”

Umalu wiped away the tears on her face and said softly: "I also do my best to the emperor, and I have no selfishness. ”

"If you ask me why I don't please the other concubines. It's just that I've always felt that if a person comes for this reason, he will go for that reason. ”

"If the emperor likes to be gentle and petty, then one day when there is a more gentle and petty one, he will leave; If the emperor likes to be beautiful, then one day when a more beautiful person appears, he will still leave. ”

"If the emperor's favor for me is only because I have enough of a certain part of his love, then if there is someone with the same better conditions, he will leave me."

She looked at the snow and muttered, "Love me young, there will always be younger than me; Love me gently, and there will always be someone more gentle than me; Love me transparently, it is the interpretation flower, there will always be more transparent than me. In the end, it is still "Israel to help others, how long can it be good". ”

She retracted her gaze and landed on a trail not far away, and the snowflakes were covering the footprints little by little.