16 Desperate Truth
Chengfeng heard her say this, and was quite annoyed in his heart, and said: "I won't help you take care of her, I have to take care of you yourself, but I won't watch you die, come with me!" Chengfeng desperately took Jielan's hand and hurried out of the house, and when they saw Qingmeng at the door of the house, Chengfeng involuntarily stopped.
He looked at Qingmeng, a little guilty, because he knew that this time, he still couldn't be with her, because he had to choose to protect Jielan, so he and her could only say goodbye for a while.
Qingmeng looked at Chengfeng, her eyes were full of disappointment, but also full of guilt, she looked at Jielan, who was already crying red and swollen, and said, "You come out with me, I want to tell you something." ”
Jielan didn't know what Qingmeng was going to say to herself at this time, but since she asked, she didn't want to refuse, because this might be the last time she would meet her, not to mention, she hoped that after she left this world, she would be able to take good care of Chengfeng on her behalf, so she nodded, broke free of Chengfeng's hand, and followed Qingmeng out of the inn.
And Shuying saw Jielan and them out of the house, and she couldn't help but follow them out, because although she hated Jielan, but in this group of people, she only knew Jielan, and she felt uncomfortable when she was with a group of strangers.
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Jielan followed Qingmeng to a hillside outside the town, there was no one here, so they could talk with confidence, Chengfeng and a few of them did not follow, because they knew that Qingmeng had some words that might be inconvenient to hear, so they just watched from a distance, if there was any dispute between Jielan and Qingmeng, they could stop it in time.
Jielan looked at the woman in Tsing Yi who was facing away from her in front of her, how many feelings she had in her heart, she didn't understand why Qingmeng would choose to seal Chengfeng with her own hands, why she could do it to her beloved, now she understands that doing this is a responsibility, a responsibility to the person who has lost, and a relief to the other party, she also understands how much pain there is in her heart after Qingmeng sealed Chengfeng, that pain is a hundred times more painful than cutting the body with a blade, and this pain makes her almost lose her thoughts of life, I don't know what it means to be alive.
"You take Chengfeng away, I know, Chengfeng has always had you in his heart, it's just that he can't forget the past, and he's still haunting it, but it's not important, the important thing is that sooner or later you will open your heart knot, and then find that neither side can leave each other." Jielan persuaded that she didn't want Chengfeng to follow her anymore, because following her again would only bring disaster to him.
When Qingmeng heard this, she let out a long sigh, she turned her head and looked at the poor woman who was so emaciated that she was almost blown away by the wind, and said, "If Qing Zhan is still alive now, will you agree to go with her?" ”
Hearing such a question, Jielan frowned, didn't even think about it, and only said, "If he was still alive, I would kill him." ”
"Since you're like this to Qing Zhan, how can Chengfeng and I get together again? The wound that has been torn, even if the wound heals for a long time, it will leave a scar, and this scar is always reminding you of the unbearable past, so between me and Chengfeng, even if we still miss each other, but after all, the heart has been hurt, how can the two hearts that were hurt touch together, so it is the best choice for him to stay by your side, because you will heal his heart, and it will also make his heart easy again, and I will only make him suffer. When Qingmeng talked about Chengfeng, there was a faint pain in his heart.
Jielan smiled coldly and said: "Now I am just a sinner who killed the young monarch of Wangcheng, you should know how big this crime is, I am afraid that this world is so big, there will be no place for me anymore, so I don't plan to escape, let alone let Chengfeng follow me, he follows me, it will only cause him to suffer with me." Jielan has regained her senses at this moment, she understands that this is not the time for her to be willful, and she must consider Chengfeng's safety.
Qingmeng was silent for a while, she frowned slightly, as if she was thinking about something very important, she thought about it for a long time, and then said slowly: "Did you really kill Qing Zhan?" ”
Jielan also wished she hadn't, but her hands still had the smell of his blood, "I really hope I haven't met him in this life, but why did he come to meet me?" ”
What a heartbreaking cry this is, because I met so sad, because of the heartbreak, so unforgettable, Qingmeng understands this feeling, but she also understands all the misunderstandings between them, she suddenly burst into tears, and said: "Lan, do you really think that he killed your mother?" ”"My mother died right before me, and I still remember my mother's smile before she died, and I remember the hand that pierced my mother's chest, all of which have been engraved into my mind, how can I forget." Jielan was trembling when she thought about that night.
"Did you know that illusion can actually create the illusion that what you see will be your mother, but in fact it is just possession." Although Qingmeng was reluctant to say it, he couldn't help but say it at this time.
Jielan was stunned, not knowing what Qingmeng wanted to express, and she didn't know what her intention was in saying this at the moment, she only asked, "So what?" ”
"If your mother was really killed by Shaojun, do you think he will help you all the way, save you, and hopelessly like you? He is the young king of the royal city, how could he do such a stupid thing, how could he be stupid enough to kill your mother? Blue, you've been with him for so long, have you gotten to know him? Qingmeng said in a reproachful tone.
Jielan didn't know why Qingmeng wanted to defend Qing Zhan, she only said: "I also gave him a chance to explain, and I hope he can explain all this, but he told me personally that he killed my mother, he kidnapped Youyun and killed her, and he also instructed that Phantom Ji to destroy the villagers, what else can I do?" Do I want to ignore my mother's hatred and let him go like this? ”
Qingmeng looked at the woman in front of her who was immersed in pain, she really felt very guilty, she only said: "Maybe he thinks that there are some things that are not the time to tell you now, so he concealed it, he did all this for you, otherwise you would have died on this road a long time ago, Lan, you go to the royal city, there will be the truth waiting for you, you will also understand what is going on here, and you will also know whether he has done anything to hurt you." ”
After hearing this, Jielan felt that Qingmeng seemed to know something, but she just refused to say it, she saw that Qingmeng was leaving, so she hurriedly caught up a few steps, and hurriedly said: "You must know something, right, please tell me what you know, even if it's not for me, please tell me on Chengfeng's face." ”
Qingmeng still didn't stop, and at this time, Shuying on the side looked at Qingmeng's familiar back, she hurriedly ran over, stopped in front of Qingmeng, a pair of eyes turned around, looking at her, as if she was looking at a long-liked treasure. Qingmeng saw Shuying, for some reason, she showed an indifferent smile, she half-squatted down, stretched out her hand to stroke Shuying's soft short hair, and sighed: "What a poor child, I've suffered these days." ”
Shuying just looked at the beautiful woman in front of her in a daze, and looked a little distracted. And Qingmeng's hand stroking her head slid down, and when the fingertips touched Shuying's forehead, Qingmeng habitually flicked his index finger lightly, and then hooked Shuying's nose again, and smiled: "Follow Jielan well in the future, you won't be lonely anymore, you know?" ”
Shuying felt this series of familiar movements, looked at this beautiful woman, smelled the familiar aura emanating from the other party, and said slowly: "Cloud... Sister? You're the cloud... Sister? The immature voice of the shadow echoed on the quiet hillside, although it sounded so casual, it shocked Qingmeng's heart and Jielan's heart.
Qingmeng was stunned there, as if someone had seen through everything, and he seemed a little overwhelmed, waiting for the reproach and anger from behind.
And Jielan was like being pressed into deep water, painfully unable to breathe, she finally understood, why Qingmeng was so sure of Qingzhan, and also understood, why Qingmeng knew so much, it turned out that her feelings were never wrong, Qingmeng was really Youyun, and the action she made to Shuying just now is the most accustomed action of Youyun, although people's appearance has changed, but people's habits can't be changed, her nature, her eyes that contain affection and pain, will never change.
"It turns out that you are really Youyun, why is this happening, why?" If it was before, Jielan would be very happy to know the truth of this matter, but now, Jielan feels that it is a bolt from the blue.
"You're wrong, I'm not a ghost, it's just a child's nonsense." Qingmeng still tried his best to hide his identity.
"Really? Really? Do you dare to swear that you really aren't a cloud? Why deceive me? Why didn't you tell me the truth of the matter when I first asked you, do you think it's funny to fool me? Do you think it's satisfying to watch me go to the royal city to save you? Jielan was on the verge of collapse, she really couldn't get so much hit in such a short period of time.
Qingmeng knew that things could not be hidden, she bit her lip tightly, turned around, faced Jielan's reprimand, and said coldly: "I have already reminded you, let you not go to the royal city, it is you who insist on going, in this case, why should I stop you, anyway, the royal city should be where you go, and I am not qualified to stop you, so I don't have to say sorry or thank you for insisting on saving me!" ”
Jielan suddenly smiled bitterly, this is the most ridiculous thing she has heard in her life, what is she doing all the way, is it to get such words as Youyun? She was really unwilling, and she asked, "Aren't you kidnapped by Qing Zhan?" Wasn't he killed by Qing Zhan? Why are you still standing here? Why have you been with us since the time of Qing Zhou City, and why? ”
"The previous Youyun is dead, after you revived as a Blue Devil, I am no longer Youyun, and the purpose of Qingzhan is to stimulate you to awaken, since you have awakened and lifted the seal of Chengfeng, why should he imprison me anymore, he knows that I will not tell you the truth, so she let me go. And because of you, all my plans have failed, and I still haven't been able to stop all this, maybe this is the destiny of heaven, the destiny that cannot be disobeyed. Qingmeng was a little guilty in his words, but he was also a little angry and a little regretful.
"Why? How is this possible, I met you ten years ago, you are a child as old as me, how can you be a cloud? Jielan has always felt that the reason why her suspicions are not established is mainly because of this, so she didn't think about whether Qingmeng was Youyun or not.
"Since Qing Zhan can replace your mother with a possession, then what can't I, the child who grew up with you, I just put my soul on her."
"Why? Why did you come to me in this way and deceive me for so many years? Jielan's mind was full of doubts, which made her a little unbearable.
Qingmeng raised her eyes and looked at Chengfeng in the distance, and that sentimentality came up again, she only said: "Because of Chengfeng, when I knew that the blue devil appeared again in this world, I knew that sooner or later the blue devil would go to lift Chengfeng's seal, but as long as the blue devil is always an ordinary person and can't awaken, then Chengfeng won't be unsealed and won't be awakened, so I decided that he came to you, just to prevent you from awakening, but I still failed." ”