All along, Bite Blood looks down on humans, and pathologically binds the identity of a half-blood demon to his own dignity. Even when others accused her of being a demon or a witch to her face, she was at ease and looked at them with contempt.

And now she treats me with such a humble attitude, she would rather let go of her dignity than be accepted by me. Although I couldn't believe it, I couldn't find a flaw in her "acting skills". No matter how you look at it, she is sincere to me.

So she said that she would change her mind, and she was sincere?

And, if her feelings for me are genuine, can I still kill her?

My heart was filled with conflicting emotions. If there was one place where I could find some respite, it was that after this interaction, I finally reconfirmed another thing that reassured me. That is, even if Biting Blood carefully "dressed" myself before meeting me, I really didn't have that kind of feeling for her, and the hallucinations that had made my heart flutter in the past really disappeared.

"Do you feel comfortable what I just did?" Biting the blood saw that I didn't speak, as if she had misunderstood something, and then she reached out and untied her neckline, "Although there may be people passing by here, but if you want to ......"

"I'm impotent." I say.

"Huh?" She opened her mouth wide in surprise, "So, what then?" By the way, I actually brought emotional stimulation medicine with me, although I originally wanted to give it to you first, and then let you give it to me......"

"I'm impotent to you." I said, "I can see you're iterating on your illusion spell in order to mimic 'it'...... I was seduced by the Siren's temperament, but the illusion didn't work for me. ”

"This ......" she was exposed to the trick and could only be silent.

"Also, you just said that you liked me because I said you were human." I said, "You just believe it so casually?" How do you know I'm not talking casually, or that I'm cheating on you? ”

"No way, you're absolutely sincere." She said categorically.

"Even if you could trust me, I wouldn't be able to trust you." I said, "Even if your own mother, who once accepted you unconditionally, was tortured and killed by your own hands, I can see it clearly in your memory." For you, even the destruction of your own happiness can be a source of pleasure, why do you think you can be accepted by someone who knows your past? ”

"I've learned that I'm wrong, and I'll never do that again. As long as you are good to me, I will be a hundred times better to you! She hurriedly promised, "No, even if you treat me badly, as long as you are willing to accept me and let me stay by your side." As long as that's the case, I'll be happy. If you want me to fight, I will charge for you, and I will also give you advice to help you gain power and position in the Security Bureau, and defeat all those who are not good for you. Also, if you think that my current body is shabby, in fact, I will also mimic spells, and I can become fuller than now, no matter what I do, I will do my best to satisfy you, or if you want another woman, I can also help you find ......"

She racked her brains, "And, there's ...... That's right! I've heard that you don't have much to live now, and you may not live this year...... Then I will transfer my life to you! The missionary had previously studied ritual spells for me to transfer life, and I had seen his development documents. Although the conversion loss rate is too high, and converting all my lifespan to you can only prolong my life by a few years to more than ten years, it doesn't matter, I can still help you hypnotize some more people......"

"I don't need your life, and I won't take innocent people as my own living sacrifice." I am completely unreceptive to the idea of such a scenario.

She then asked, "What about the Demon Warlock?" The Living Sacrifice Demon Warlock should be fine, right? ”

I really wouldn't feel guilty if it was a demon warlock, but at the end of the day, I didn't intend to prolong my life. I didn't continue to answer her words, but changed the subject, "Not many people should know about the rest of my life, and Qiao Licorice didn't tell you, where did you get this information?" ”

"In order to gather as much information as possible from you, I used one hundred and eighty-three prophetic dreams in a row, and asked different people in Liucheng in the dream to ask for your information. Since I didn't have time to ask how many would be killed by Lieq, I would ask the same person multiple times. Originally, I wanted to ask more people, but you don't know many people, so I have to stop here. And the reason why I chose that psychoanalyst as the messenger is because she has a good relationship with you. As long as she explains the situation to you in advance, maybe you won't attack me as soon as you see me. She first confessed, and then said, "In addition, I found that there are some people in the Liucheng Security Bureau who are jealous of your relationship with the genius Blue Bird, and there are still some people who still despise your past and secretly sarcastically insult you." I remember their faces and names, and I wanted to kill them all, but I'm afraid I'll make you angry if I do it without permission. As long as you nod, I can kill them all now......"

"Enough. You said you would change your ways, but you don't think that way yourself. I said, "I'm not going to accept you." ”

She closed her eyes forcefully, and then as if she had made a difficult decision, "Well, then, it doesn't matter if you don't let me stay with you." If you think I'm disgusting, it's okay not to do that kind of thing with me, I'll hold back. As long as you come and see me once in a while......"

"It's different from what you said before, what do you really want?" I asked.

"I just want you to hug me......" she said at a loss.

I ended up throwing her in that grove.

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I also know that what I am doing is irrational. Either kill the bite or accept the bite, I should have made a decision on the spot.

But in my current state of mind, I really can't make any decisions rationally, and I have to find a place to cool my head.

I sat down on a bench on the side of the road, silently collecting my thoughts.

No matter how much I mentally build myself up, no matter how much I dislike her, it will be difficult for me to really bite the blood killer. In the past, the demon sorcerers I killed were full of all kinds of malice, and they also took the enemy's position to launch conspiracies against me, but this time, the former enemy took the initiative to defect to my place, and from the beginning to the end, instead of revealing the slightest malice, he also showed an unusually close attitude.

What's more, she did show a willingness to change her mind, and she genuinely wanted to be my partner, so she risked her life and death to come to a place only two and a half kilometers away from the headquarters of the Security Service, and was willing to let me put an axe on her neck just so that I could trust her.

Why did I just put the axe on her neck and not cut it down? I don't know if there's an analogy, but maybe it's similar to the sabertooth slashing my sword at my neck and stopping at the last minute.

If there is anything more abominable than the wicked doing evil, it is that the wicked want to do good from the bottom of their hearts. And the reason why I feel that this kind of thing is unforgivable, perhaps because when I see the wicked doing this, I feel as if the wicked have slyly escaped into some difficult moral position, and the original straightforward hatred will also be polluted by entanglement. However, if you really have the mentality of "you will definitely kill it no matter what", maybe there will be no such entanglement. It's because I know it's hard to do it, so it's so uncomfortable. Is it possible that I can still rush out and kill the wicked when they sincerely want to do good deeds, just because they can't stand it?

Presumably, the same is true for me in the eyes of the sabertooth.

So should I forgive Bloodbite for what I've done in the past and admit her as a new member of the Security Service, so that she can contribute to the cause of justice as a law enforcement warlock in the future? It's hard to accept, but I myself became a law enforcement warlock after doing a lot of evil, and of course there is no reason to refuse to bite the blood and join the Security Service.

And if I could forgive even biting blood...... No, there's something wrong with that idea. I'm not a victim of biting blood, so what position do I have to talk about whether I should forgive her?

Who am I really unforgiving?

It must be that my mind is still a little messy, and I have to sort it out first.

First of all, if Biting Blood wants to join the Security Service, and everyone else has no problem with it, it is not my turn to support or oppose it. It is the Security Bureau that decides whether or not to accept the bite blood, and it is the warlock who has the power to decide on this. That's not the kind of question I'm thinking about.

Secondly, as to whether or not to forgive the bite of blood, it is not a question of whether it is my turn to put the beak. I am not one of the many people who have been victims of the bite, but I am not one of the victims and their relatives and friends who are really qualified to decide whether or not to forgive the bite. Although I have been almost killed by a blood bite many times before, I found it myself, and I was almost killed by me by biting blood, and I was insulted by my body and dignity in such an extreme way. If you really want to think about it, you might be my victim by biting blood.

Finally, and the question that I really have to face, is that I can accept the person who bites the blood?

The answer is no, I can't accept her.

If I had to choose between the bite of blood for many evils and the bite of blood for reform, I would not be able to choose the former. But if I want to accept the bite of blood to change my ways, then I will touch a more central question - if I can forgive her sins, why can't I forgive my own sins?

I may well have reflected my own image in the body of the biting blood, and when I say that I can't forgive the bite, I'm actually saying that I can't forgive myself.

Maybe I'm the one who was really cornered.

If this is a predicament that Biting Blood deliberately weaves for me, then I can only say that she is indeed worthy of the reputation of "a witch who plays with people's hearts". She seemed to put herself in a situation where she was at my mercy, but she toyed with me in the palm of her own hand. Once again, I was defeated by her vicious schemes.

"Sirens." I meditated.

"I'm here." The sirens responded in my head.

"Biting blood and saying that she came with her whole body, I can't tell if she is telling the truth, can you tell?" I'm not desperate to confirm this.

"I can see that it's the truth." After she got the memory of the bite of the blood, she was able to analyze the details and flaws of the opponent's technique, which was true for the different spaces arranged by the missionary, and even more so for the bite herself.

She continued: "She really didn't have any resurrection behind, as long as you did it, she would really die." ”

I once promised the bluebird that I would kill each other after I had done it with the bite blood. Last time, it was because he couldn't kill it.,And this time it's a mess to let it go.,I really don't know what kind of face I have to explain to the blue bird.。

"Don't you want to accept the bite blood?" The siren asked a strange question.

"How could I want to accept her?" I asked rhetorically, and explained that I couldn't accept a few points of biting blood.

After listening, the siren said, "Then why are you so entangled now, haven't you already made a decision?" ”

"Are you trying to say that I unconsciously want to accept the bite of blood? How could it be ......" I stopped my words and slowly regurgitated what I had been thinking.

The sirens waited patiently.

After a few moments, I said what I really meant, "I do want to accept the bite of blood, probably because I want to forgive myself. It's my weakness and avoidance, and I'm not going to make that mistake again. ”

The siren paused, then said, "Trying to escape doesn't necessarily mean it's a mistake. ”

"And even if that is aside, I have a few places where I will never be able to accept a bite of blood." I went on to say, "Biting blood is not only a wicked witch, but also a naturally evil half-blood demon, and she will never give up doing evil. ”

Evil flows in the blood of biting blood, she revels in causing tragedy, loves to taste the taste of blood and tears, and finds supreme joy in countless ruins.

Even if her wish is granted, she can't really settle down. What she said earlier as long as I accept her and she will never do evil again from now on is essentially the same as a very serious addict saying that she will quit for the sake of her family. Do addicts mean it when they say that? It may be sincere, but when the addiction comes in, the sincerity will be like a sandcastle before a tsunami.

But I'm not satisfied with just drawing conclusions in my head, I have to find more evidence.

I thought of a suitable solution, "The memories of biting blood stored in the Siren's Blade are not 100% now, and there is no part of it from the last moment of her life to today, so even if she summons her mapping, it is impossible to know what is going on in the mind of Biting Blood now." Is it possible to fill in the 'experience of biting blood in my eyes during this time', as we did with the missionaries last time, so as to simulate 'biting blood now'? ”

"Yes." The sirens first affirmed, then said, "Do you want to do it now?" ”

"Now." I said, "I'm going to ask her some questions." ”

Some truthful words, the real bite of blood in order to please me, probably will not say it to me, but the bite of the blood will answer truthfully.

The sirens were silent for a moment, then summoned a blood-biting mirror.

"You can start asking." Siren said.

(End of chapter)