He knew that she was stubborn and refused to admit defeat, but he felt that she was weak and could not live without him.

In the dark room, she became his daughter, and he had to be careful to protect his daughter in order to grow up safely.

The anger in his heart dissipated, and pity.

He thought that Erlinzhu could not live without him.

He confirmed it over and over again.

The look is gentle.

She grabbed his hand and put it on her cheek, tears streaming harder, quickly wetting the back of his hand.

The whining that squeezed out of the nasal cavity was intermittent.

She seemed to be in more pain.

He sat on the bed and looked at her quietly, his heart softening.

He remembered one year on Chinese New Year's Eve, she waited for him to fall asleep, and when he carried her back to bed, she cried like this.

She cries more when she's asleep than when she's awake.

He patted her awkwardly on the back, as if the father was soothing his daughter with night terrors.

Her crying gradually stopped, and she fell into a deep sleep.

Kangxi finally stayed in Yonghe Palace and left early in the morning.

Yanxi Palace, after Concubine Hui heard about it, she put the spoon in her hand and was very bored.

The eldest brother Yinhe was having dinner with her, and seeing that she didn't like it, Yinhe asked, "Eniang, what's wrong." ”

Concubine Hui came back to her senses, looked at Yinyu, and looked gentle: "It's okay, you can go and warm up your books after dinner." ”

Yinyu nodded, and went to Wen Shu after eating.

She asked Lingyun: "Did the emperor stay in Yonghe Palace yesterday?" ”

"Yes."

"She's a good worker."

Lingyun pondered for a moment and did not speak.

Concubine Hui glanced at her: "Say." ”

Lingyun said: "Although the master of Yonghe Palace is quite favored, the prince has already decided, and she can't do anything. What's more, in this harem, the emperor loves the most, even if he is not the master of Yonghe Palace, he will be another master. ”

Concubine Hui nodded and said, "That's what you said, there are newcomers in this palace every year. ”

She got up and stared at the two dragons playing with pearls and sandalwood glass mirrors for a while.

Lingyun said: "As long as the eldest brother has a master in his heart, the master also has confidence." ”

She paused and said, "The days in this palace will not be sad no matter what. ”

Concubine Hui touched her lower abdomen: "The emperor is disgusted with me now, but I am afraid that I will not have other heirs in the future." ”

Lingyun comforted softly: "The concubines in this palace will only serve on the jade plate when they have children." The master must not take himself lightly. ”

Concubine Hui suddenly whispered: "Do you think the emperor will know about the prince's smallpox......

Lingyun hurriedly interrupted: "Master be cautious. ”

She looked at the soulless Concubine Hui and said: "The master thinks too much, if the emperor really knows, he will not canonize the master as a concubine." ”

Concubine Hui calmed down: "You are right. ”

Lingyun patted her on the back: "In any case, the master is the biological mother of the eldest brother, and he has always been at fault. ”

"Yes." She thought for a moment and asked, "Sixth Elder Brother's illness is still not getting better?" ”

"Imperial Doctor Jiang said that he had whooping cough, and it would take some effort."

Concubine Hui sighed: "You send people to pay more attention." ”

She glanced at the sky: "You send some pastries to that kid Yinyu." ”

"Yes."

"Eighth Elder Brother sent it to Wei Promise and let her see the child." She paused and said, "Please be safe, I have a bitter face all day long, and I am very unlucky." ”

"Yes." Lingyun withdrew and went to run errands.

In the afternoon, after Kangxi was busy, he arrived at Yonghe Palace, and Umalu was leaning on the bed, his face was powdered, and his lips were pale.

Kangxi sat down: "Let Imperial Doctor Wang prescribe some prescriptions for you to replenish qi and blood." ”

Umalu looked at him and smiled a little tiredly: "Is it because the lip color is too white?" ”

Kangxi nodded.

She said softly: "Since the fight was made, Imperial Doctor Wang has changed several prescriptions. ”

She said: "Imperial Physician Wang said that it is because my body is weak and weak, my qi and blood are empty, and my body is very empty, so every time I am pregnant, it is more troublesome than others to sit on the fetus." ”

When Kangxi heard this, he held her hand, and he stopped talking, but he smiled again.

He changed the subject: "I wanted to surprise you, but then there was something, so I didn't say it." ”

"What?" Umalus looked at him.

He said: "I have set the word generation for the children, and take the word Yin, which means the descendants and heirs." ”

He said: "The children in the palace will only be on the jade plate when they are two years old, and I thought that the sixth child is almost two years old, so he will go on the jade plate together." ”

He said: "Zhen and Zuo are both blessed, I only wish our children a long life and a long life." ”

Zuo also means "the king's position", but there is no need to tell her.

Umalu said: "Lord's child is naturally blessed with longevity and health. ”

Kangxi nodded: "Indeed, Yinhe is the eldest son, and it is indeed a blessing to survive." Yinren is the prince and a blessed child. ”

The eldest brother is named Yinzhen, the prince is Yinren, the third elder brother is Yinzhi, the fourth elder brother is Yinzhen, and the sixth elder brother is Yinzuo.

禔, 紽, Zhi, Zhen, Zuo, are all "blessing" meaning.

Speaking of this, he paused: "They are all blessed children, the fifth child is sick every three days, I just hope that he is auspicious." ”

The fifth elder brother was named Yinqi.

Qi means auspicious.

He sighed: "Lao Qi, that child, has a problem with his legs and feet, I hope God will bless him from any other diseases." ”

The seventh elder brother was named Yinyou.

You Tongyou, for the blessing, the meaning of protection.

She looked at him, vaguely scrutinizing.

Kangxi knew, but he didn't care, he reached out and touched her belly.

She smiled faintly: "Master, you have to wait for the slave's belly to grow before you can touch it." ”

He pressed his forehead against her and breathed a sigh of relief: "I always wonder how sad you must be if you have a miscarriage...... It's good that there isn't. ”

He said: "When you were pregnant with Yinzuo, I couldn't sleep all night, and I couldn't help but pray to heaven that I would like to exchange the glory and wealth of this life and all the blessings for the safety of you and your children." Fortunately, God is not thin. ”

Umalu's heart was touched, she looked at the wise and martial man in front of her, she seemed to be unable to simply regard him as the emperor.

Kangxi looked at her with a gentle expression: "If this is still a brother, he will be named Yinyu." ”

He wrote the word "give" on the palm of her hand.

He said, "Blessings to you." ”

"It's a blessing to have you and my children."

Outside, the north wind howled, blowing through the doors and windows, making a dull crashing sound.

Umalus suddenly let go in an instant.

What does it matter who she is, she thought? Whether it's Umalu, Uyamalu, the children's mother, or this concubine.

She's just herself after all.

She no longer wonders who she is.

She just needs to be in the moment and live each day in the moment.

In this way, when she goes back one day, she will not regret it.

She should live in the moment.

So since then, there are flowers in spring, moon in autumn, cool breeze in summer and snow in winter.

Where is not lovely.

She asked the palace people to step back, held Kangxi's hand, smiled lightly, and comforted: "Master, look, this child must be blessed, isn't it saved." ”