43 Dreams

Cheng Feng probably couldn't oppose it if he wanted to, he sighed and said, "You have planned it, how can I oppose it." He himself walked straight to the sable and got on the ermine's back, and Jielan also walked over and sat behind him, and the sable immediately flew into the air with them, and flew in the direction of the city.

But the two of them were still a thousand miles away from the city, and they didn't arrive until dusk, and at this time the city gate was closed, and Jielan and Chengfeng were locked out of the city. The two of them looked quite helpless, they could have flown through the city gate from a high altitude in a white sable, but it was a violation of the city rules to do so, under normal circumstances, if someone dared to fly directly from above on a riding beast, they would be directly treated as an enemy, and they would be convicted after being captured. And if Chengfeng and Jielan break in like this, they are afraid that they will cause trouble for Yu Ning after being caught, after all, he is now newly enthroned, and the people's hearts are undecided, so they can't make trouble for him at this time, so the two of them still decided to spend the night outside the city casually, and wait until the next day after dawn before entering the city.

The two of them found a cave nearby, and Chengfeng went to find some firewood, piled up the fire, and then beat a few nightingales in the woods, and roasted them to eat.

Jielan was eating barbecue, and she felt comfortable in her heart, she thought that this was the first time she was alone with Chengfeng, and the two of them couldn't help but feel a little embarrassed, but after eating the meat, her body warmed up, and Jielan didn't feel embarrassed, but smiled: "You tell me honestly, why did you leave suddenly without saying a word?" ”

Chengfeng saw that she was still asking this question, so he was so impatient in his heart, and only said: "If you ask me again, then I have to leave, so as not to be nagged behind the back of a woman every day." ”

Jielan saw that he always refused to speak, so she didn't force it, but she was still a little uncomfortable in her heart, and she always felt that Chengfeng had something on her mind, so she asked: "Then in the days when we were attacking the city, I always felt that you were avoiding me, why is this?" ”

"I don't know when you, a woman, became so troublesome, I knew it was like this..."Before Chengfeng finished speaking, he heard Jielan impatiently continue: "... You're not coming back with me, are you? Jielan saw that she couldn't ask anything, and she was a little sulky in her heart, but she didn't care, as long as Chengfeng was still by her side, then she felt satisfied.

Chengfeng saw that she was a little naughty and stubborn, but he was also happy in his heart, at least he could see her, Chengfeng would not feel lonely, let alone wandering alone in this world, not knowing where to go.

After the two of them finished eating, the night was also late, Jielan felt sleepy, so she wanted to rest for a while, there was no slate or anything like that to lean on, Chengfeng moved to Jielan's side, and said, "I don't mind lending you my shoulder!" ”

Jielan smiled faintly, and leaned her head on Chengfeng's shoulder, I don't know why, Jielan felt very comfortable, and it didn't take long for her to fall asleep.

In the dream, Jielan came to a flower-like world, in that world, she stood on a piece of bluestone, blowing the wind and smelling the fragrance of flowers, and the mood had never been more comfortable, and when she turned around and was about to leave, there was Qing Zhan standing behind her, he smiled proudly at himself, and then took her into his arms as always a little domineering, kissing Jielan's ear, and a little confused Jielan obeyed his kiss, but when she opened her eyes, she saw a white figure standing at the other end of the flower, The figure stood there alone, shrouded in smoke, hazy, although it was not clear to see, but Jielan felt so distressed when she looked at it, and the figure seemed to notice that she was looking at him, so he turned around and prepared to leave.

Seeing that he was leaving, Jielan was a little anxious and reluctant, she pushed Qing Zhan away who was hugging her, and chased after the figure, but it was white, but where to find his figure, and when Jielan turned around, what she saw was Qing Zhan's sad face, and he said gloomily: "Are you looking for him?" ”

"Who?" Jielan herself doesn't know.

"Is he more important to you than I am?" Qing Zhan in the dream asked sadly and with some sadness.

"I don't know who you're talking about?" Jielan covered her ears, not knowing what to do.

"Since you like him, then why should I stay with you, you go to her, I will never see you again." After saying this, Qing Zhan suddenly disappeared, and for a moment there was only a white expanse around him, without any human figure, and he could no longer hear any sound.

Jielan suddenly felt very frightened, very frightened, she began to shout, but except for her own echo in response to herself, Jielan did not hear anything, she ran in a panic among the flowers, like a headless fly, becoming an isolated one in this world.

"Why did you leave me, why?" Looking for the tired Jielan squatted among the flowers and cried loudly, but when she was tired of crying, she felt a person walk in front of her, Jielan slowly removed the hand covering her face and looked at the person who came back to her.

However, when she tried to see who it was, she was woken up by Chengfeng beside her, and Jielan woke up from her sleep, only to find that she was holding Chengfeng's hand tightly, and there were tears on her face.

It turned out that Chengfeng had asked Jielan to rest by herself, but it didn't take long for Jielan to start shouting loudly, Chengfeng knew that she was having a nightmare, and heard her keep shouting Don't leave me, don't leave me, Chengfeng was quite touched, so he held her hand tightly and comforted: "Don't worry, I will never leave you." When Chengfeng saw Jielan in her sleep and began to cry, Chengfeng was afraid that Jielan would hurt her vitality because of this dream, so he shook her awake from her sleep.

After waking up, Jielan felt very embarrassed, and hurriedly withdrew her hand from Chengfeng's hand, and said apologetically: "I'm sorry, did I scare you just now?" ”

"You didn't scare me, but I was very uneasy to see you like this, what did you dream about? Is that what happened in your village again? "Chengfeng knew what happened to Jielan, which was almost the same as what happened to the Blue Devil, so he was very concerned about her.

Jielan shook her head and said, "A very ridiculous dream, not worth mentioning. Jielan's heart was very empty, and she suddenly understood why she had such a dream, could it be like this in reality, in the end, the people she loved would leave her, and in the end, she was left alone in this world, but who was the white shadow in the dream? And who came back to him in the end?

She wanted to know the answer, even if it was the answer in her dream, Jielan didn't care, because she was scared and afraid.

Chengfeng smiled bitterly, "I heard you keep shouting not to leave me, I thought you were calling me?" He said half-self-deprecatingly.

Chengfeng's unintentional words, but touched Jielan's heart, she turned her head suddenly, looked at Chengfeng, looked at his solid hair, looked at his white robe, she was suddenly flustered in her heart, and involuntarily stood up from the ground, looked at Chengfeng in amazement, and thought: "Could it be that the white shadow is Chengfeng, is he the person I can't rest assured?" ”

No, no, the person you love deeply should be Qing Zhan, how can you be in love with Qing Zhan at the same time and still attached to Chengfeng? Maybe I'm just used to him being around me, so I don't want him to leave, maybe it's just that.

Jielan tried to calm her mood, and only after calming down did she smile: "You think too much, as you said, I just hope that my mother will not leave me." Jielan didn't want Chengfeng to know what she was thinking, she was lying, maybe only a lie could maintain a normal relationship between the two, otherwise they would probably have to separate sooner or later.

Jielan didn't dare to sleep on Chengfeng's shoulder anymore, how could a woman who already had a problem in her heart still be able to safely lean on a man who was easy to shake herself, she moved to the side and said, "It's almost dawn, or you can rest for a while, I'm here to guard, you don't have to worry too much." ”

Cheng Feng saw that her face was not very small, and he kept a distance from himself, and he understood a little in his heart, he didn't say anything, just walked towards the outside of the cave, and said, "You can rest in peace inside, I'll go outside." ”

Jielan saw him leave, the sense of oppression gradually disappeared, she clenched her hands, and couldn't help persuading herself in her heart, all this is her own illusion, how could she be attached to Shangchengfeng, the person he likes is Qingmeng, how can he intervene in the relationship between them, it is too immoral and unkind to do so.

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Two hours later, the sky gradually brightened, Jielan and Chengfeng thought that Yu Ning's enthronement ceremony and his marriage to Suqin would start soon, but the two of them were still outside the city, I was afraid that they would not be able to participate in it too late, so the two hurried towards the city gate, fortunately, the city gate was open at this time, Jielan and Chengfeng hurriedly entered the city court, as soon as they entered the city court, they saw Qi Xue waiting for them at the palace gate.

Qi Xue was overjoyed to see Chengfeng coming back safely, and rushed over, saying, "Feng, where did you go, I am so worried." ”

Chengfeng gently stroked her hair and said, "It's okay, just go out for a walk, there's nothing to worry about." ”

Qi Xue noticed that Chengfeng and Jielan both had some dust on their clothes, which looked very dirty, obviously the two of them did not live in an inn or something like that last night, but in the wilderness, Qi Xue couldn't help asking, "Did you two be alone last night?" ”

When Qi Xue asked this, Jielan blushed, and she only said: "We only stayed outside all night because the city gate was not opened, don't you make a fuss?" ”

Qi Xue saw that Jielan was a little nervous and shy when she spoke, and suddenly felt that things were not so simple, but since Jielan felt embarrassed, she didn't want to ask again, so she just smiled secretly and said, "I don't care what you do or say outside, but how about you to participate in Suqin's wedding banquet, let's go take a bath quickly!" ”

Qi Xue pulled Jielan and ran towards the 'Banana Lan Palace', Qi Xue ordered the maids to bring water, and then helped Jielan bathe, while wiping her body, while asking: "How did you find Chengfeng, did you ask him why he left alone?" ”

Jielan only said: "I found it outside the city, maybe he just wants to walk around, you don't have to be so nervous, and besides, isn't he back now?" ”

"If you walk around, will you delay until this time to return to the city?" Qi Xue was a little angry, she sighed: "Actually, I don't understand the wind's thoughts, in fact, it's you who don't understand!" ”

"Me?" Jielan asked with some confusion.

"Don't you feel Chengfeng's affection for you? Although I will be a little disappointed knowing Chengfeng's heart for Lan, but if the object is Lan you, then I won't mind, but will be a little happy, because only you can make him happy and make him recover. Qi Xue said cautiously.

Jielan smiled: "You are talking these inexplicable words again, the relationship between Feng and Qingmeng is not so easy to cut off, Feng just hid that relationship deeply, and didn't want us to know, and I'm just his friend." Although Jielan said this in her mouth, she kept asking herself in her heart, right? Does Chengfeng really love himself? So why did he never show it, and never saw him show favor to himself?