90 Tell the truth

In case I suddenly find myself running out of fuel in the future, it seems that I would better use less continuous projectile attacks.

It's better not to use it. Originally, the axe was not suitable for long-range attacks, and it was not as powerful as expected when the main warlock was the opponent. Neither successfully took down the bite blood, nor could it effectively suppress the evil moves. It's just ordinary power, and it lacks the taste of a final word. The last time I was able to win the evil move, it was thanks to the assistance of the hunter, and even without this move, it didn't particularly affect the battle situation.

But to really give up on this move, I had to find other ranged attacks instead of continuous projectile attacks. My current weakness is the monotony of tactics, and although the Siren Blade has a variety of characteristics, the actual use in combat is still to "rush up and slash", which is easy for enemies like evil moves to seize the shortcomings and "fly a kite".

If only I could keep track of the amount of spirit fragments stored in the real world, so I could look at the amount of storage and decide whether or not to attack with a continuous projectile. But the only one who can grasp this is the siren, and the siren can't talk to me in the real world...... Wait, really? Just in case, I asked more.

The siren replied, "Not yet." ”

"Now?" I got to the point.

"I'm still slowly growing. Previously, as a result of growing up, I learned the new ability to transfer curses. And as long as I continue, even if I am in a dream, I can convey the sound to you in the real world. She said.

"How long will it take if you feel like it?" I asked.

She also seemed to be able to give a vague estimate, "It shouldn't be too long." ”

I thought more, "If I can convey my voice to the real world, will you be able to appear in the real world one day?" ”

Hearing this, she was stunned, and then she seemed to be a little flustered. said that she was flustered, but her expression and tone did not change, but her words became intermittent, showing her unstable heart, "No, I, this...... Yes, it certainly can't be done. ”

"Don't you want to go to the real world?" As I asked, I wondered if she would be too lonely and lonely in such a cold and lonely night's dream, with only this shadowy mountain forest and the full moon hanging high above the night sky, and at most a few words with me who occasionally entered here.

I still remember that when we first met, she seemed very curious about the experience of walking on the street in a human body, even if it was just a dream street.

Well, I think, she would want to walk the streets of the real world, too.

She has helped me so much and I wish I could fulfill her wishes.

But looking at her reaction, is she afraid of the outside world? Or is she not afraid of the outside world, but of outsiders, like those so-called social phobia?

"It's not that I don't want to...... No, I mean......" she tried to organize the language, "at the end of the day...... Haven't I been in the real world a lot? You will summon me every time you fight. ”

"That's different. I mean, you show up the way you are. I said.

"It's going to be a problem if it appears as it is." She touched her body, and now her form simulated the appearance of a young girl.

"It's a big deal. You can do it. I said.

She became stubborn again, "I'm just a weapon, I don't need to do those things. ”

"But you just said, 'It's not that you don't want it,' right?" I said, "When you can do that, let's hang out together." ”

She had a rare reaction of annoyance, like a real child.

I added, "If you're afraid of other people, then just the two of us." "Of course, if I do that, I have to remember to report to the Blue Bird first. Although I usually spend time with the sirens.

"Not that kind of problem......" she muttered.

I took it to heart.

The next day, the hunter's funeral began.

There were quite a few people present, and most of them were members of the Security Bureau. The hunter's wife and children are already confirmed dead and cannot be here. However, his parents were there, and it was a rather old couple. But they are just ordinary people, and they don't know much about the real reason why the hunter hanged himself. The Security Service seems to have told them the real situation, but how much they can remember and whether they can accept it is another matter.

The old couple looked at the hunter's remains, grabbed each other's arms, and shed tears wordlessly.

Maybe after a few more days, after surviving the most uncomfortable days, the hunter will let himself go a little. But he may not be aware of that possibility, or it is precisely because of his consciousness that he wants to take advantage of the present to block his back road in the most drastic way. I understand that feeling.

If there really is heaven and hell, then will he go to heaven or will he go to hell?

When I go to hell, I hope I won't see him again in hell.

The funeral attendees were generally sympathetic to the hunter's plight, and although they knew that he had killed many innocent people under the control of the succubus, they eventually forgave him for his unavoidable hardship. That's probably why first impressions are important. In the eyes of others, the hunter and I are in a similar situation, but they have a jealous attitude towards me. Maybe it's because I think of them as evil demons first, and hunters as experienced law enforcement warlocks first, and nothing else second. In fact, there are many people among them who have worked with hunters in the past and have good relationships.

Of course, I didn't mean to argue with anything. And maybe it was because of this situation that they seemed to compare me with the hunter in their hearts, and the gaze they cast at me was much more relaxed.

Lieq was also present, and he nodded to me from a distance, signaling to wait until the funeral was over before we talked. I nodded, and as my eyes swept around the corner, I noticed a familiar figure.

It was Joan, who also attended the Hunter's funeral.

In a private conversation, Joe Licorice had mentioned to me that the Hunter had given Joan his secret knowledge of tracking when he distributed his inheritance. I think it's because Joan's brilliant performance at the end of the fog incident in White Sun Town left a deep impression on the hunter's heart. Therefore, it is not strange that Joan is here at this time.

However, when I was about to walk over to say hello, Joan seemed to notice me, and trotted away.

Why did he react this way? I thought, is he still minding what happened last time?

I didn't see him again until the funeral was over.

After the end of the session, Lieq walked over and said, "Tell me about the information you sent to my mailbox earlier." ”

"Okay." I was mentally prepared.

But then, he took out a yellow file bag, "And this, your file of healing dreams." ”

Since I had already read the electronic files through the Jade Bird, I almost forgot that I still asked for the files. But after taking it, I did a quick rough reading first.

What was handed over to me was the original paper file, and the content was very similar to that of the electronic file. Therefore, after actually seeing it, I can't talk about any special gains. If I have to say that it is worth mentioning, it is that the healing of dreams, as the name suggests, is indeed only a psychotherapy program of the Security Bureau, and testing my psychology by curing dreams is only a private decision, which is not recorded in the files on either side. As he once said, "this psychotherapy program can also be regarded as the final psychological test". In other words, it wasn't for that purpose in the first place, but he just accompanied my claim of guilt and used it for me.

It's just that I'm more and more convinced of my instincts.

There was something I hadn't caught yet, and all the clues were in place long before I read the file. As long as I change the way I think or the angle of view, I can see it. At the same time, once I recognize this doubt, even if I can't solve it, just knowing it is enough to overturn my perception of healing dreams so far.

But what exactly is that? Obviously, I feel that there is only a layer of paper away from the truth, and this feeling of scratching my boots is really depressing.

I felt the limits of my intelligence...... I teased myself a little.

"Can I take this file back and continue to read it?" I asked.

Column shortcomings, "Remember to return it when you've seen enough." ”

I'll put the file in my bag for the time being, and I'll find a place to sit with him and talk about business. On the way, he asked me a lot of details about the previous night's intelligence, and it seemed that he really read the information I had sent in the past. And I answered as much as I knew.

I'm ashamed to say that I can't answer more than half of the questions that are missing. The evil trick is only an executor on the eve of the night, he doesn't know what is deeper, and he himself is well versed in the truth of self-preservation, and at the same time believes in the saying "the more you know, the more dangerous it is", and never tries to get in touch with the deep secrets of the night before.

From the point of view of evil tricks, it seems that the purpose of spreading the knowledge of the Internet demon on the eve is to test his original demon knowledge. They create new technologies, but they are not sure of their safety and do not want to test them themselves, so they spread it out on the Internet and let outsiders test it for themselves voluntarily and for free.

After outsiders come into contact with demonic knowledge on the Internet, they will become "cyber demon warlocks". In other words, it is the test subject of the night before, and this conspiracy to spread the knowledge of the Internet demon is also a large-scale human experiment in disguise.

It stands to reason that Eve, as a demonic warlock organization that advocates violence, is completely out of touch with this kind of technological experimentation, but the memory of evil tricks tells me that Eve's is actually different now.

In the early part of the 16th year, the night before was hit by the Security Service and was hit almost devastatingly. And at this moment, a certain senior cadre codenamed "Dawn" saw the opportunity to seize power and became the leader of the remnants of the party the night before.

However, in six years, the remnants of the party have regained their former prestige under the leadership of Dawn, but some of the organization's practices have also undergone strange changes. A small number of people in the organization, led by Dawn, began to study the demonic knowledge itself, and the dissemination of online demonic knowledge was likely to be part of this research.

However, the grassroots members and cadres of the organization only care about the strength and interests, and they do what they are ordered to do, and they are indifferent to what the "big people above" are thinking.

In addition, although it is just gossip, it seems that they received some help from overseas forces the night before, and at home, there are even some people in the Security Bureau who are secretly supporting them.

"Is it really possible for someone from the Security Service to do this?" I'm still a little incredible.

And Lie Que actually said noncommittally: "It's hard to say that it's impossible." ”

"Why?" I asked.

"This is closely related to the theoretical study of the warlock. The study of secret knowledge by the warlock community has been stagnant for unknown centuries, and although it cannot be said that there is no innovation, there is no change in the overall situation that is worth mentioning. Many warlocks are anxious about this, but they are helpless, and there are naturally warlocks from the Security Bureau. He said, "The secrecy of the warlock community is prevalent, so the phenomenon of self-cherishing is quite common, and the perception of the door is particularly serious." And if you want to vigorously develop a certain discipline, brainstorming is essential. Perhaps this is the root of our warlock's inferiority, benefiting from the 'power' of spirituality, but also being cursed by the 'secret' of spirituality. Each warlock tries to turn himself into an island. ”

"Can you imagine that today's doctors are still like Hippocrates trying to explain all human health problems in terms of blood and mucus, yellow bile and black bile? Warlocks today do much the same thing as the doctors in this parable. He continued, "It's even worse than that." As you may be aware, you are both modern-day warlocks, but when explaining why your siren's blade can damage the enemy's body through their doppelgangers, they all invariably use the similarity theory of sympathetic sorcery. It's the 21st century now, but you still use the thinking of the wizards of the ancient tribe era to explain the phenomenon, don't you think it's very inconsistent? ”

"I see. But does this have anything to do with the fact that there may be someone in the Security Service who is funding the research activities of the Demon Warlock Organization? I asked.

"It's simple. If we want to modernize secret knowledge and get rid of the quagmire of 'knowing what it is, not knowing why it is', we must re-summarize and summarize the ancient secret knowledge. In other words, it is inseparable from concrete practice. However, there is never a lack of bloody and savage parts in ancient secret knowledge. Even if it is not demonic knowledge, there are not a few secret knowledge that violates today's moral values, and even secret knowledge that violates hidden laws. He said, "You remember the old bones you dealt with before, the human bone magic weapon in his hand, right?" In ancient times, ritual objects made of human bones were not necessarily evil, but sometimes had sacred imagery, and people at that time even believed that such things could communicate with the will of the heavens, or the gods of the underworld. But what about today? ”

It dawned on me, "There are some people in the Security Bureau who want to conduct human experiments that violate the secret law, but they can't do it from their own standpoint, so they may use the hand of the Demon Warlock Organization......"

"Knowledge, technology, and power should all be at the service of man, not the other way around, and man himself should be regarded as a living sacrifice of progress." He said, "Some people may ask the other way around, whether the people in this context are collective or individual, whether they are limited to the present or those who cover the future...... Such questions are very legitimate in themselves, but they are often used by sinister people as deceitful articles. If you meet someone like that in the future, you have to be careful. ”

"I will." I say.

"Even in the Security Service there are scum, and there are quite a few of them. Not only do you want to study forbidden knowledge that violates the secret law, but you also want to let go of demonic knowledge. Even if they didn't fund the eve, they must have funded other illegal organizations. Maybe I haven't killed enough people before, and sooner or later I'm going to have to find them all out and kill them all. He said coldly, then looked at me again, "And then it's your business." You were able to get that information because you devoured the souls of the people you killed. I'll make sure again, is this true? ”

I said clearly, "It's true." ”

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[Title: "I'm Not a Trainer", by Beichuan Nanhai]

[Introduction: Urban Royal Beast Flow. This is the daily story of a chef who meets pets and animals through food, raises pets, farms, and cooks food. 】

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