I felt my body temperature and heartbeat rising, and I couldn't take my eyes off the magical girl in the photo, and even had a twisted urge to look at her intently, while soothing myself with my hands and releasing my own heat.

I even fantasized that I would meet her again in the future, and that there would be another fierce battle. After a fierce battle, she lost all strength to resist and fell to the ground in disheveled clothes like a weak child. And I still had the strength to crush on her weak body like a wild beast. Even if she wanted to resist, she was not more than capable of resisting, and I easily pressed her slender wrists, blocked her pitiful cries, and did things with her like a bite.

How shameful, how obscene, I felt like I had become disgusting, but the heat in my brain was like an appendage, and it didn't cool down because I condemned myself.

I know the bluebird hasn't slept yet. Although the hotel is well soundproofed, my hearing can still catch the sound of the TV in her room, and she occasionally switches channels. How can I be so contemptible. I had always had no reaction to the blue bird's body, but now I had a desire for the woman who was so evil that it seemed that even her veins were flowing with poisonous juice, and she had a decaying soul in her youthful body, and even sat in the toilet next to the blue bird, holding a picture of the "girl" and trying to do indecent things.

Isn't that a huge betrayal?

I tried my best to appease my evil desires, and simply went outside the hotel to blow the evening breeze. Looking at the silent and uninhabited road, I felt my mind calm down a little, and then took out a picture of the bite of blood, and carved the "ignite the flame" rune on it to burn it to ashes. However, I am also well aware that this calmness is only temporary. I'll have those shameless thoughts soon. Thinking of this, I made a decision in my heart.

I'm going to confess to the blue bird.

I'm going to tell the blue bird what I'm thinking, like a devout believer confessing his unforgivable thoughts to a nun confessing his sins. I want Bluebird to reprimand me so harshly, that she slaps me in anger and wakes me up from those fantasies. I had a strong and real premonition, even a foreknowledge of it, that if she did so, and commanded me not to have the slightest illusion of biting blood henceforth, I would willingly obey her word, and I would follow all her commands scrupulously.

I went back to the hotel and knocked on the door of the Bluebird's room. Immediately behind the door, there was the subtle movement of slippers and the sound of a snapping tatta trot. Bluebird quickly opened the door to me and asked me with concern what was the matter.

When I said I had something to say, she took me by the hand, ushered me into the room, sat down on the edge of the bed again, and picked up the remote control to turn off the TV. I was mentally prepared, first took a deep breath, and then told her all my ulterior thoughts before.

Bluebird listened quietly to all my words. I waited anxiously for her response, both afraid to hear her cold rebuke and expecting her to condemn me mercilessly and save me from my crazy sexual delusions.

"You mean to say that you want to bite the blood and use her like a toy to vent your desires." Blue Bird first thought, then made a summary, and then asked, "But you can't beat her." ”

"I can't beat her." I nodded.

"However, even that fanatic believer has been defeated, and although it is a thousand kills and eight hundred self-losses, you can unleash a super main force level blow. If she sneaks up from behind, or uses some other trick, she might be able to take the bite by surprise, and she might just be at your mercy as you think. Bluebird continued.

"Perhaps." I say.

"Well, if that's the case......" She looked up at the ceiling, and I couldn't quite read her mood at the moment. Of course, I knew that she was not as calm as she appeared, and I could not say that she was in a bright mood, but she did not react with much surprise to my words, as if she had been somewhat mentally prepared for the time she had spent with me in the past.

I asked uneasily, "Aren't you angry?" ”

"I don't know how to react." She said.

"Even if I'm interested in other women?" I don't know how I felt when I asked that.

"Other women...... Is that also a woman? Although it is true that she has a body that is no different from that of a woman...... "The bite blood in her impression is obviously not in the same category as herself, "Okay, I'll give you an example." ”

"You say." I answered.

She said very seriously: "Suppose I am not your blue bird, but another girl you don't know, and there is a boyfriend you don't know." One day, I came to you for emotional counseling and said that my boyfriend wants to with a goat, how should I be good as his girlfriend, how would you answer? ”

"If you don't know me, why do you want to ask me for emotional advice?" I asked.

"Don't dwell on this yet, you answer my question." She said.

"I don't know how to answer for a while, I can only say it's disgusting." I felt that if someone consulted me like this, the shock would overpower my thinking first.

"Don't you think it's cheating?" She asked.

"Cheating is cheating, but, uh, that's a goat. Treating it as the other party's cheating partner always feels like comparing yourself to the goat on the same level. I said, "If the other person has a quirk with a goat, then they have to break up." ”

"Yes. But the thing is, I knew from the beginning that he liked goats. He had done this with the goats countless times in the past, and I had dealt with him on the basis of accepting it, and he had never agreed with me that he would never do anything to the goats from now on. He didn't have the slightest interest in my body, and he didn't have the slightest happy reaction when I was so comfortable with him. I felt like I wasn't doing well enough, but he would take care of my emotions in the other way. I sometimes wonder if he'll make another move on the goat, so it's not like I'm unprepared. She said.

"Then I'll probably get it." Actually, I can't quite understand it yet, mainly because it's not very good to equate myself with the boyfriend in this analogy emotionally.

"Uh-huh......," she said as she looked at me, muttering again, and then said in astonishment, "Then you can do it." ”

"What?" I didn't react at once.

"I'm not going to be angry, you go and bite the blood and do it." She said, "You can't think about it." ”

I was in a moment of confusion and said, "But that's a goat?" ”

"Goats?" She said.

"I'm wrong, that's a bite of blood." I just felt that this kind of conversation was so far off the track of my imagination, "Don't you mind if I do it with her?" ”

"It's not a goat. And I'm more horrified than disgusting about biting blood. But I knew there would be a day when you really had the means to overwhelm her and want to use her body to satisfy your desires, then you could do it. She said to me, "But you have to promise me one thing." ”

I didn't even know why she was saying that to me, so I could only passively answer, "What's the matter?" ”

"You're going to kill her in the end." She said.

"Even if you did it with her?" I asked subconsciously.

"Especially after I did it with her!" She said hatefully.

I confessed to her with the hope that she would reprimand me, but she encouraged me in return.

Until I left Bluebird's room, my mind was still confused.

——

The next morning, Lieq took me to see the recuperation facility at the headquarters, and for some time after that, I had to come here frequently to heal my spirits. However, the details are inconsequential and are omitted. After lunch, we entered the conference hall of the headquarters of the Security Service. Of course, Bluebird was there, and I still can't digest the words she said to me last night.

More than 100 people had gathered in the lobby of the conference, either the main ranks of the local security bureaus or their representatives. After entering the field, Lie Que immediately attracted a lot of attention. It was not only friendly and respectful glances, although most of the people here should be members of the Law camp, but there were also many who cast fearful glances at Lieq.

I heard that many years ago, Lech was not a member of the camp of the law; Rather, he was on the opposite side of the law.

That is also a matter of course, because the legal camp values regulations and discipline, and it is impossible to violently slaughter corrupt elements within the Security Service at will. It was only after joining the law camp that Lieq cultivated his self-cultivation and restrained his violent style. However, the prestige of those years has not been completely extinguished, and many people still remember what Lieq did.

There are also those who have turned their scrutinizing eyes on me. Although I used to have some reputation in the hidden world, it was all notoriety that couldn't be put on the stage, and people here wouldn't recognize my face even if they heard my name. But that seems to be in the past, and the "propaganda effect" of killing the fanatics is much greater than the evil I have done in the past five years, and some people seem to recognize me.

"You are the one who solved the mirage fog incident, and you have to speak at this meeting." Lie Que told me.

I'm not used to speaking in front of so many people, "Is there a speech or something?" ”

"No, you just have to go on stage and answer some questions, it's very simple." He said.

"Any tricks?" I asked.

He thought for a moment and said, "If someone questions you, you say, 'You have the ability to fight me.'" ”

Does this kind of junior high school boy-level rhetoric really work? I can't accept it.

Suddenly, in those scrutinizing eyes, I sensed that one of them had a particularly strong malice. Turning my head with this feeling, I saw a strange woman standing in the corner of the conference hall, staring at me gloomily. This malice, if classified, is undoubtedly hatred and abhorrence. When the woman saw that I had spotted her, she turned around and disappeared into the exit.

"What's wrong?" The bluebird noticed my movements.

I told her what had just happened, and she said, "Maybe it's your enemy." After all, you killed a lot of law enforcement warlocks in the past, and it is estimated that there are also people from the headquarters. ”

In the past, I was quite lacking in hidden technology and awareness, and I was only unable to track down the secular law enforcers by relying on the hidden nature of spirituality. This crude method is only useful for ordinary people, but it is useless for warlocks, and nine times out of ten those who track me down are warlocks. From the second year onwards, more and more warlocks died at my hands, and there was even a time when I didn't need to go out to "hunt". But later, they all seemed to know what level I was, and there were fewer and fewer warlocks who crusaded against me. And the woman just now is probably the most important person I killed.

When you go to the headquarters, you can meet the enemy, maybe this is the so-called narrow road to the enemy.

I didn't see the woman again after that, and the meeting was held on time. The participants all sat down in their seats, and Fa Zheng, who had a relationship with each other yesterday, appeared on the podium and began to speak.

"The reason why I summoned you this time is for no other reason." He said solemnly, "The night before destroyed the mirage and reduced the whole city to ruins. The Security Service categorically cannot turn a blind eye to such dehumanizing acts. Therefore, there is only one main purpose of this meeting - to exterminate the eve. ”

The meeting is divided into the first half and the second half, with today being the first half and the second half being played tomorrow.

It was the first time I had attended such a formal meeting, but it was different than I expected, and I thought it would soon get into the session of how to kill the eve more efficiently, but now most of the questions are very basic, such as "what happened to the mirage". And, perhaps because even a large demonic warlock organization like Eve can't extend its tentacles to all parts of the country, there are many places that haven't had friction with Eve yet, and they haven't even heard of the name of this organization, so they have to start reinterpreting from this place.

I even heard someone in the back row whispering that my security bureau had just been shuffled recently, and I didn't know if my side was still in the Law camp. I can't help but think about this kind of topic when you talk to someone in such an occasion. The first half of the session was basically advanced in an atmosphere of "who am I, where am I and what am I going to do".

I had come here with the mentality of participating in some kind of political meeting, but now I feel like I'm punching my fist on cotton.

Perhaps this is one of the consequences of the serious prevalence of secrecy within the Security Bureau, and the local Security Bureaus do not even communicate with each other, and the management is very closed. I also saw this on my trip to Tianhe City, and I thought that the law camp would be better, but now it seems that it may be half a catty. But on second thought, if it weren't for the Law camp, maybe it wouldn't have been so simple to gather so many people.

At the beginning, I didn't think about whether it was not good for the headquarters to call so many important personnel of the local security bureau together, and why some problems could not be solved through video conferencing or something, but now it seems that it is still necessary to call them over.

It wasn't long before it was my turn to speak on stage.

(End of chapter)