81 The Solution
The second book of memories finally turned to the last page, and at this time I had a rough grasp of the origin of the evil tricks in college and the knowledge of demons.
The half-blood demon bites the blood, and it's the horrible old woman again...... From the original old bones to the evil tricks now, all the enemies I have encountered during this time have her creepy shadow behind them. She's haunted like the man behind a fantasy story.
But she doesn't have such a strong sense of mystery in my heart anymore. It is true that she is a super criminal who has made Lie Que suffer many times, and she is also a strong warlock who once almost sent me into the darkness of death. However, she was not able to kill me, and even escaped at the end of the battle. I'll admit she's more powerful than I am, but she's not overwhelmingly evil, and she doesn't really have the ability to do anything. She's just a warlock who's lived a long time and is a little stronger.
Now I'm more puzzled than she was about how Evil Trick later degenerated into a demonic sorcerer. At first, I believed the hunter's statement, thinking that the evil trick was because he came into contact with demonic knowledge and was affected by the bewitching power of demonic knowledge, so he changed from an ordinary youth to an evil demonic warlock. Just looking at the contents of the Book of Memories, he didn't seem to have any intention of learning demonic knowledge at all. Not only that, but he actually burned all the demonic knowledge.
So how did he turn around? The key demon knowledge is gone, and it can't be a bite of blood and provide "after-sales service", right? Or did he miraculously meet another "mysterious old-timer" later and get another "martial arts cheats"?
No matter how easy it is for warlocks to meet each other, that kind of thing is too outrageous...... I denied my thoughts as I looked back at the memories I had seen before.
The girlfriend who used to be the killer's later wife. And unlike the hunter's description of his wife, the girlfriend in the eyes of the evil trick is a woman who can easily lose to material desires, and she is ruined by the outside. I can't imagine how the Hunter got along with his wife later, and perhaps those were the Hunter's one-sided testimonies, just like the evil tricks of the Hunter during love, the Hunter may have been driven by love to turn a blind eye to all the flaws of his wife, and exaggerate the few shining points.
At the very least, the trick is that he doesn't believe that his ex-girlfriend has any good intentions for the hunter, and he goes to the place where the two of them are with the motive of saving his friend from the sea of suffering. But it is indestructible that at that time, in addition to the idea of saving his friends, he also had unspeakable jealousy.
Yes, he was jealous. At least that's what the Book of Memories says, and that's what he really thinks. When he saw his ex-girlfriend's smiling face at the hunter and the hunter's happy look, he felt like he had seen his past self. He couldn't help but think to himself: he was the one who should have been there.
The more he denied the complicated thoughts that were springing up in his mind, the more he couldn't resolve his feelings. And this also shows how strong his feelings for his ex-girlfriend are, even at that time, he still has love for his ex-girlfriend, and hatred with the same weight as love. Reading between the lines, it can be seen that he unconsciously has a strong desire to return to the past, and this expectation is also equal to his jealousy of the hunter. It's just that in his own eyes, this jealousy is both evil and ugly, and he is not willing to admit it in any way.
But I think that there are some things that you don't want to admit to others, and you still have to admit them to yourself. From another point of view, it is also for the sake of one's own mental health.
Everyone has evil thoughts and good thoughts, some as dirty as a urinal, some as beautiful as unrealistic.
Let's take it personally. Although I had told Joan before that I didn't have any unpleasant thoughts, but then I thought about it, it was really a careless statement, and when I looked back and re-examined myself, I had a lot of thoughts that were not humane to outsiders. For example, when I was still in school, that is, when my hormones were at their highest, I loved reading manga, especially thrilling battles and beautiful girly characters. Once, I saw a kind beautiful girl character in the manga who lost all her energy and will to fight in a battle with the villain, and her eyes were tied up blankly, and she couldn't even notice that her saliva was flowing from the corners of her mouth. There was a great deal of sympathy and hatred of the villain in my heart.
However, looking at the saliva shed by the beautiful girl character, I thought to myself: If I were here, I must rush over and hug her, stretch out my tongue, and lick all the saliva on the corners of her face, because she is so good-looking and so seductive.
Looking at it this way, it seems that the plot that pushes a beautiful girl into a tragedy is not difficult to accept. At the same time, at that time, I still couldn't accept that such a kind character should be tortured like that in the story, and I wanted to suddenly awaken my super power and cross into the world of the comics and save her like a hero.
I think people must be contradicting themselves. I am, and everybody certainly does. Pure good people only exist in the propaganda of society, and everyone lives and treats others with both good and evil thoughts. But as long as the good ideas are put into practice in the end, no matter how many evil thoughts have turned in the heart, the person is good.
Moreover, if one always chooses between good and evil, and insists on choosing the good side, people will accumulate good self-esteem. Even a person like Hunter who once used to gamble in the chess and card room with the living expenses sent by his family has also turned himself into a law enforcement warlock with a righteous heart.
If the person who always chooses to practice good will accumulate good self-esteem, then the person who always chooses to practice evil will accumulate evil self-esteem.
Although I don't know where the evil tricks of the past really started to really go down a different path from the hunter, but the evil tricks of the past are undoubtedly completely different from the hunters. As Joe Licorice said, a person's temperament changes as a result of his experience. In the second Book of Memory, he was so disgusted by the sacrificial and cannibalistic parts of demonic knowledge, but now he is not only sacrificing to others, but also devouring human flesh in a big gulp.
It's ironic. If it was really me when I was in junior high school, I would probably think "where is there any good and evil in this world, and there are only positions and interests". How is it that by now, I have struggled with the "childish" narrative framework of good and evil?
I closed the Book of Memories, put it back on the stone table, and stood up from my seat.
"Are you leaving the dream?" The siren asked, as if at the right time.
She had been standing next to me waiting for me to read the Book of Memory, and it was really tiring for her, and it was time for her to rest. But I still have a question I want to ask her, but I don't know how to say it. At this moment, she hesitated slightly, and I didn't know if it was my hallucination, but I could see some taste of Ai Ai from her face, and obviously her expression didn't change at all, "That...... About what you asked me to do last time. ”
"What's the matter?" Have I asked her to do anything? I can't help but wonder.
She slowly walked around the stone chair to me, then grabbed my left and right hands. I watched her movements in confusion, and she moved my hands to the sides of her face, and then used my fingers to hold the corners of her own mouth, pulling out a weird and cute smile.
I remembered that the last time I left the dream, I told her to try to smile in the future.
Is this her response to my "order"?
"I said it would make you laugh, and I showed that it was like that, but I didn't want you to imitate it all the time." I said so, but I couldn't help but think that there was something lovely about her so clumsily fulfilling my request.
Unexpectedly, she said seriously: "Because I think you will think I'm cute if you do this." ”
It was calculated. She seemed to know she was cute.
I didn't expect that she would have such a side when she was usually so serious. Speaking of which, when we met for the first time, she also repeatedly made invitations that I don't know if it was serious, maybe she just didn't seem to have emotional fluctuations, but in fact, her inner world was very rich. Seeing her always pretend to be a weapon and showing a humane demeanor, I felt a sense of joy in my heart.
But is it really a good thing that their own weapons are so humane? Sometimes, I have thoughts that make me disappointed in myself.
A moment later, I woke up from my siren's dream.
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Until the end, I didn't ask that question to the sirens.
I wanted to do it again, to ask her if she really couldn't transfer the curse between me and Bluebird. But when I saw the image of her clumsily grabbing my hands at the end to make herself smile, I couldn't ask. Ordering her to shift the curse is tantamount to ordering her to be mentally prepared to be implicated to death by my "selfishness". How could it be said.
The sirens were so sincere that they would stand by my side and do everything they could for me. Where is it so easy for me to knowingly break her oath and take her to die with me?
Even if the curse with the blue bird is removed, my life is still not my own. What's more, even if it is limited to the matter of the blue bird, the curse is only a superficial problem.
In the dream of the succubus, the memory of confronting the "demon" resurfaced on the surface of my consciousness.
- Even this entanglement is a punishment for me.
I let out a long breath. To change my mood, I took a shower in the bathroom of my hotel room, changed my clothes, and walked to the window. At this time, it was already dawn outside the window.
Next, I still have to find a way to track down the bite and the "Wei Chi" - that is, the evil move.
It's not easy to deal with those two people at the same time. They are all powerhouses at the main level, and it is suicidal to challenge them single-handedly. Even I used a sneak attack to solve one of them first, so I had the conditions to fight the other person alone. Especially the bite of blood, she's already actually seen how I fight, and she's only going to become more threatening after that. Maybe next time I'll really die at her hands.
But, at the same time, I looked out the window at the city that was gradually recovering, and a definite thought arose.
The bite of the blood has now left Tianhe City.
This conclusion is not logically impossible to find a support point. She is a cautious and greedy person who is afraid of death, and will not fight hard for things that she is not sure of. If she still fails in a two-on-one and well-prepared situation, there will be no next time, and she will run as far as she can.
But rather than logic, it was my intuition, or rather my awareness, that convinced me of this conclusion. Just as biting blood has an awareness of danger, I am not bad at being aware of life-and-death crises. Especially after experiencing the life-and-death struggle between last night and the bite of blood, I have a vague sense of this person who deeply endangers his life.
This induction is mostly temporary. Just like the temperature and heartbeat that have temporarily increased due to intense exercise, the farther away from the time of the last life-and-death fight, the less effective the induction becomes. But this feeling doesn't deceive me. Bite blood is no longer in the city.
The evil trick is different, he is still in Tianhe City.
Originally, it was the responsibility of the Tianhe City Security Bureau to solve this person, but the real Wei Chi, who is the main force of Tianhe City, has always been unable to contact, and now I don't count on him, and I must "join him" fiercely when I turn back. As for now, the matter must be resolved as soon as possible even if it is to prevent the number of victims from increasing even if it is to prevent the number of victims from continuing to increase.
After having breakfast with Qiao Licorice, we went to the Tianhe City Security Bureau together, and by the way, we shared the information about the evil trick on our side. Their attitude on this matter is really not very positive. Not only is it because my main force is not there, but also because the information I provide is not based on evidence, after all, it is all from my memories of reading spirit fragments.
But it's easy to verify, and I retrieved photos of Bad Tricks in my twenties through the electronic archives here, and compared them with the faces of Bad Tricks captured on city surveillance footage. The housekeeper in charge of docking with us only nodded when he saw it, but he was still half-convinced that the evil move was the newborn Fog Demon.
This attitude can also be understood in the direction of good intentions, so I did not find faults. Besides, I didn't intend for them to help deal with the tricks, or even to ask them to help find out where the tricks were. Because I already have a solution.
This time, it's my turn to give back to him in his own way.
Push the book
Title:
I'm practicing in the dragon world
Brief introduction:
Yan Xun was reborn in the parallel world more than ten years ago, bought coins and was ready, and was thinking about living a happy life as the protagonist of Shenhaowen.
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"I just want to be reborn, buy a coin, buy a World Cup, eat peacefully and wait for death, how did I become the patriarch of the eight families of Snakes?"
"System, give me some more, let Herzog, this old bastard, see my limits!"
(Dragons in the early stage, infinite stream in the later stage)
(End of chapter)