"Tong's mother said that this was given to her son by the imperial father shortly after I gave birth. Now I want to give it to my younger siblings. ”

Umalus sobbed and hugged him, bursting into tears.

Yinzhen didn't know where to go, so she obediently let her hold it.

He patted her on the back: "E-niang doesn't cry." ”

Umalu wiped away her tears: "Okay, E-Niang doesn't cry." ”

Yinzhen climbed onto the bed and spoke to Umalu's stomach in fragments.

Umalus looked at it with a loving expression.

Concubine Tong came from outside, talked to her for a while, and then said, "In the future, I will take him for a walk." ”

"Thank you, Sister Tong."

"It's fine." Concubine Tong smiled, "It is said that many sons and grandchildren are more blessings, you are already the third, I will touch your blessings." ”

Concubine Tong smiled and patted her hand lightly: "You, it's better to admit your mistake to the emperor." ”

Umalu grasped the sheets with his fingers and remained silent.

"The whole world is the emperor, and he should do whatever he wants." Concubine Tong said, "He has been in my palace for the past few days, and he has been in a daze at Yinzhen. ”

Umalus did not speak.

Concubine Tong no longer persuaded her, but said, "You don't have to be temperamental." Ordinary couples still quarrel in their lives, not to mention that he is the emperor. ”

"But a man follows him, and no man follows him."

Concubine Tong got up: "I won't say more, you are so self-reliant, I will come to see you in a few days." ”

"Yes." Umaru said, "Liuli, you send it for me." ”

Ruri did as she said.

Umalu looked at the bright yellow bed in a daze.

She wondered, is she too obsessed with being herself?

She has six weak relatives, and she only raised her parents for a few years when she was young, and later studied and worked outside, and has been working hard outside.

She is strong, independent, and very resilient.

She is not good at bending, but she has a slightly successful career. No matter how difficult it is, she will grit her teeth and go forward.

She prides herself on being able to adapt to any environment and live well in it.

This is also why, after she crosses, she will quickly integrate into the Qing Dynasty.

Although there is some confusion at first, it will come out quickly.

However, if it is strong, it is humiliating, and it is easy to break if it is too rigid.

She has a strong temperament, she will not be coquettish, and she is lazy to be a little daughter, her parents often regret that she is not like a daughter's family, and she is often unwilling to contact her parents because of this.

Friends also broke off contact with her because of her temperament.

was also betrayed at work because of such a character.

Later, she came out step by step, and also wrapped this strong temperament layer by layer, becoming a soft on the outside and strong on the inside.

But she knew very well that she was not good at communicating with people—neither good at building intimate relationships with others, nor accepting good intentions from others.

She wasn't ready to walk into any relationship.

She lived alone for a long time.

She opened her hand and looked at her slender fingers.

In modern times, she often has a sense that she doesn't belong there.

Even, she has more connections in ancient times than in modern times.

It's not so much that she wants to go back to modern times, but rather that she is asking over and over again whether she still wants to be herself.

Who is she? Is it Umalu? Or Uyamalu? Or is it a concubine? Or a mother of two?

But along the way, she has nothing but herself.

How could she give up on herself?

She just wants to be herself.

"Master! Master! ”

"Huh?"

"Imperial Physician Wang, Imperial Physician Wang."

She closed her eyes.

When Liang Jiugong received the news, after a little hesitation, he still went in to find Kangxi.

"Master De has a miscarriage."

Kangxi's eyes widened slightly, he calmed down and continued to discuss with them about going out to visit Shengjing.

It wasn't until the evening, after all the things were discussed, that Kangxi got up and summoned Liang Jiugong: "How is Concubine De now?" ”

"Save." Liang Jiugong said, "Imperial Physician Wang said that the master of virtue is in deficit, although he has been raised for a period of time, he is not healthy in the end. Call to be careful and maintained, don't be sad and happy, and move the fetus. ”

After Liang Jiugong finished speaking, he stood aside in a regular manner.

After Kangxi pondered for a short time, he got up and said, "Go to Yonghe Palace." ”

Umalus had fallen asleep, and the candles had been extinguished in the house.

Liang Jiugong sent someone to say hello in advance, but because of Kangxi's order, they were all light-hearted and did not wake up Umalu.

Liang Jiugong carried the lantern, and Kangxi followed in.

The dim light was not dazzling, Liang Jiugong put the lantern on the table, retreated, he grabbed the glass that was about to enter the door, and shushed.

Ruri stepped back and handed the tray in her hand to the orb that followed behind her.

Liang Jiugong gently closed the door and stood outside the house.

Liuli handed an old hand stove to Liang Jiugong: "Mr. Liang warms his hands." ”

"I have a heart." Liang Jiugong glanced at her and took it.

Wei Zhu stood behind him in a regular manner.

Kangxi looked at the sleeping person, her face was stained with tears, she squeezed out a wail from her chest, like a wounded young beast, she curled up in a ball, her eyes were closed, but tears kept oozing.

She whimpered, trapped in a nightmare, unable to wake up.

He watched silently, then lowered his hand to wipe away her cold tears.

"Why are there so many tears......

"Why don't you want to come to me......"

"You should hate me, hate me...... Please ...... me."

Time and space intertwined, and he returned to the past in a trance.

He once said to her, "Since you say that you will never change, then I will make your heart please me forever." ”

He once said to her, "I want you to always be pleased with me, above everything else, above all of you, above your family, and above your children." Your life. ”

He said to her, "And I will give you all that I can give you, and I will plan all that you have for you, and you will live forever under my protection, free from sickness and pain, rich and healthy, happy and safe." ”

But he didn't seem to have done it, he gave her wealth, he gave her sickness, and he deprived her of her health, joy and peace.

It's that he didn't do it.

But she always believed in him.

She said over and over again: "It's the master who indulges in the presumptuous minions." ”

She said, "Yes." ”

He thought, yes, he is her master, and everything about her is arranged by him, ordered by him.

Although he deprived her of everything, he also indulged her. That's why she doesn't know what to do.

Of course, he could completely break her and tear her apart, and she could only rely on himself.

But he couldn't bear it.

It was he who gave her the confidence to pamper her.

The heart is like a mirror, and the demeanor is pampered.

That's why she would rather cry in her dreams than bow to him awakely.

He hung his head and kissed her on the lips.

His fingers landed on her cheek, wiping away tears for her.

"Erlinzhu, what should you do without me."

He held her hand as if he were his own daughter.

She was completely attached to him, whatever he wanted.

He had to think about her completely, otherwise, she would die from a cold snow, a spring rain, and a rumor......